Unattainable666
Enlightened
- Mar 31, 2023
- 1,346
First let me thank the mods and everyone associated with this site. It's actually given me the courage to keep living, but the time has come for me to ctb. I'm an older participant of the site, I've lived a pretty shitty life and am ready to go. the people who love me have already left and are waiting for me. The anniversary of my child's murder is coming up next week. That's the day I'll go (10/24). I've struggled and tried my best, but the time has come - I have no hope left - I have no one who cares if I live or die - I am not afraid - the only fear I have is fear of failure. But I will complete my mission. I'll continue to post until I am unable to. Thank you to all the kind and loving people who are on this site. I am so sorry for your pain.