Venting Does anyone else feel like their reason for wanting to CTB is stupid?

[Ella Disenchanted]

No.. most people I tell wonder how I'm still alive.

 

[ReadyasEver]

This a great thread. Whether your own issues are mentally or physically based, no one here will judge you. We are built different. My example, different from many of yours, I do not suffer from depression. Much of my life, people viewed me as a rock in that aspect. Disease is robbing my body, there is no way out. I guess I can look at this with some clarity. Be reassured, when the options disappear, I hope you can find peace.

 

[Sadgirldaisy]

Yeah I feel like they are. There are people that have gone through worse and have less than I do. There are people without homes or food or any friends or family at all. I still have those things and am still relatively healthy. But I just don't care about anything or anyone anymore. All my friendships feel hollow and forced and like an obligation to keep me alive rather than true enjoyment.

 

[hellispink]

no reason is invalid. Your body, your choice. If you wanna leave no one has to say nothing bout it

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Nope, I think it's absolutely okay to CTB if you were born the wrong sex and don't want to transition for a number of reasons.

 

[LookingforAnswers]

My reason for wanting to CTB is due to depression which can be a terminal illness as we all know so i don't think that's stupid.

My reasons for getting depressed though (career and relationship) i will always think are stupid. I wish i learned to spend more time alone and not get sucked into society's wants or definition of success

 

[LastFlowers]

No.

And just because others may have made you feel like your reasons are "stupid", doesn't necessarily mean they are.
If you also think they might be unreasonable or if you have doubts, then you could maybe give yourself more time to think on them.

 

[fightingforchoice]

I'd rather keep my reason to myself but I sometimes feel like my reasoning is very stupid but I can't let it go.

I made a really, really BIG mistake and I can't cope with it anymore.

If I wasn't so stupid I wouldn't be in this mess and if I wasn't such a pussy I wouldn't be having to suffer rn.

Ugh.

This is my reason too. Are you still here?

 

[marshmallow_mochi]

I think?? I mean my teacher even said it stupid. That just because of school they killed themselves, they said that it can still work up that it can be fixed they just wasted their life. At that day i don't really know how to explain my feeling I can't even rebuttal it because, It can be seen as disrespect to the teacher.Until now it just make me feel worse to myself when I think about it.

 

[Saxenomorph]

I'm going to ctb because i'm very bored lol, i made some mistakes that locked me in a stagnant life route now i can't get out.

 

[why am i alive?]

Its your body and ur choice u Tried living and therapie and the reason doesnt matter. Why live a sad live?
I always recommend trying to recover first but if u Tried and cant find a way out then dont Torture urself