discretionadvised
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- Jun 30, 2026
- 10
Unfortunately i'm a bit of a coward in a way and many methods i'd be too weak to do, properly atleast.
My only option at this point is ≈840mg olanzapine, but perscription medications that aren't widely known for fatal ODs are very unreliable and even though i have read up on a few articles of fatal olanzapine overdose cases, it just seems to be different for every person and especially unreliable if you have no previous serious health conditions to begin with. Or if you don't mix it with other sedatives.
My best bet is to take a bus to the furthest city in my country and just take place in atleast a semi unhabited place. That way i won't be disturbed and even if I do wake up, i'd kind of be left stranded and have no other choice but to find another way. Basically relying on my desperation.
I still live with my not-so-great family, though I am on the brink of homelessness anyway. Atleast if i could get a couple days without them reporting me missing (which i doubt that they can, since I am just an adult freely leaving the house) I could get some time on my hands. It's that or full suspension, which would probably be a last resort
My only option at this point is ≈840mg olanzapine, but perscription medications that aren't widely known for fatal ODs are very unreliable and even though i have read up on a few articles of fatal olanzapine overdose cases, it just seems to be different for every person and especially unreliable if you have no previous serious health conditions to begin with. Or if you don't mix it with other sedatives.
My best bet is to take a bus to the furthest city in my country and just take place in atleast a semi unhabited place. That way i won't be disturbed and even if I do wake up, i'd kind of be left stranded and have no other choice but to find another way. Basically relying on my desperation.
I still live with my not-so-great family, though I am on the brink of homelessness anyway. Atleast if i could get a couple days without them reporting me missing (which i doubt that they can, since I am just an adult freely leaving the house) I could get some time on my hands. It's that or full suspension, which would probably be a last resort
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