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Suicide Discussion

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Dusk till dawn
Venting Depression is suffocating me
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4
Views
540
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
S
Need some help with my method
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2
Views
353
[..redacted..]
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loslassen
I think I chose my suicide date
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0
Views
359
loslassen
loslassen
loslassen
does my cat know I’m suicidal?
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7
Views
805
Throwawayacc3
Throwawayacc3
UmbraDweller
What's holding you from CTB?
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25
Views
1K
cinderdust
cinderdust
ChildrensITV
Venting How many men here are actual losers, "scrubs", low-value males, etc? Don't you get tired of seeing others succeed where you fail all the time?
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94
Views
9K
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
Demian
Venting If You Had Nembutal...
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48
Views
3K
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
thewalkingdread
Solitude
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0
Views
200
thewalkingdread
thewalkingdread
Sylveon
Venting I wish someone would fucking kill me
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10
Views
496
Deviisdreaming-
Deviisdreaming-
FlizzyBizzy
Hydrogen Cyanide Gas
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3
Views
797
[..redacted..]
R
meowmeowkitty
Venting Might start planning.
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6
Views
527
sapped
S
OnceThougtTwiceDone
84 days
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0
Views
280
OnceThougtTwiceDone
OnceThougtTwiceDone
OnceThougtTwiceDone
Venting zeitgeist
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0
Views
305
OnceThougtTwiceDone
OnceThougtTwiceDone
R
Method Jumping into the Thames from a bridge
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17
Views
2K
Rebecca
R
The Disqualified
Venting Autistic failure
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1
Views
385
Arachno
Arachno
waRmblanket
for a friend ♡
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0
Views
371
waRmblanket
waRmblanket
D
Venting My body aches
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6
Views
453
Callie Arcale
Callie Arcale
karmaisabitch
SN method
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10
Views
846
karmaisabitch
karmaisabitch
M
When you start life at -100 points
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7
Views
686
ManchildLoser
M
I
I wish I was aborted or killed as a baby
Replies
10
Views
752
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
M
Discussion The most popular methods to CTB in East and West Germany
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0
Views
351
martinso67
M
homesoon.
Help Alt to Benzo for SN?
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3
Views
472
WoNkEy_DoNkEy
WoNkEy_DoNkEy
wildflowers1996
How can I find the motivation
Replies
9
Views
944
mellie5
M
S
Discussion The pointlessness and emptiness is spreading - CTB going mainstream??
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15
Views
1K
pleroman
pleroman
xxAbigailxx
I always return
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0
Views
289
xxAbigailxx
xxAbigailxx
T
Help Anyone been able to obtain SN in the UK?
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15
Views
2K
delta.sigma
delta.sigma
anastenka
Help SN
Replies
0
Views
270
anastenka
anastenka
bussy
Help SN in UK
Replies
3
Views
596
delta.sigma
delta.sigma
Dusk till dawn
Help I'm tempted
Replies
6
Views
500
EyesOfNight
EyesOfNight
Y
SN in UK??
Replies
6
Views
847
delta.sigma
delta.sigma
J
CTB Resources in Ontario, Canada?
Replies
7
Views
672
_Gollum_
_Gollum_
keg-ireland
Scared of life
Replies
1
Views
390
sserafim
sserafim
SexyIncél
Method Ratchet straps + hanging + jumping = 😵?
Replies
5
Views
856
rozeske
R
DEATH IS FREEDOM
Procreation is the worst crime anyone can commit
Replies
66
Views
2K
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
M
Random Thoughts/Countdown Reloaded
Replies
2
Views
527
Mi Mi
M
Sageiois
Sn source for texas?
Replies
0
Views
285
Sageiois
Sageiois
everythingoes
Do these specifications for SN sound good?
Replies
1
Views
799
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Dusk till dawn
Venting I could've died many times but i survive everything thrown at my way
Replies
2
Views
399
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
myopia
Help Help with SN Blood Test
Replies
5
Views
764
AmericanMary
AmericanMary
AmericanMary
Method Review my CO+tent method?
Replies
3
Views
1K
AmericanMary
AmericanMary
U
'Its all your choices'
Replies
7
Views
543
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
WhenTheyCry
Even if you're not suicidal right now, having an escape option for the future is a necessity.
Replies
13
Views
588
WoNkEy_DoNkEy
WoNkEy_DoNkEy
D
Help I Once Had All The Courage in The World to Die
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4
Views
456
_Gollum_
_Gollum_
everythingoes
Antiemetics and benzos in the UK
Replies
10
Views
1K
[..redacted..]
R
U
Its really hard to do it by yourself.
Replies
14
Views
931
unnamed2
U
restingplace
Venting I cant do this
Replies
2
Views
350
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
U
Successful ctb with partner
Replies
7
Views
541
rozeske
R
paredler
Body dysphoria sucks
Replies
10
Views
725
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
Darkover
Nature is a slaughterhouse
Replies
2
Views
383
cosmic-freedom
C
C
Need help
Replies
0
Views
233
Cantbereal
C
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