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Suicide Discussion

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mischief_tofu
Help nembutal sources online?
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18
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2K
justwannadip
justwannadip
brokenbloke
Hey Guys [First Post/Trigger Warning: S*xual Trauma]
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5
Views
501
theboy
theboy
inteyvat
I'll do this for my birthday
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3
Views
391
theboy
theboy
C
Mother's Day Pain
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3
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582
suffering_mo
S
terra.nuvo
Venting Thought recovery was for me
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1
Views
427
theboy
theboy
F Sea
Wasted a lot of time
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1
Views
411
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
violetviolence
Help Questions about SN
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5
Views
731
violetviolence
violetviolence
funguy
Venting I have ADHD but don’t have a “gift”
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6
Views
467
theboy
theboy
sugarh1gh
Out of curiocity, if you want to get SN offline, which vendor would you go to?
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6
Views
405
sugarh1gh
sugarh1gh
DesperateOne
How do you plan to exit?
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31
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1K
Lost Impact
Lost Impact
beelzebul
I have no one I can comfortably vent about this to.
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15
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799
Lost Impact
Lost Impact
B
Is it possible to cause cardiac arrest?
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10
Views
893
outrider567
O
xxRoro
Venting CTB thoughts came back and it hit me
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1
Views
265
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
karmaisabitch
You are not alone
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16
Views
771
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
M
I'm catching the bus once the lights go out.
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5
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506
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
SmallKoy
Venting Sh relapse
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1
Views
311
nightlygem
nightlygem
FuneralCry
Venting I find it so insensitive when people act like suicide is something bad
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5
Views
510
sugarh1gh
sugarh1gh
sserafim
Why do people believe that life is a miracle?
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67
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3K
tvo
tvo
FadingDawn
Anyone here wish they had talent?
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25
Views
829
GuiltyAsSin
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nightlygem
Venting Relinquishing these thoughts
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0
Views
394
nightlygem
nightlygem
UmbraDweller
Stuck in loop, every day is exactly the same repetitions, I'm tired
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9
Views
825
calebzz1
calebzz1
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Gone
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8
Views
501
no_tomorrow
N
Q
Discussion According to ChatGPT's response, it is not possible to test SN(NaNO2) using a nitrite(NO2) testing kit.
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6
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1K
voideer
voideer
L
enteric capsule for SN
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24
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1K
losi
L
V
Is there any way to get ahold of powder N?
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3
Views
411
vincent1
V
Freedomatlast24
UK cliffs "attempt"
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15
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2K
Freedomatlast24
Freedomatlast24
LongForWordlessSong
Help SN source Canada?
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1
Views
337
sugarh1gh
sugarh1gh
tomthemouse1
  • Locked
Help Help me to find a good way to cbt myself
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5
Views
509
Deleted member 65988
D
notevenhere
Easier way to find meto to CTB already!!
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8
Views
648
LostSoul1965
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H
Help I need some advice on notifying people that ive ctb
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0
Views
491
helllcreator
H
_Minsk
Anyone else feeling tons of rage when you look how unfair life treated you?
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5
Views
364
aesthetic_recon
aesthetic_recon
FuneralCry
Venting I see suicide as self care
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9
Views
1K
voc_89
voc_89
mischief_tofu
Resource reliable online SN sources for Romania/Europe?
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12
Views
2K
sugarh1gh
sugarh1gh
U
Killing yourself to get to a better place
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18
Views
906
totheendofinfinity
totheendofinfinity
sunnysidedown
How do I know if I’m thinking rationally?
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5
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518
unabletocope
U
Busridin'26
Venting Im tired.
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1
Views
352
Forveleth
F
U
Its always personal
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0
Views
309
unabletocope
U
lkjhgfdsa1
Is there anyone that can talk with me?
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19
Views
715
black and white
B
Ambivalent1
Which bridges in the U.S. would allow a person to disappear?
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14
Views
883
ham and potatoes
ham and potatoes
Sc0rs
I am borderline.
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0
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367
Sc0rs
Sc0rs
U
Aggression
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1
Views
240
Worndown
Worndown
D
Discussion Is Your Suffering More Mental or Physical?
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25
Views
879
Dark Moon
Dark Moon
SuicidalTiger
Kindness Towards You, Kindness Towards I.
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1
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365
Suicidal_manlet
S
L
Venting CTB can be a selfless act
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4
Views
476
lostintheloop
L
F
Help Looking for a good physical method... Like two flat surfaces of heavy objects colliding, with my head in the middle...
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6
Views
549
fulemule
F
Illegal Preclear
Discussion Is F*nt*nyl The Secret To The PERFECT CTB?
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25
Views
2K
sevensquared
S
Imhopeless
Help Need help with a therapist
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5
Views
555
falling_snow
falling_snow
E
Should I go again tomorrow?
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2
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676
black and white
B
Dark Window
Method Train Suicide - Reducing chances of failure - Discussion thread.
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10
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2K
sevensquared
S
L
Partial hanging: anchor points and knots
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3
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2K
lostgripon_reality
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