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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Arcanist
Apr 21, 2025
460
If I answered this they would kick my door down. lol

Ive had a lot of crazy thoughts. just who I am. We live in the darkness.
 
Griever

Griever

Alone Among Ghosts
May 1, 2025
214
When I'm waiting for the train at the train station, my intrusive thoughts are so bad that I imagine just jumping in front of the train, but I would never do that because I don't want to traumatize the train driver and the passengers
 
notmyusername

notmyusername

Da Fan of Stuffs
Feb 1, 2024
33
My fantasy is not unobtainable. All I would like is a gun. Trains scare me. I wait and get too anxious waiting around and then leave. A gun would be so instant. I'm already impulsive and don't think before doing things.. pulling a trigger would be simple. I almost don't care who finds me anymore.
 
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alivefornow

alivefornow

thinking about it
Feb 6, 2023
191
If I answered this they would kick my door down. lol

Ive had a lot of crazy thoughts. just who I am. We live in the darkness.
I feel the same. I can't let people around me know what I think, it's all very dark and sick. All this hate is burning me from inside, the pain is so bad, I want to die so much.
When I'm waiting for the train at the train station, my intrusive thoughts are so bad that I imagine just jumping in front of the train, but I would never do that because I don't want to traumatize the train driver and the passengers
Death by train always makes a serious mess. I think it's good that you would rather spare people from such a scene.
My fantasy is not unobtainable. All I would like is a gun. Trains scare me. I wait and get too anxious waiting around and then leave. A gun would be so instant. I'm already impulsive and don't think before doing things.. pulling a trigger would be simple. I almost don't care who finds me anymore.
I think about this several times every day. I like to think I'd already be gone if I could get my hands on a firearm. One simple pull of a trigger and... nothing. No more crushing pain in the heart every moment, no more dark thoughts and memories. Just instantly erased from existence. What a dream. Like pushing a button and becoming inert meat.
 
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bankai

bankai

Wizard
Mar 16, 2025
653
I thought I'd go to mogadishu and get a Chinese grenade for a few bucks, unpin it and stick it in my mouth.
 
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LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
640
I was obsessed with the Golden Gate Bridge after watching the documentary about suicides from it. So obsessed I watched 10 times. Sadly, they put suicid nets in it, so that is not really an option anymore
 
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