What’s something you deeply regret doing?

[Gstreater]

Opening up to my ex, it's what lead to us supporting further apart and one of the reasons I stopped therapy for years and haven't gone back.

 

[mercutiomartis]

letting my mental health get so bad that I had to drop out of school and move back in with my parents. also letting my relationship fall apart and not doing more to save it.

 

[blueberryDesert]

Ever being on this earth in the first place, getting married to the wrong person who turned out to be an unmedicated bipolar alcoholic. If I had known in advance, I would have called off the wedding. For starters.

 

[Chronicallyunwell]

Being anorexic, sex with people i didnt like, being selfish, not enjoying life when before I got sick.

Taking psychiatric medication, not making health no1 priority

 

[Lookingtoflyfree]

Dating, and trying to make friendships.

Both of them end up in despair. The relationship wasn't worth it. The friends fade away. I have stopped making friends because the disappointment just kicks in and my autism makes me a fool. The sex wasn't worth it. The joy wasn't worth. My biggest regret was not moving to a beachfront somewhere and managing a cafe and hearing the waves.

I think I gravitate to online communities and hikes and dancing on my own because everything is safer that way.

As I do my planning for CTB I hope to find a smaller cheaper apartment where I can have a small dog, and make my dog my partner in crime. That way I can occasionally see people at the dog park, but I have some level of connection and then find them a good home and die peacefully. I won't give humans another chance. Humans are too cruel and like to bully people.

Dogs don't bully people. They cuddle, show affection and smile. That's what I need. I don't want to have another human in my life ever again.

 

[KuriGohan&Kamehameha]

Living past the age of 12/13, if I could go back in time to when I first became suicidal as a young newly-minted teenager, I would've pulled the plug then and there. I have had some good and memorable experiences since then, but that doesn't change the fact that I've been suicidal for over half my lifetime at this point and suffered in multiple ways since the initial thoughts crept into my head. Life has been downhill since then in a multitude of aspects. There are only small slivers of my life that I can look back upon fondly.

 

[WithTheFlow]

Not doing anything is my biggest regret.

Precisely.

 

[wCvML2]

Failing my first suicide attempt. If I had died back then there would'nt be anything good I would have missed out on. After that failed attempt my life has really fell apart and went downhill but I still don't feel ready to attempt again for whatever reason.

 

[excinephile]

The longer I sit with my current insufferable situation the more my whole life appears to me like a huge mistake.

 

[sh1ttynerd]

I regret turning into what iam now. I used to be so happy, life used to be so simple. ive forgotten what that feels like now, ive lost my curiosity, ive lost myself. i dont know who iam.

 

[Unspoken7612]

Telling her how I felt.

 

[fvckfamily]

Lamento ter me tornado o que sou agora. Eu costumava ser tão feliz, a vida costumava ser tão simples. Esqueci como é isso agora, perdi minha curiosidade, perdi a mim mesmo. Não sei quem sou.

você não é o único Brother