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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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did anyone start stuttering or have ideas about why?
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Ah.ow
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opheliaoveragain
Caught in the middle… feeling scared and alone.
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12
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884
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
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Method SN being asked why I want to purchase it?
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11
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1K
Rubypie41
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Help Anyone Ordered SN From DMC to Australia?
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3
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519
sugarh1gh
sugarh1gh
chobonzi
Discussion Where do you want to CTB?
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30
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1K
TheLastBoyOnEarth
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KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Grief never seems to fade
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7
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2K
feelinggloomy
feelinggloomy
Spectre
Discussion Suicide as a Form of Reality Shifting
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3
Views
468
LaughingGoat
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Sageiois
SN and Alchohol
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4
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534
bunnydetriment
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Placo
I'm so happy it will be over soon!
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20
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900
Placo
Placo
L0neW0lf
Best and Worst feeling
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1
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423
bunnydetriment
B
ADBoy777
Help Helpppp with SN
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2
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420
bunnydetriment
B
bluegodism
Venting intrusive thoughts about the day of my death
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6
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584
LaughingGoat
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FireFox
My final years of my 20s will be spent successfully trying to kill myself
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4
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786
ghostdog
ghostdog
ferrie
Discussion How long would you wait after a loved one's birthday to ctb?
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5
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532
ferrie
ferrie
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Taking knife to ctb spot
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8
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1K
ferrie
ferrie
caliban
Help How to inform authorities after I died to dipose my body?
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6
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519
3/4Dead
3/4Dead
Anhaedra
Method Is SN purity testing necessary?
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7
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904
Anhaedra
Anhaedra
minamin
Help found an article about a method i want to try, is it viable?
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6
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2K
minamin
minamin
Helween
Help i'm about to order some SN
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43
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4K
unusally alive
U
I
Hopefully this happens.no body should be forced against their will to live.
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11
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515
Nettles
Nettles
FuneralCry
Venting This site is only good for literally writing down how I feel
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13
Views
999
All_is_in_vanity
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RainAndSadness
Passed and inactive members.
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15
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3K
OrphicEnd
OrphicEnd
darkenmydoorstep
Rambling to no-one again but who cares
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4
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382
darkenmydoorstep
darkenmydoorstep
FuneralCry
Venting I hate it when people say things like “there must be hope if you are still alive”
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9
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743
ctbcat
ctbcat
E
Having difficulty making a will, strange lawyers
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11
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888
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
CTB Fella
Drove to the Humber Bridge yesterday, and I just couldn't do it.
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14
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1K
Theresnoescape
Theresnoescape
R
Trying to pick a camp site for co method in north Texas (perfect for Father’s Day weekend coming up).
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1
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479
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
lkjhgfdsa1
Discussion FSH vs. SN
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26
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1K
makingaplan
makingaplan
A
I finally figured out why I’m so bothered by things like anti life and such
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0
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304
All_is_in_vanity
A
FadingDawn
Anyone else hopeless and uncertain about this world and the future?
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11
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584
cloud99
cloud99
ihatelifeandcoping
Venting what can i do?
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0
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374
ihatelifeandcoping
ihatelifeandcoping
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Help Im from Belgium. How do I get Sn.
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0
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309
Dead by Daylight
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dask
Venting I think it's time
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3
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511
sugarh1gh
sugarh1gh
E
Failed charcoal burning attempt in car
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5
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1K
Old
Old
Vizzle
Carbon monoxide charcoal burning method
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8
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2K
suffering_mo
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BookShelf
Venting I have said it before and I'll say it again
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22
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1K
permanently tired
permanently tired
M
Help Any SN sources I can trust? Uk
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1
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322
Nettles
Nettles
U
so much isolation
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0
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279
unabletocope
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Old
The day is finally coming. Motivation to ctb?
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6
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763
SMmetalhead36
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abchia
I hate how realistic my dreams are and then I wake up
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4
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493
imahauntu
imahauntu
tpboy
Anyone ever been put to sleep at the hospital?
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27
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1K
PinballWizard39
PinballWizard39
M
Amlodipine instead of Propranolol in SN method ?
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2
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385
mutthalno1
M
R
Source For sodium nitrite
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1
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882
Agon321
Agon321
U
Help Does losing blood after taking SN affect the process in any way?
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0
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263
unusally alive
U
U
reputation for weirdness
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0
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296
unabletocope
U
Darkover
The human condition is slavery
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0
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419
Darkover
Darkover
nails
Help How to get over fear of failing CTB?
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1
Views
550
imahauntu
imahauntu
Z
Pentobarbital source or scam
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8
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697
BIGMIKE
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SchizoPolyGymnast
Double life
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10
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860
Forveleth
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diadem99
The effect of toxic and cruel people on you.
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6
Views
688
Ash
Ash
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