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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
whisperjump
Venting my cat is missing. i dont know if i can do this anymore
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31
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1K
limerent
limerent
zieziewazie
Venting they can’t be surprised at this point
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0
Views
324
zieziewazie
zieziewazie
C
Good methods for CTB
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9
Views
4K
Leeroy14R
Leeroy14R
ayaneechan
Easu would he a safe place
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2
Views
413
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
ButterToast
Sudden wave of sadness in the middle of a good day
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3
Views
374
ButterToast
ButterToast
sad_dude
Venting i can't.
Replies
1
Views
389
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
accepting.id
Discussion How did you pick a date to CTB
Replies
35
Views
2K
k1w1
K
Darkover
how would you rate your overall quality of life
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39
Views
2K
BloodyNobody
BloodyNobody
X
Picking a tent for charcoal method
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7
Views
2K
MatthieuFrederickW
MatthieuFrederickW
Wyldfyre4948
Venting 3 months later
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7
Views
835
adrenalinejunkie
A
D
Sn success rate
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18
Views
845
Praestat_Mori
P
renrone
Venting feeling selfish and scared
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0
Views
313
renrone
renrone
fwompie
Moodswings, can't trust myself
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1
Views
327
DragonWingsOnFire
DragonWingsOnFire
Daxter_87
Venting Too Many People, Too Noisy, Too Overwhelming
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4
Views
442
foreverfalling
foreverfalling
dialogos
Admins, Sasu TOR Site seems to be missing
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3
Views
557
Eudaimonic
Eudaimonic
DesperateOne
How do you find a place for hanging?
Replies
7
Views
1K
ae300
A
alivefornow
Chest pain
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2
Views
390
Inthewind
Inthewind
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Driving exam on Wednesday
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1
Views
355
Inthewind
Inthewind
B
BPD and Polyamory have been far too much
Replies
1
Views
446
Inthewind
Inthewind
Sans
Hanging from a ceiling
Replies
11
Views
498
CH349
CH349
G
Venting ex
Replies
16
Views
1K
Inthewind
Inthewind
F
Even though they are not real, I will miss my Pokemon when I CTB.
Replies
0
Views
357
flakeyknight
F
N
SN order
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1
Views
558
iyusof
I
I
Venting I feel like I'm insane
Replies
2
Views
544
chuerdhmproton
chuerdhmproton
U
Anyone just have the crazy urge to tell people about your ctb plans?
Replies
35
Views
1K
chuerdhmproton
chuerdhmproton
catotoctb
Help Cut a nerve by self harming?
Replies
10
Views
979
rosa.rosa
rosa.rosa
D
seroquel dosage for sn method?
Replies
1
Views
410
toofargone6969
toofargone6969
D
How strict are gun purchase laws in US?
Replies
13
Views
670
wontachievehappines
W
A
How can i fail my CTB?
Replies
8
Views
772
JordanF
JordanF
Willthishelp?
Bought a drager eebd but can’t exhale through valve..
Replies
19
Views
1K
x0nSS
X
abcz
Does anyone want to die before they get older
Replies
33
Views
1K
wanttodie
wanttodie
U
failed overdose
Replies
0
Views
480
unoriginalnick
U
TDF
  • Poll
Discussion If your bad memories and associated feelings/regrets/repressed feelings can be magically erased, would you still want to ctb?
Replies
16
Views
642
catotoctb
catotoctb
D
Nothing to salvage
Replies
3
Views
324
Sagew0789
Sagew0789
OurDyingSystem
3am vent
Replies
8
Views
724
LoiteringClouds
LoiteringClouds
acerace
Music
Replies
11
Views
1K
Bluebunnysky
B
howcanigo
how do you pick a day to kill yourself?
Replies
18
Views
1K
Lookoutbelow
Lookoutbelow
Darkover
life is a lottery
Replies
9
Views
734
Minsu
M
W
Method Would these work to ctb with?
Replies
10
Views
1K
bluebus
B
viljalauss
does anything make drowning easier?
Replies
6
Views
547
viljalauss
viljalauss
U
Venting I am supposed to be lonely
Replies
2
Views
329
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
this_is_it
Venting vent about why i want to ctb, advice welcome
Replies
4
Views
387
MiMif
MiMif
Huggs
CO - Flex seal painting tent?
Replies
6
Views
769
Gonnerr
G
pigtime420
Im ready. I need help
Replies
14
Views
994
wontachievehappines
W
fjutsjkktyibcc
Venting i dont think i particularly want to die but im ok with it
Replies
0
Views
316
fjutsjkktyibcc
fjutsjkktyibcc
Seered Doom
Humanity is Fucked
Replies
6
Views
418
telw84
T
B
Discussion Existentialism, thoughts of death at a young age
Replies
1
Views
321
cscott
cscott
MiMif
Discussion Do any of you guys ever wonder if you really want to ctb? Or if your somehow forcing yourself to be suicidal?
Replies
31
Views
2K
MiMif
MiMif
Fir3CannotSpeak
Venting Unlovable
Replies
9
Views
561
Lookoutbelow
Lookoutbelow
RockCandy
Venting Unconditional Love
Replies
8
Views
571
Old Friend
Old Friend
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