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ketopia

ketopia

Member
Jun 4, 2025
11
Personally I'd like to visit Colorado. My family lived there before I was born, so I've grown up looking at beautiful pictures in photo albums, but never got to see it myself. My mom would tell me about our house and the view and the walk to the supermarket. Now she's gone and I feel like I need to go before I go. But I'm broke, unfortunately.

What about you though?
 
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starboy2k

starboy2k

the only thing I can do right….is be a burden
May 21, 2025
56
All the drugs I need to CTB. Maybe some food too. Thats all.
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Mage
Mar 15, 2025
546
Put it in the bank so my wife can use it after I'm gone.
 
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maplefig

maplefig

thinking.
Jun 6, 2025
7
I would also go on a trip. Maybe to the Faroe Islands. Or Washington. I've always thought the nature and atmosphere were beautiful in both of these places.
 
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Carrot

Carrot

Experienced
Feb 25, 2025
250
That Pegasos thing might be worth a try... (not really)

Put it in the bank so my wife can use it after I'm gone.
Pretty much this or donate it to meaningful causes. My last suicide note already mentioned I leave the money I have to a few people or donate it to somewhere a specifif cause.
 
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Nobodi

Nobodi

Member
Sep 24, 2024
99
Pay that 10k plus in that Switzerland assist pod thing that helps you die peacefully. Will have to wait till they approve you though. Or just donate the whole thing after I buy necessary equipment and end it there.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,657
Cocaine and trip to some fancy island
 
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UserFromNowhere

Member
May 4, 2025
58
Leave it to charity and my family
 
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shineboy2k15taliban

shineboy2k15taliban

FTP
Apr 18, 2025
234
a trip to switzerland for pegasos
 
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hereornot

hereornot

Freedom
May 16, 2024
273
Some days out in the middle of Nature, Aline. Some hotel like this.
 
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idk3

idk3

Student
Sep 10, 2023
156
Donate it all to animal charities, which is what I'm going to do
 
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semio

semio

Im in a good mood, so good, I'ma kill that spider
Jun 3, 2025
12
I would just add it to the money I am leaving to my nephew, I tried to be there for him so that he wouldn't be as messed up as I am and I hope that he can at least use money to have a better life.
 
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tiredash

Student
Dec 5, 2024
144
i suppose that the question meant that what i would do if i could do anything before dying... i would do nothing, or just make it faster. if i did anything that i liked then id probably want to keep living. although maybe i think like this because i still havent decided to die...
 
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onmywaytothebusstop

onmywaytothebusstop

~ Transgirl looking for eternal tranquility ~
Feb 9, 2025
190
Probably a bunch of cocaine
 
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ashendreams

ashendreams

rotting angel
May 31, 2025
43
i would of course leave it for my family so i can at least slightly make up for how much of a burden i am. but if i had to spend it on myself then i dunno. i dont really care to go anywhere so i guess id just spend it all on every drug i can get my hands on and then get a top-floor hotel suite to jump from
 
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lionetta12

Just a random person
Aug 5, 2022
1,263
Personally I'd like to visit Colorado. My family lived there before I was born, so I've grown up looking at beautiful pictures in photo albums, but never got to see it myself. My mom would tell me about our house and the view and the walk to the supermarket. Now she's gone and I feel like I need to go before I go. But I'm broke, unfortunately.

What about you though?
Big vacation
 
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SmilingNoMore

SmilingNoMore

Paragon
Nov 25, 2024
901
Air tickets to see my person a last time and a holiday that goes with it, staying in some secluded spot with not many people around.
 
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FishRain3469

Student
Mar 12, 2025
191
With Some good booze and dope. Give the rest to family/ friends.
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,315
I'm giving it to my kid so he and his girlfriend can go on a trip to where ever they want, or add to their investments so they can have a little more to work with when it comes time to retire, or help them buy a property they want to build their dream house on, or just go to the casino and blow. All I want is for them to be happy.
 
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eattwinkiesseejesus

eattwinkiesseejesus

Praying for death to a God that doesn't answer
Jan 18, 2025
71
Can't see myself buying anything considering you cant take it to the grave, I'd leave 10 each in savings for my kids to collect when they reach adulthood
 
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wham311

Arcanist
Mar 1, 2025
419
The only thing that brings me happuness anymore is the idea of death, my first instinct was to say death
 
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Malfunction

Malfunction

Member
Jul 27, 2024
70
That should cover the swiss option, I'm going with that.
 
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yarv

yarv

It’ll be a long time, before you ever see me again
Aug 25, 2023
44
Gum ball machine
Tooth picks
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,539
buy 1kg of cocaine that should last a couple of months
 
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turbomightbegone

turbomightbegone

🎣
Nov 13, 2023
187
I'd probably impulse-buy some food and stuff online,, then i'd try to pay the commission fee for the custom mask my friend's trying to save up for before sending the rest of the money to her
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,683
The irony is - if I have enough money I'm not suicidal!

I'm suicidal bc of a lack of money.
 
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