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LonelyPrince

LonelyPrince

Rotten to the Core
Dec 12, 2025
235
I know overdoses aren't reccomended. I just want to know other people's experiences. I don't think I want my attempt to actually be fatal...I kinda just want to see what would change of my life and if I die? Well, it happened.

I don't have much on my disposal: just prescribed meds and delorazepam plus alcohol.
I'm even okay with sleeping for days and being barely conscious. Actually, that's what I strive for.
 
existentiallinguine

existentiallinguine

female Rust Cohle
Feb 10, 2026
59
Yes. Zoloft maybe two years ago now. Sucked. Got horrible serotonin syndrome for several days. Survived. Did not seek treatment. Shook nonstop for several days, teeth were chattering. Not worth it.
 
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princexhhn

princexhhn

did i make a mistake?
Sep 26, 2023
473
I have OD on my prescription before but I've been through so much that I don't remember which one exactly, but I know I used to be on olanzapine too. Maybe it will still provide some help to share my experience… I hope it will. The experience was weird for me, trippy. My whole body hurt and I felt that I was in a fever dream switching through realities and dreams. When my friend texted to check on me, I replied back weirdly because I just hallucinated that she said other things, like I was in a dream in real life. My entire body fucking hurt, it hurt to eat and move and anything. I can't even drink water, it hurts when it goes down. Fast heart rate too

In short it's a fever dream and a pain trip. I don't know about the fever dream for you but I'm 90% sure it's gonna hurt.

There are other times I had incidents with my medicine, but I don't remember anymore

I'm still alive and moving and everything though, I guess. I get fast heart rate very easily now though ? dunno
 
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