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Suicide Discussion

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Venting Nothing makes you feel more helpless than *knowing* you need to CTB and still being unable to.
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20
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3K
oh_no191
oh_no191
leftdreaming
Discussion Is anybody else pretending to get better while planning to ctb?
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34
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2K
SunnyDay_NoSunshine
SunnyDay_NoSunshine
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Time of day?
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11
Views
847
Zegers
Zegers
Hikikomori1
The least painful way
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4
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872
outrider567
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How to find the strength to ctb when you can barely function
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13
Views
853
Why Me?
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kimikatachibana
Venting vent
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0
Views
298
kimikatachibana
kimikatachibana
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Does anyone else just LOVE the idea of suicide?
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17
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1K
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Pidgeons_Sparrows
FuneralCry
Venting Existing is just waiting around to die.
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3
Views
864
Abdullah
Abdullah
throwaway2605
Failed purchase
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1
Views
725
throwaway2605
throwaway2605
Cin
What hurts the most in this life isn't pain or trauma, it's the lack of love
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8
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494
kaleidoscopedreams
kaleidoscopedreams
TimetoGo!
I just cant get over the final hurdle after 4 attempts
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8
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784
SunnyDay_NoSunshine
SunnyDay_NoSunshine
BeautifulMosaics
Does anyone like the idea of a gun suicide - in metaphor and sensation?
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7
Views
891
Redhat83
Redhat83
FuneralCry
Venting Existence could never be “beautiful”.
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36
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3K
deleted442
deleted442
Jinnberg
Venting I found out an ex friend was a pedophile
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40
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3K
Hikikomori1
Hikikomori1
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Attempt
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2
Views
609
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
jonghyun
obsession with death
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4
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732
Forever Sleep
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Rocinante
Venting I hate how I will never achieve anything in my life
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18
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2K
MeltingBrain
MeltingBrain
Hikikomori1
Pills in Japan
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15
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1K
Hikikomori1
Hikikomori1
goddaydog
Venting I’m thinking about killing myself but I just can’t do it
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15
Views
716
Goodgirlryeo101
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Busridin'26
Venting When your reason for holding on slips/financial rant
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0
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321
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
HermitLonerGuy
It sucks Not actually Wanting to CTB but feeling that you must .
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18
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2K
Yakamoz
Yakamoz
Anonymoususer1234
Survival Isn't Strength
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6
Views
466
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
befree
Oxycodon and/or Fentanyl
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37
Views
4K
IDIABUSE
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YandereMikuMistress
  • Question
Help Trouble with sharing casual effection
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0
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373
YandereMikuMistress
YandereMikuMistress
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At where I will jump
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10
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1K
NoReasonToLive2023
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Cursed
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10
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1K
jonghyun
jonghyun
BornToFail
Discussion Women?
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16
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2K
brokeandbroken
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Rational man
Kim Jong-un bans suicide following 40% rise.
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21
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1K
ggetout33
ggetout33
C:\
Venting Constant Invalidation because "Life used to be Harder"
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10
Views
1K
Unending
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Overcome SI with just a plastic bag.
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5
Views
953
jonward55
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Venting I look like a male Kim Kardashian
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2
Views
537
Goodgirlryeo101
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oooobeeeeii
Will you be able to breathe when doing night night?
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4
Views
737
oooobeeeeii
oooobeeeeii
clavicals
sn in nz
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4
Views
653
Vizzy
Vizzy
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Discussion Various Methods
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6
Views
873
generaltonight1709
generaltonight1709
deadwinter
Discussion do you view suicide as "beautiful?"
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48
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2K
deletedaccount30982
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Dawns
what are some easy to access methods?
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5
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1K
generaltonight1709
generaltonight1709
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it's infuriating that it's not legalized...
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8
Views
675
IDIABUSE
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M
Någon här från Sverige?
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4
Views
709
Johan
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GXMU
Venting After obsessing over a someone, my toxic behavior got me blocked by multiple people, I find it difficult to focus on anything else.
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3
Views
629
Rational man
Rational man
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Sn intake sip or shot?
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2
Views
355
90starve
90starve
FireFox
Its too late for me I finally realise now
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1
Views
360
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
bunnii
Help my tarot is telling me to ctb
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12
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2K
emptyheart
emptyheart
nochu
Dreams of ctb
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3
Views
540
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
Discussion Is there a method that's painless, fast and doesn't require hard to get materials?
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8
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2K
freelifexit
freelifexit
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Help Been thinking of getting rope to put around my shower and hang myself
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2
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460
Deathisbetter
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Falseunderworld
Venting Loneliness
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4
Views
790
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
SomethingsOff
Melatonin
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4
Views
763
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Should I wear a thin turtleneck for padding? (full suspension, short drop)
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0
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321
lessthanzero
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dreaming_of_pearl
Venting I came in with high hopes but, I think me getting accepted into this is a sign need some help/advice please this is a last resort it feels?
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2
Views
464
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Discussion Any thoughts on this plan?
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3
Views
431
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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