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Strumgewehr

Experienced
Jun 7, 2018
271
You snap out of a terrible dream but don't feel much relief since you quicky realise that the reality is no less terrible.
 
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Tiburcio

Guest
Ohh so true. I have daily nightmares and when I wake up I live another nightmare, hoping going to sleep again for escaping but I don't escape, I suffer more nightmares...

I hate this. I deserve a rest!!!
 
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Warlock
Jul 13, 2018
721
My first words waking up are typically,

'motherfucker' as I push the quilt off of me and slide my feet and legs onto the floor.
 
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ScaredOfLife

Arcanist
Jul 9, 2018
441
I don't get much sleep but it causes me so much despair when I do wake-up and find myself here again.
 
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Sternum

Student
May 12, 2018
120
Oh god, how (sadly) true this is. Imagine if we woke out of this existence to realize it was just a long, detailed, realistic, believable, bad dream.
 
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Vincent Moraes

Vincent Moraes

Member
Jul 20, 2018
66
I keep dreaming about my past, when things seemed to have Sense. It is very frustrating waking up and realize this past is gone and there's no much hope for the present
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
When last night you had a nightmare that you beat up an infant. No joke I had a disturbing dream like this last night. I've never had a dream where I hurt anybody that I recall. I looked up what the dream might mean and saw something that said I might be a sadomasochist. I can see that I'm masochistic but I never considered myself a sadist. I felt horrified and guilty that I beat an infant but it was covered in a blanket so I couldn't actually see it. So weird and disturbing. I felt terrible after I realized I dreamt this.
 
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itsallover

Arcanist
Jun 29, 2018
478
I am living in a nightmare, so if there is a hell I would gladly welcome it over this.
 
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Severen

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,819
Hahahaha, yeah, wake up from one nightmare only to realize you are in a worse nightmare...
 
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Gray Wounds

A Phantasmagoria
Jun 27, 2018
574
Every day for me is a phantasmagoria.
 
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Deleted_9cKnXB34QG

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Jun 26, 2018
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