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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
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I don't know where to start but maybe with this current crisis.
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TBONTB
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Sarros
I saved my CTB partner but I can't save myself
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7
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998
Wolf Girl
Wolf Girl
100percentbeer
Can someone listen to my story and tell me if it's worth trying to live?
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Wolf Girl
Wolf Girl
BeansOfRequirement
Resource Meditation MEGATHREAD (pin this!)
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34
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BeansOfRequirement
BeansOfRequirement
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Suicidality after losing loved ones
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4
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465
TBONTB
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hippiedeath
Beating myself up tonight
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2
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427
kittyloverxd
kittyloverxd
ForeverCaHa
Venting Recovery Diary
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29
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2K
Lyn
Lyn
prone2fury
Venting I am talentless, lazy, and learning is hard. Is improvement possible or should I CTB?
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13
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1K
Not_A_Seagull
Not_A_Seagull
ElTopo
Discussion Childhood trauma makes so much sense to me
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1
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543
timf
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SadGirl
My relationship
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4
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566
SadGirl
SadGirl
trying ungracefully
Break down in therapy
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3
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635
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
bl33ding_heart
How do I deal with being ignored when I have bpd :/
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5
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586
tinybrokenfingers
tinybrokenfingers
C
Venting Sacrificing health for work
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3
Views
396
Vivissa
Vivissa
C
How to keep going when everything is hopeless?
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3
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494
enjoytheride
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SchizoPolyGymnast
Running a charity event
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3
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405
GhostInTheMachine
GhostInTheMachine
Cloud Busting
You have to recover for yourself!
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27
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2K
xiaoxiongmao
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Someplace_nice
Small thoughts
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0
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263
Someplace_nice
Someplace_nice
M
Venting Trying but failing
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3
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498
soulchaser_
soulchaser_
ThatFlyIndividual
Help Advice with Transition
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9
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1K
mlb
mlb
Haibane-renmei-reki
Venting i get upset when a kindhearted human C.T.B's
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2
Views
325
SchizoPolyGymnast
SchizoPolyGymnast
AshClouds
I don't know if I'm going about this right.
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3
Views
470
webb&flow
webb&flow
Haibane-renmei-reki
Venting i feel guilty for making fun of other ppl's suicide before
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1
Views
367
trying ungracefully
trying ungracefully
lost_one
Help What do I do with these thoughts and feelings?
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1
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324
AnimeSlayersFan
AnimeSlayersFan
deepocean
Do bullied people survive??
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5
Views
445
theboy
theboy
Someplace_nice
Am I that forgettable?
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3
Views
416
Carrot
Carrot
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Discussion Base Jumping Hobby?
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2
Views
477
lionetta12
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concession
Is there someone who feels like this?
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8
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638
enjoytheride
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Life Is My Coffin
Help I was in love and felt so supported to not fight the darkness alone, now im alone and want to die
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9
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1K
Life Is My Coffin
Life Is My Coffin
SadGirl
emptiness and loneliness
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8
Views
782
Dejected 55
Dejected 55
Someplace_nice
Venting Am I a bad influence?
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1
Views
436
ForsakenEcho
ForsakenEcho
Someplace_nice
I'm unraveling
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0
Views
335
Someplace_nice
Someplace_nice
peacefulout
Help keep me alive by telling me to do things
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20
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2K
tipoftheRGB
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Discussion is dissociation bad
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10
Views
797
mlb
mlb
Someplace_nice
Deep thoughts at 1 30 am
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1
Views
476
ElTopo
ElTopo
unexplainedExplorer
Venting so tired of anxiety
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2
Views
518
unexplainedExplorer
unexplainedExplorer
ham and potatoes
Discussion Drinking making depression worse?
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23
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1K
hippiedeath
hippiedeath
EquinoxAlchemist
Help Can't bring myself to care to get better
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7
Views
700
EquinoxAlchemist
EquinoxAlchemist
Adûnâi
Help I'm feeling bad again cause of no touch issues
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39
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3K
UaScorpioVetal224
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Someplace_nice
Venting I want to cry from anger
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0
Views
375
Someplace_nice
Someplace_nice
kuchenn1238
went to the oldhead's bar
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3
Views
428
TheShadowQueen
TheShadowQueen
Someplace_nice
Venting I hate how old people make me feel inferior.
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5
Views
795
Someplace_nice
Someplace_nice
peachraspberrysoop
Venting I lost all of my friends because my life was too traumatic
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1
Views
529
U. A.
U. A.
Wolf Girl
Help Encouragement to bathe
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10
Views
790
prettysurethistime
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RealLostSoul
Story Finally after 9 years of being suicidal I can proudly say I defeated that dragon
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6
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1K
Still here
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istherehope
Story The love of my live married someone else
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14
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1K
Linda
Linda
Someplace_nice
Vent/life update
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3
Views
692
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
ElTopo
It points upward, and I'm crushed
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2
Views
425
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
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Venting I just hurt myself for the first time. I’m scared.
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10
Views
842
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
Chr0nicAnhedonic
Hating myself for obsessing over a girl I don't know
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12
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1K
TheShadowQueen
TheShadowQueen
peachraspberrysoop
  • Poll
Discussion Does anyone else feel like they're too self aware for therapeutic coping strategies?
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2
Views
466
ForsakenEcho
ForsakenEcho
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