Venting yelling at myself again

[enne]

more fuck you

i haven't served purpose in over a year
well, ANY purpose at all
i seriously just want to hang myself
how did i just completely die

no
fuck this
fuck this
i have to
fuck this

what the fuck was that? -you can't just bounce back you stupid cunt

no way out

look around
look within

YOU WERENT ALLOWED TO DO THIS
and you can't continue this shit.

/last cigarette then hang yourself

you're such a fucking bother
they hate you
inwards to out they hate you

what the fuck did you do
you ruined everyone, everything
you lazy sad cunt
you stupid depressed shit bitch

stay inside forever- rotting in the fucking closet
-hang well. hang well, you retired whore.

THIS ISNT A DREAM
ITS REALITY
ITS FUCKING REAL!!
SO FUCKING DEAL

KILL YOURSELF ENNE
PLEASE!
do us a favor
because you've only let everyone down or into fear your whole rotten life

you drowned us
you drained us

you are a passionless
frightened
-child

 

[StarryEyed]

I hear you.