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Suicide Discussion

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sunnysidedown
Venting No matter what I do, I keep coming back here
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0
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346
sunnysidedown
sunnysidedown
seagullsonapiano
Venting I didnt kill myself
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3
Views
337
Praestat_Mori
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Boudika
Help Can I take SN with alcohol?
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6
Views
454
Macedonian1987
Macedonian1987
Deepdense
  • Poll
Do you think anyone is going to try to CTB with fireworks this year?
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12
Views
444
Deepdense
Deepdense
S
DMC/ DSL SN welfare checks
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2
Views
652
eggsausagerice
eggsausagerice
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  • Question
How to get SN?
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3
Views
493
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
A
Method Would inhaing dyethil ether for anesthesia before attempting hypothermia make it peaceful and painless?
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1
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345
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
jinmaopoison
Discussion Ketamine source and other street drugs
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11
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1K
hellogoodbye999
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un.exist
Wassaap you depressed bastards 🥹
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6
Views
378
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
H
Please give me advice on my plan to CTB
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0
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399
hellogoodbye999
H
H
  • Question
How to know if i hit styro
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6
Views
474
EternallyCold
E
Codename_Joryu
Venting Alone on new years, I really want to talk with someone
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15
Views
645
Deepdense
Deepdense
W
Discussion Is This It For Real For Real?
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21
Views
755
weallhaveourghosts
W
eggsausagerice
suicidal ideation, planning, notes, but it's all rendered totally useless because i'm not dead
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1
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537
sanctionedusage
sanctionedusage
Nocturna666
Discussion Nitrogen purity testing
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13
Views
928
sm1the
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Awesomefoid67
Help how do you like fix blowing up on someone you like?
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6
Views
513
sanctionedusage
sanctionedusage
fkyou
Discussion I feel so embarrassed that I still didn't do it
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3
Views
258
Realog11
R
R
Update to its time
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1
Views
209
Deepdense
Deepdense
nails
Venting i've started fearing sleep
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7
Views
771
nails
nails
S
So many options yet I'm a coward
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2
Views
391
MrNobody88
M
calixocat
Venting why the hell is it so hard to make friends!?
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5
Views
624
Ihatemonday
Ihatemonday
X
so... it's 2026 (europe time)
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0
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293
xXSufferingXx
X
SaulGoodmanxX
I was shot in the head in a dream last night
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0
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273
SaulGoodmanxX
SaulGoodmanxX
C
Story Living in fear
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3
Views
475
VoidBlessed
V
twistedtransistor47
Shout out to everyone alone for the holidays
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9
Views
478
kunikuzushi
kunikuzushi
jellyfish11
feeling selfish
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6
Views
526
Deepdense
Deepdense
Jisatsu
Discussion Suicide Satistics on New Year's Day /The Pressure of Midnight
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23
Views
1K
Dejected 55
Dejected 55
shuteyefish
Help CTB in mid January--how to deal with friends?
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16
Views
774
Realog11
R
LonelyPrince
Venting New year same fucking me
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5
Views
543
Deepdense
Deepdense
M
Anyone else get weird spammy emails since joining?
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4
Views
323
sanctionedusage
sanctionedusage
OzymandiAsh
Meto in UK
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2
Views
350
OzymandiAsh
OzymandiAsh
akira.kewl
Method just got the funniest hanging idea
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2
Views
838
Dawnfang11
Dawnfang11
akira.kewl
Help I'm having doubts. I don't know what to do.
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6
Views
611
Deepdense
Deepdense
akira.kewl
Help am i suicidal enough?
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2
Views
425
telekon
telekon
HalfLife
Discussion Last Meal Request?
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12
Views
583
ceelobling
ceelobling
zdeweilx
Today is December 31st, the day I am supposed to end my life
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13
Views
951
Deepdense
Deepdense
jellyfish11
am i a terrible person?
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6
Views
372
JassieDusk
JassieDusk
NormallyNeurotic
Discussion A thread to post vent-ish/self-deprecating memes about your holidays
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1
Views
307
NormallyNeurotic
NormallyNeurotic
FriesLovee
Anyone been to a psych ward / emergency psychiatric hospital in Montreal ?
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2
Views
411
Exhausted546
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TwoQuarks
Online friend and CTB
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3
Views
397
fruitninjamaster
fruitninjamaster
tercermundista
The end
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6
Views
464
fruitninjamaster
fruitninjamaster
sanctionedusage
do you ever get so happy you want to ctb
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16
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793
maylurker
M
B
Finding SN clues
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3
Views
386
gottacheckout
gottacheckout
reid1234
Method Method help - Gun
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9
Views
865
gottacheckout
gottacheckout
Sucka4life
SN capsules
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3
Views
357
U. A.
U. A.
disabledlife
New year 2026 and new year eve.
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5
Views
586
maylurker
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M
Help Is this good enough to die?
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8
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462
Morris1211
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Kazu Ha
Venting Sleepless
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8
Views
611
ceelobling
ceelobling
Cauliflour
Can self harm make you anemic?
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6
Views
307
maylurker
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mr-ant-tennas
Help Having second thoughts about suicide
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11
Views
659
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
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