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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
N
I want to go now
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3
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470
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
αmber
  • Poll
Discussion Which of these is your main reason?
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30
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2K
drakeramoraya158
drakeramoraya158
C
Venting I am excluded from the game of life
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12
Views
874
cringelord111
C
OldDude
I guess it's comming to an end
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2
Views
723
outrider567
O
Efilismislife
Regulator&flow meter help?
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9
Views
557
outrider567
O
Sleeper System
Seriously. How do you get through the day?
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31
Views
2K
hopelessdreams
hopelessdreams
WorthlessTrash
Coming to terms with it being my time soon.
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32
Views
2K
rationaltake
rationaltake
Nirrend
Discussion relativizing death to diminish our anxiety (repost because of an error)
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9
Views
883
Pain In The Ass
Pain In The Ass
CemetryGates
Just a rant about life
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5
Views
446
LucyB
LucyB
StevieNixs
Discussion SN - Can anyone tell me if this regimen seems ok?
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1
Views
675
asb13
A
Braindead Atheist
How long does it take to die from hanging?
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12
Views
3K
nolifer
N
NothingElseMatters
can't stand the burden of being myself
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7
Views
1K
its-about-time
its-about-time
L
N Storage
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11
Views
746
downndone2
D
O
'Choosing Death'
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0
Views
324
ornitier199
O
voidliquid
Method Co-codamol Curiosities
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5
Views
803
Ninaea
N
Tomino'sNightengale
Is an anti-emitic necessary to CTB with SN?
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3
Views
538
Tomino'sNightengale
Tomino'sNightengale
Im Sorry Mom
  • Question
Method Using a window?
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4
Views
1K
Al Cappella
Al Cappella
Busticket
Venting I wish I died as a kid in some accident
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21
Views
2K
novem
novem
S
Venting I failed the passed 2 days
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3
Views
588
outrider567
O
seekingeternalsleep
Help i want to ctb
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3
Views
477
seekingeternalsleep
seekingeternalsleep
D
Just wanted to say im glad the site is back up...
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17
Views
1K
enau
enau
aeri
Venting i feel like sometimes i wanna ctb because of money
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2
Views
433
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
Help Partial hanging too difficult
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2
Views
734
Nyktalgia
Nyktalgia
chocolatebar
Today I realized that I'm just deluding myself
Replies
6
Views
558
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
LastBusStop
Venting too stupid to graduate
Replies
10
Views
678
LastBusStop
LastBusStop
I
Method without having to order stuff
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3
Views
489
juraviel
J
Toxic Positivity
Panic Attack (thought I lost my Nembutal / thought it was confiscated)
Replies
10
Views
633
24601
2
αmber
Venting A little poetry as a means of venting
Replies
7
Views
463
Rational man
Rational man
EsotericAngel
Possible timeline?
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0
Views
284
EsotericAngel
EsotericAngel
L
AE help, what dosages for use with N?...
Replies
0
Views
309
long4rest
L
NothingElseMatters
seems like everyone around me is sucessful but me
Replies
11
Views
480
Darth Ruin
D
followingfate
Venting wish i had CTB when i planned to.
Replies
5
Views
475
ItHurtsSoMuch
ItHurtsSoMuch
ihopethisispainless
I can’t fucking wait to hang
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0
Views
283
ihopethisispainless
ihopethisispainless
FuneralCry
  • Locked
I was never meant for this life.
Replies
60
Views
5K
Symbiote
S
vold3m0r†
Discussion is there any humanity left?
Replies
53
Views
2K
Julgran
J
tomakeitstop
Method Overdosing on Psych Meds (second attempt)
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19
Views
2K
Scott62
S
I
SN has arrived - a question about storage and reliability
Replies
7
Views
1K
Tiemblo
T
Samael96
Discussion Ctb partners in Italy?
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10
Views
1K
Samael96
Samael96
LingeringUnreal
Failed CTB Life Update
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12
Views
1K
Idontmatter
I
natali4
If you have anxiety, what does it feel like for you?
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21
Views
692
Idontmatter
I
J007
Help Propranolol and Ramipril
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11
Views
1K
outatime_85
O
depressedmaniac
Venting IBS till death
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17
Views
1K
Dot
Dot
Haku
Tribute to @Gorgon / Emily
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63
Views
4K
Shu
Shu
K
N
Replies
10
Views
1K
Ta555
T
FireFox
I would be alive at 30 if i had more support and shown i can have a future
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6
Views
473
FireFox
FireFox
Buddha.e.c
Discussion If all of a sudden all your problems went away and all your desires came true would you still CTB ?
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51
Views
2K
downndone2
D
jimmy7754
Pain gets so bad
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7
Views
417
downndone2
D
Spiritual survivor
Anybody feel like u have to ctb because u know u can’t succeed?
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2
Views
302
Weebster
Weebster
kneesocks731
Help if you CTB with N how would your body look if you were found later that day?
Replies
7
Views
1K
StrangePossum
StrangePossum
L
Site down? Getting certificate error..
Replies
12
Views
907
long4rest
L
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