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Suicide Discussion

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ddn.ctb
Do you feel suicidal in waves or in a consistent fashion
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47
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2K
ddn.ctb
ddn.ctb
U
why tf is the bridge I wanna jump off of always busy at 3am?
Replies
9
Views
911
Letmedienow
Letmedienow
S
Venting Family don't care about me
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5
Views
532
FireFox
FireFox
DepressoExpresso19
getting "strong enough" Antiemetics for SN?
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4
Views
428
thebookofdisquiet.
thebookofdisquiet.
nullandvoid
charcoal method
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0
Views
673
nullandvoid
nullandvoid
HyperdimensionLoser
Discussion Red herring?
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0
Views
405
HyperdimensionLoser
HyperdimensionLoser
bte
Method fentanyl patches: help me create the recipe I need
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3
Views
819
P@in
P@in
D
Fentanly+benzo+jumping off from a bridge
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2
Views
350
doughmixer1982
D
eeeeeedeeeeeden
i hate myself.
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1
Views
339
DepressoExpresso19
DepressoExpresso19
S
Discussion What is your worst difect?
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6
Views
575
Hystearical
Hystearical
R
Life was a horrible mistake
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6
Views
447
Tobacco
Tobacco
ManWithNoName
Discussion More on Stoicism and the rational suicide
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3
Views
506
deaded
D
obei
Venting I only have a will to live when I have my meds
Replies
0
Views
351
obei
obei
catotoctb
Happy people makes me sad
Replies
12
Views
531
catperson
catperson
borntosuffer
Venting i might have a meltdown
Replies
4
Views
582
Larysa
Larysa
momentomori5
Help SN resources in Egypt?
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0
Views
332
momentomori5
momentomori5
lexithekitty<3
Venting depressive episodes with bipolar
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3
Views
452
lexithekitty<3
lexithekitty<3
mindless_imp
Venting BPD FP problem
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0
Views
383
mindless_imp
mindless_imp
phersper
Tried partial hanging and now I m scared I have brain damage
Replies
6
Views
1K
phersper
phersper
U
things you do or don't bother doing when you plan to ctb soon
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3
Views
452
dancesponge
D
FuneralCry
Venting How could anyone ever want to decay from age in this cruel and meaningless existence?
Replies
2
Views
379
ManWithNoName
ManWithNoName
Fernando_Pessoa
What will you do with your pet?
Replies
5
Views
682
Fernando_Pessoa
Fernando_Pessoa
classicfukup
Partial hanging
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18
Views
2K
squareminus1
squareminus1
Seered Doom
Temptations
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3
Views
328
Seered Doom
Seered Doom
Stroopwafel.
They are literally pushing me into death
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9
Views
834
lemonbunny
lemonbunny
C
Venting
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1
Views
274
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
jussrav
Tired
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5
Views
470
jussrav
jussrav
SpaceBoyEvangef
Everything is falling apart.
Replies
3
Views
540
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
HappySisyphus
Venting I want to self sabotage
Replies
1
Views
407
strawberry_lemons
strawberry_lemons
totalselfhatred
I'm probably the most unlovable person on the planet
Replies
7
Views
785
samsara_96
S
EternalPain
Life is pain, but I am not allowed to escape
Replies
2
Views
452
EternalPain
EternalPain
U
Literally can't get death off my mind
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3
Views
500
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
SN from TIG
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6
Views
977
situationalsui
situationalsui
ddn.ctb
Why do you choose your method?
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40
Views
2K
Tokugawa_Yoshinobu
Tokugawa_Yoshinobu
hikikomori-
Do you ever feel depressed about how even after you CTB there will still be large scale suffering on this planet for other living beings?
Replies
13
Views
497
Justnotme
Justnotme
X
Venting Trauma from child
Replies
6
Views
762
future.
future.
Versailles
Venting The idea of prolonging my life produces strong rejection in me.
Replies
2
Views
416
Deleted member 8975
D
C
Method shallow water blackout combinations
Replies
1
Views
877
soleil
S
snowcloud9
S.2233 - Youth Poisoning Protection Act
Replies
4
Views
777
squareminus1
squareminus1
D
Synthesising SN
Replies
11
Views
704
deaded
D
cscott
Xanax source UK?
Replies
2
Views
566
Yakui
Yakui
Pardoe84
Attempts
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5
Views
762
chris1979
chris1979
Gloomislost
How do you want to spend your time before ctb
Replies
17
Views
921
chris1979
chris1979
strawb12
Method trazadone with SN?
Replies
0
Views
415
strawb12
strawb12
borntosuffer
Help Am I actually homicidal?
Replies
5
Views
414
Suicidal Ideation
Suicidal Ideation
borntosuffer
Help How will people react if you want to CTB in the far future?
Replies
4
Views
383
Valky
Valky
Girlfriend
introducing myself and my journey with ctb as a fssw
Replies
33
Views
2K
noname223
N
chris1979
SCUBA in Philippines while travelling
Replies
9
Views
815
chris1979
chris1979
phersper
Are there any news on TIG’s SN purity level?
Replies
14
Views
1K
ToTheTwillight
ToTheTwillight
C
Some questions on SN
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2
Views
405
Deleted member 65988
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