Currently, right at this moment? No, not really. I did a lot of wrong in my life, but so has everyone. It's mostly little wrongs, like hiding at work for a while because I'm tired of doing work, or not cleaning up after myself all the time. Me dying won't fix most all of what I've fucked up, and I didn't really do anything that heinous that I can recall tbh. I'm still not a great person, I'm selfish and a coward, but like... objectively, I wouldn't condemn someone else to death if they went through the same shit as me and did the same shit as me. I'm still massively suicidal, and I still plan to kill myself before I hit 27, but genuinely? I've made peace with a lot of my past. most of what makes me want to die is what was done to me, and how I'll never be able to live a normal life now.
edit: read a few more responses, and I guess I do see myself as "deserving" to choose my own death as a reward for all this suffering. I'm tired and in pain, I deserve to be done and take the big nap.