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Suicide Discussion

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CTB Fella
A Sanctioned Suicide meeting?
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63
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3K
deomlez
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W
Is My Life Story Worth Telling Before I CTB?
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20
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1K
Why Me?
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G
  • Question
Win the lottery and still CTB?
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48
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3K
Kikoo
Kikoo
feder
Story Maybe I need to kill myself for my parents to take me seriously.
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5
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585
feder
feder
Sunset764
Help Cliffs in South England
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2
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744
dggtscccvfd
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Fentanyl (Or other opiate or barbiturate) Supplier in Vancouver BC
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7
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625
eve2004
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S
where to get SN
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0
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262
suicidaleeyore
S
Catching_the_bus
What happens if I'm not home when the police do a wellness check
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2
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931
eve2004
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MrDarkness
Discussion Would your younger self be proud of you?
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53
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2K
Jamesun
Jamesun
CTB Dream
Not know self
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2
Views
397
Archness
Archness
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  • Question
Method What can I add to my IV line?
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2
Views
532
heavilysedated
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lovesickmoon
Story Erasing myself ???
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8
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943
lovesickmoon
lovesickmoon
P
How can I kill myself
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4
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1K
Excentricqueer
Excentricqueer
hunterfla
Coincidence? Or miracle?
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10
Views
607
Zegers
Zegers
Trilogy33
Euthanazia
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10
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1K
J&L383
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Unattainable666
Discussion QUESTION - PURCHASING A GUN
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6
Views
520
day
day
plsimnotokay
Alpha bay
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3
Views
448
Lulzacruel
Lulzacruel
FinalFrontier
Venting Repetitious painful spiral
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4
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400
FinalFrontier
FinalFrontier
B
Psych Ward
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21
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1K
soonatpeace777888
soonatpeace777888
lonegore
Where can I hide a rope and drugs
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4
Views
441
theboy
theboy
Water-Lily
Nobody wants to be with someone who has baggage and doesn’t want to “heal”
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11
Views
489
Sweet Tart
Sweet Tart
forsaken_fallacy_12
Method made up my mind, what's the most effective ctb method for someone in my situation?
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12
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2K
OnceThougtTwiceDone
OnceThougtTwiceDone
bea_bivng
Venting Emotional dependency and maternal love.
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0
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302
bea_bivng
bea_bivng
Versailles
Discussion Someone made a video response to Tantacrul
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11
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2K
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funeralcat
Where should i cut to die?
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14
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1K
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LadyOfLight
Peacefulpillhandbook community
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0
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381
LadyOfLight
LadyOfLight
nezu.061
Venting today fucking sucks already
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0
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333
nezu.061
nezu.061
figure8
Discussion Love towards family members is superficial and ingenuine
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5
Views
736
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
atarix
Story Failure to Relinquish
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1
Views
485
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Venting Cannot stand it how there still is a lack of acceptance towards the right to die.
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0
Views
381
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Jasper
  • Question
Help Bumblebee Jasper
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0
Views
349
Jasper
Jasper
disabledlife
Welcome to Pro-Lifes' Jail! Bad news for Dutch suicide kits seller.
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8
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
SomewhatLoved
Venting A Choice With No Good Outcome
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0
Views
342
SomewhatLoved
SomewhatLoved
Walilamdzii
I can't really make any headway with ctb plans...
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3
Views
373
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
I
Resource French books/documentation on suicide/methods ?
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1
Views
539
befree
befree
G
It's official
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8
Views
603
bedhead_baby
bedhead_baby
T
What would happen
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10
Views
861
TimetoGo!
TimetoGo!
ctb-soon
What attracts you most to your method?
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83
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3K
rizzpi
rizzpi
Unattainable666
Help Letter to Myself
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2
Views
385
bedhead_baby
bedhead_baby
Catching_the_bus
What's holding you back from CTB?
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46
Views
3K
shantyizlit
shantyizlit
thecolourgold
Is positional asphyxia a worthwhile method?
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3
Views
660
illAF
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g0thg1rls
Venting is there something wrong with me?
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0
Views
385
g0thg1rls
g0thg1rls
Jasper
Venting Everything is going wrong
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10
Views
596
Praestat_Mori
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ctb-soon
Is your SI (survival instinct) a friend or foe?
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16
Views
602
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Lifeispointless
Help Convulsions
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2
Views
761
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
aitouka
Venting I am supposed to feel happy but somehow I’m not
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1
Views
354
Baron
Baron
Walilamdzii
Suicide tourism...
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2
Views
608
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Pidgeons_Sparrows
S
Venting Why do I have to live
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17
Views
857
sheleftme1
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nomennescio
Venting Received my SN
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11
Views
863
nomennescio
nomennescio
Microwave
Amitriptyline
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2
Views
601
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
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