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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Venting I hate my skin
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6
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848
iwanttodie1
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marcy2022
Thinking to start preparing for SN
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2
Views
557
marcy2022
marcy2022
theboy
Venting I had a dream where I literally died
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12
Views
820
makethepainstop
makethepainstop
-Raven's Night-
Venting I can't function in daily life, don't see any point in keeping living like this
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13
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1K
-Raven's Night-
-Raven's Night-
T
Help How do I go about getting sn? Someone in the chemist shop is asking why I need it?
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1
Views
533
jodes2
jodes2
SadJessu
Help Tips for hiding/masking emotions.
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6
Views
550
SadJessu
SadJessu
Girl-shaped Wound
Discussion How to deal with your things? Decluttering.
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6
Views
843
Hyd999
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O
Discussion If you changeytour mind about ctb, would you share N?
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13
Views
840
Sapphire
Sapphire
H
Can we do something a little backwards?
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16
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864
stilhavinightmares
stilhavinightmares
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Do any of you think that opening yourself up to talk to people against this website is a good idea?
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23
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1K
LunaNyx_
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cassxtho
Venting Unable to be Normal
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1
Views
490
jodes2
jodes2
TypeDef_End_Bye
Venting Fuck that
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7
Views
700
Wannagonow
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Thisgirlwantstosleep
People lose patience when you continuously fail/back out of attempts
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8
Views
900
cassxtho
cassxtho
W
Phenobarbital has been detected in my blood test. Warning about storing N after you've opened it.
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5
Views
724
beingfree
B
G
Venting i feel trapped and unable to escape
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10
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1K
beingfree
B
D
Venting Pain is all i ever feel
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5
Views
518
dospi1
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L
Help Got everything ready for SN, how to overcome SI?
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17
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1K
U. A.
U. A.
B
Is there a pre-CTB checklist?
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6
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1K
Looking4Answers2
L
B
I wish we had more choices
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2
Views
419
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
neverbeenbetter
to hard to get a gun
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9
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2K
Papilio_polyxenes
Papilio_polyxenes
CaringShrimp
Help Self medication for chronic pain?
Replies
7
Views
584
jodes2
jodes2
speck
Venting Ashamed
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7
Views
816
speck
speck
T
Sarco looks overcomplicated
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9
Views
1K
Sad_Sack
S
BluesRunTheGame
Discussion Gary Speed
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7
Views
1K
lebrodude
L
CTB Dream
Hadd write
Replies
5
Views
452
leeloosnow
leeloosnow
whatevs
Discussion Debate this
Replies
39
Views
3K
Élégie
É
H0110W
Venting Back into the void
Replies
4
Views
473
jodes2
jodes2
C
Gun
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2
Views
461
Cantbereal
C
DarkRose
medication overdose
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4
Views
640
DarkRose
DarkRose
K
PA Long guns
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2
Views
498
Cantbereal
C
I
Hopefully some of my last thoughts
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3
Views
550
Nirrend
Nirrend
N
Venting Gratitude is overrated, like many other optimistic/positive-thinking advices. Not everybody can do that. It's unrealistic, and honestly full of BS
Replies
9
Views
956
Rational man
Rational man
K
Guns on dark web
Replies
24
Views
2K
Cantbereal
C
Life_and_Death
The little girl that was... is no more
Replies
4
Views
625
Nirrend
Nirrend
marcy2022
Discussion Which sounds better to you and why?
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16
Views
2K
marcy2022
marcy2022
Ardesevent
Discussion Do you feel bad about being on this site?
Replies
88
Views
5K
cowie
C
F
Everyday is so unbearable
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3
Views
433
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
U
Do you think that there is ever a difference between depression and simply not liking life?
Replies
14
Views
838
theboy
theboy
Exact Change
Discussion How Does SaSu help you?
Replies
21
Views
855
that_guy2611
that_guy2611
MorsRomana
Story I've tried phenobarbital and a plastic bag method before
Replies
11
Views
1K
freelifexit
freelifexit
S
Getting crazy
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3
Views
413
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
Discussion what will you do with your savings before ctb
Replies
10
Views
650
UngaBungaVampy
UngaBungaVampy
T
Stressed out about SN order
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3
Views
602
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
TypeDef_End_Bye
(No title)
Replies
1
Views
376
theboy
theboy
T
Pretty sad, ugly loneliness
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8
Views
600
theboy
theboy
B
Newbie question
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3
Views
433
counting-out-time
counting-out-time
StolenLife
Discussion Suicide due to hypersensitivity to sound and movement
Replies
10
Views
866
achromatic
achromatic
P
I feel like CTB will be like catching a real bus
Replies
2
Views
415
Forever Sleep
F
Konjac
Dreaming to postpone the inevitable
Replies
8
Views
426
Konjac
Konjac
J
Method Thinking about buying fentanyl.
Replies
14
Views
2K
deathissosad
deathissosad
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