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Suicide Discussion

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leafonatree
Alone and unsure what to do
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8
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915
leafonatree
leafonatree
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I have PSSD. Should I commit suicide?
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19
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4K
N0FWayIneedtogo
N0FWayIneedtogo
O
Venting My parents hate me
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12
Views
927
deletednumber
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C
sn - ctb in 58 hrs - goodbye thread - 14.00 GMT on 17/07/2023
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141
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9K
Cute_&_Loving
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ApparentlyNot
Method CO Charcoal
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22
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2K
dogtired
dogtired
TDF
I really need help I just feel so bad
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2
Views
363
TDF
TDF
N
Zip tie suicide
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31
Views
7K
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
Busridin'26
Venting Feeling low & honestly dealing with everything is exhausting.
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0
Views
255
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
GreyCTB
Venting No money / housing crisis (venting)
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4
Views
639
drownll
drownll
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zip ties?
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12
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9K
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
EndJstifiesTheMeans
Why ctb rate are low?
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16
Views
894
Nikalakon
N
gizzreid
fuck you taylor swift
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26
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2K
gizzreid
gizzreid
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Someone told me it’s okay to let go!
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1
Views
336
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Beepvonboop
Venting Too many things to do
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3
Views
366
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
shantyizlit
I honestly feel blessed
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2
Views
449
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
Anyone has an EEBD hood fast supplier?
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2
Views
581
k1w1
K
spoons
Venting Spoons is struggling.
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6
Views
532
sayire
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sera
Venting body dysmorphia -> ctb
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6
Views
587
Cute_&_Loving
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M
No planning
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6
Views
644
MalboroMan420
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blank_slab
Venting Why do i think about dying in gruesome ways
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5
Views
551
ctb-soon
ctb-soon
Everybody_yells
Venting The irony of expressing love to someone when they are dead as opposed to when they were living, makes me laugh!
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9
Views
640
TooConscious
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counting-out-time
i think i'm dead and living my living my second life right now.
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4
Views
453
counting-out-time
counting-out-time
V
  • Poll
Discussion Is CTB selfish / cowardly?
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18
Views
709
shantyizlit
shantyizlit
アホペンギン
Help told a friend about my suicidal ideation, hope he doesn’t tell anyone else. I need advice, please.
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4
Views
498
d3c96524be95
D
D
Venting Is now the time?
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5
Views
353
deletedaccount30982
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Efilismislife
Tourniquet success&night2
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17
Views
2K
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
Does anyone have access to PubMed?
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0
Views
286
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
bedhead_baby
Venting Could you be happy if someone really saw you?
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10
Views
543
lonelywander
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wastingpotential
Venting my cats
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11
Views
516
wastingpotential
wastingpotential
L
Method Cable Tie or Zip Tie thoughts?
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6
Views
2K
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
J
Is there a way to know if it’s the right type of sodium nitrite by drinking a little bit?
Replies
5
Views
608
Deleted member 65988
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TDF
Venting This divorce has killed me
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3
Views
428
itsjustit
I
Walilamdzii
So tomorrow I will have the opportunity to buy
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14
Views
824
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
Thisgirlwantstosleep
Jumping tonight, have access to the 8th floor
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7
Views
578
theboy
theboy
sliceOfBasil
What firearm to get?
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6
Views
839
alonely
alonely
ctb-soon
Humorous last words
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3
Views
416
imustgo
imustgo
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Help Advice with Full Suspension Hanging Using 3/4 Manila Rope!
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2
Views
591
Crono
C
Old snake
Venting Why are some people so Ignorant?
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5
Views
698
アホペンギン
アホペンギン
M
Help Well I’m back. Again. Narcissistic former boss refuses to give me a reference
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3
Views
388
madbananas
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user933957
plans if i dont end it
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2
Views
342
user933957
user933957
hunterfla
SUICIDE BY COP...kinda
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14
Views
906
todienomore
todienomore
ctb-soon
Booking a suicide like a dentist appointment
Replies
3
Views
481
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
Venting Feel trapped inside my sick mind
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1
Views
345
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
R
Being casual about a suicide attempt
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3
Views
433
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
Help Pease HELP
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19
Views
960
sorrowful
sorrowful
Voidly
Is it normal to want to escape?
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8
Views
537
HouseofMortok
HouseofMortok
Ambivalent1
Those with unfilled wants: is it comforting to know that your wants stem from being human and after death you won't be human anymore?
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12
Views
528
lachrymost
lachrymost
ApparentlyNot
Venting I don't want to be suicidal
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4
Views
459
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
For those who acquired N in the USA, how long did it take you from beginning your search to receiving legit N?
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7
Views
834
tropicalrain
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wristcutangel
Venting backed out last minute.
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4
Views
909
busybee
busybee
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