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rigsid

rigsid

Hopefully dying on the 14th of March
Jan 31, 2026
110
Took my anxiety med and now am just waiting an hour at the hotel for that to kick in. Im so ready to die. Today has been miserable like all the others.

Edit: Im so scared I won't die. Please just let me die.
 
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fightclub17

fightclub17

Hopefully ctb on the 9th of April
Mar 3, 2026
250
I wish life didn't bring you to this point. You will be missed dearly 💔
 
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somethingisntreal

somethingisntreal

The future prepared for us is a twisted joke.
Aug 30, 2025
201
I hope you find your peace. Much love to you 💞
 
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rigsid

Hopefully dying on the 14th of March
Jan 31, 2026
110
20 minutes until I drink it now. It is already dissolved.
 
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fishperson

fishperson

If only luck was by my side
Jan 22, 2026
418
I hope u find peace fren
 
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DungEater

DungEater

Member
Mar 10, 2026
38
I'm sorry things got this bad for you, hope you find something greater on the other side
 
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blush

forgotten girl
Mar 2, 2026
36
sending hugs and all my love, angel
 
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rigsid

rigsid

Hopefully dying on the 14th of March
Jan 31, 2026
110
I haven't listened to any music in hours but listening to Clair de Lune now. It has always been my favorite song.
Its so comforting
 
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Bimbosqualo

Student
Mar 19, 2025
104
Sending you lots of love and best wishes ❤️
 
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lpdsvm

Student
Jan 11, 2026
195
I totally understand the reason, and even if I didn't I would respect it. Most jobs (they are low-paid) are designed to get one into credit card debt. It really sucks - I am sorry. I hope you will find peace.
 
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rigsid

Hopefully dying on the 14th of March
Jan 31, 2026
110
Going to try and drink it now
 
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Bananaman

Member
Aug 13, 2024
22
I hope it all goes peacefully for you and you won't panic. Wishing you the best, truly.
 
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fightclub17

fightclub17

Hopefully ctb on the 9th of April
Mar 3, 2026
250
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rigsid

Hopefully dying on the 14th of March
Jan 31, 2026
110
Drank it all. Peace
 
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fightclub17

fightclub17

Hopefully ctb on the 9th of April
Mar 3, 2026
250
Ohhh I hope it's painless ❤️
 
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forgotten girl
Mar 2, 2026
36
may you find peace 🤍🤍🤍
 
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itsgone2

-
Sep 21, 2025
1,657
Somewhere in this terrible world she's dying. Tragic. Everything here is tragic. I hope you find peace and I'm sorry it didn't happen here
 
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walliwalli

Student
Feb 14, 2026
140
i don't know if you're still checking messages here but i hope you find peace <3 it was lovely to talk with you.
 
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horseshoefalls

horseshoefalls

Cane <3
Mar 5, 2026
33
I'm so sorry it has to be this way, I hope you'll find your peace <3
 
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CenturiesEnd

Member
Jun 22, 2025
32
If you're no longer with us, rest in peace. Hope you found bliss in your final moments
 
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Mourning_Dove

Mourning_Dove

Member
Nov 23, 2025
14
🌹🌹🌹
 
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fightclub17

Hopefully ctb on the 9th of April
Mar 3, 2026
250
🕊🕊🕊
 
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Abyss Dweller

Abyss Dweller

You look lonely...
Jul 29, 2025
137
Fuck this world and fuck life.

However unlikely it is I hope you survive and go on to have a beautiful and happy life.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
961
I feel a mix of emotions. I'm a bit saddened that 2 members today ctb, but I'm also happy for them because their suffering has finally ended.
 
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Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
801
Farewell, may your memory be eternal 🖤
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,982
I haven't listened to any music in hours but listening to Clair de Lune now. It has always been my favorite song.
Its so comforting
Absolutely beautiful song. Brought me to tears the first time I heard it. I hope you are at peace. 🕯️
 
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