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Eternity

Eternity

Member
Apr 24, 2020
48
I'm sorry to read you feel this way. I was touched by your (beautiful written) story. Hope you get your peace but just know you can always change your mind❤️
 
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ReallySillyOtter

ReallySillyOtter

Will commit suicide or die tryin’.
Jun 20, 2020
50
The solutions look oddly like... lemonade. :I No odor. Drinking.

Oh good God salty! Not impossible to drink but damn close. No symptoms so far, not even nausea.
 

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Deathwish1968

Member
Oct 30, 2019
69
wish you well in whatever you choose. Hope you find peace
 
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ReallySillyOtter

ReallySillyOtter

Will commit suicide or die tryin’.
Jun 20, 2020
50
16:18 elevated heart rate, sweat. Feels like a jog in tropical heat, no worse.

Need ti to sit down
 
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Disco Biscuit

Specialist
Mar 1, 2020
350
Peaceful travels. ❤
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
All my love
 
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Silenos

Silenos

Ṿ̸̄Ọ̶͂Ỉ̶͉D̴̞͝ ̴̲̐A̷̾͜W̷̪͒Ā̵̯I̵͍̅T̵̛͔S̷̗͛
Jul 25, 2020
1,057
Farewell Otter. I appreciate you taking the time and effort to update us on the process. I wish you all the best!
 
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ReallySillyOtter

ReallySillyOtter

Will commit suicide or die tryin’.
Jun 20, 2020
50
Sweating puked
Took second
 
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MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
Sending you strength
 
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ReallySillyOtter

ReallySillyOtter

Will commit suicide or die tryin’.
Jun 20, 2020
50
Nausea gone hands tingling skin change ing. God.. discomfort no resl pain.
 
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Red87

Red87

Looking for away out of my darkness
Jul 6, 2020
127
Safe travels otter I hope u find the peace you been looking for
 
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aukguy

Student
Mar 3, 2020
121
@ReallySillyOtter Hope you are doing ok and discomfort isnt too bad
 
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Smudgedlines

I like wine.
Jan 23, 2020
148
Oh otter..... much love
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
I really do hope that everything has gone to plan dear Otter.
 
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Raminiki

Iustitia Mortuus
Jun 12, 2020
269
Oh Otter... I'm hoping with all that I am that you're not suffering. We're with you, virtual hugs from the community to surround you. With utmost respect to your sweet brave heart, making posts while going through this. Please be okay, in this world or the after.
 
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Smudgedlines

I like wine.
Jan 23, 2020
148
I am really hoping that otter is okay one way or the other... ;-;
 
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JoeFailure

Mage
Apr 29, 2019
592
Hope he peacefully made his way through with just the discomfort and no pain.
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
Really sad. Sorry otter.
 
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Ulisses

Arcanist
Feb 21, 2020
487
thank the member
ReallySillyOtter, for your effort in relating your ctb to the last moment of your strengths. may your journey be peaceful. thank you very much from the heart.
 
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aminend

Warlock
May 24, 2020
746
Hope otter be in peace now.
I think his ctb has succeeded. Taking Second SN was very effective.
 
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Isadeth

Visionary
Jun 12, 2020
2,538
I hope you've found the comfort and peace you were searching for ♡ my heart goes out to you. ♡ rest easy. Xx
 
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aukguy

Student
Mar 3, 2020
121
Interesting that he vomited with the first, but seemed no nausea with the second. Nor did he take anti-emetics.
 
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Lost_the_will2_live

Lost_the_will2_live

11:11
Feb 25, 2020
125
Rest in peace Otter ❤️
 
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Abgrundanziehung

Abgrundanziehung

or Abi for short
Jun 24, 2020
216
I hope you're free and resting easy now :heart:
 
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LetzteAusfahrt

LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
Jun 27, 2020
590
I'm so unhappy that I couldn't really say goodbye.

Goodbye Otter, I hope you were successful.

See you soon
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,461
I hope you are at peace now. Safe travels. :heart: :hug: :heart: :hug:
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
1,028
I hope that you have reached the peace you were seeking. My love goes out to you, sending warm hugs from the land of the living if you are truly gone.

Please don't hesitate to come back if things went south.
 
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scorpiooo2

scorpiooo2

saddest grl
Aug 23, 2019
112
farewell, good luck with whatever may come next. <3
 
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Mariomcfly

Mariomcfly

Student
Jun 2, 2019
149
Rest easy my friend, hope your bus ride was smooth and no bumps. You'll be in my prayers tonight.
 
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lifeisbutadream

Elementalist
Oct 4, 2018
800
God bless you, Really Silly Otter. You are the lucky one now, in a far far better place while we are still stuck here on Earth. Beautiful notes that you wrote. Like it says on the gravestone of Yee Wee "born in China", in a ghost town graveyard in Arzona, "I see you tomorrow".
 
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