You have $20k to spend before you ctb. What are you buying?

[ShatteredShards]

Personally I'd like to visit Colorado. My family lived there before I was born, so I've grown up looking at beautiful pictures in photo albums, but never got to see it myself. My mom would tell me about our house and the view and the walk to the supermarket. Now she's gone and I feel like I need to go before I go. But I'm broke, unfortunately.

What about you though?

For the sake of simplicity, I'd purchase a reliable shotgun and box of shells.

The rest would be split amongst various charities and those who've supported me.

 

[BadChanges]

There isn't anything that I want. I have Anhedonia

 

[Secrets1]

I'm giving it to my kid so he and his girlfriend can go on a trip to where ever they want, or add to their investments so they can have a little more to work with when it comes time to retire, or help them buy a property they want to build their dream house on, or just go to the casino and blow. All I want is for them to be happy.

I love how you put all the autonomy in their hands with no judgement about the outcome. Pure hope for happiness in any form. I bet you're a great parent.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd only want to buy a painless death, I just hope and wish to never wake ever again, all I want is a death like falling into an eternal dreamless sleep to finally escape from the suffering and torture of existing and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and it's all just so dreadful to me, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily just waiting to die anyway. I'd just never wish for this torturous, deeply undesirable existence of suffering all for the sake of it that I just always saw as the most cruel mistake in the first place and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all so terrible to me.

 

[Schnipsel]

Mastectomy for a friend of mine

 

[Malfunction]

By that you mean the bribe you have to pay to get yourself selected ?

Yea death is a big money maker. Gotta have deep pockets to go with dignity. And then you get dinged after you die (well someone else does I guess)

Pretty twisted man.

 

[Life'sA6itch]

A trip to see the emperor penguins in Antarctica and supplies for my life's exit upon my return to America

 

[botanormal]

Rehab for my sister definitely! And if there was a little left over, I'd go visit some of my friends overseas

 

[usernamesarehard]

Considering I'll be in this position when I ctb...

My plan is to call out of work in case I change my mind and then find a hotel or abnb that's reasonably priced to spend my last month in. I want the majority of the money to go to my mom, so I don't want to blow it all on bs that won't matter when I'm dead. Or feel guilty for having wasted the money if I choose to live.

I plan on playing videogames and taking walks and just enjoying being free. Maybe I'd talk to people since it won't matter if I embarrass myself since I won't be able to think about it in a few short weeks.

I want most of the money to go to my mom, but I don't want my last few days/ weeks to be spent in misery going to work and being depressed.