• Hey Guest,

    As you know, censorship around the world has been ramping up at an alarming pace. The UK and OFCOM has singled out this community and have been focusing its censorship efforts here. It takes a good amount of resources to maintain the infrastructure for our community and to resist this censorship. We would appreciate any and all donations.

    Bitcoin (BTC): 39deg9i6Zp1GdrwyKkqZU6rAbsEspvLBJt
    ETH: 0xd799aF8E2e5cEd14cdb344e6D6A9f18011B79BE9
    Monero (XMR): 49tuJbzxwVPUhhDjzz6H222Kh8baKe6rDEsXgE617DVSDD8UKNaXvKNU8dEVRTAFH9Av8gKkn4jDzVGF25snJgNfUfKKNC8
D

deadSS

Member
Apr 30, 2018
13
My family and I just found out that my dad has been depressed and wanting to kill himself. How was he strong enough to tell someone... Why can't I? He acts depressed and shit and I somehow put on a smile and they detect nothing. Sure I say that I'm not depressed when asked, but by now i feel they should have noticed something with how I've been pushing my future back. Not knowing where I want to go to college when my Senior year is almost over...
 
  • Like
Reactions: CogitoMori, Freyja13, dano6533 and 3 others
Asylla

Asylla

Member
Apr 16, 2018
34
One could argue that hiding severe mental illness requires more strength than letting people notice.
 
  • Like
Reactions: dano6533, Romanov1947, iFeelmeaninglesss and 9 others
D

deadSS

Member
Apr 30, 2018
13
One could argue that hiding severe mental illness requires more strength than letting people notice.
I am glad i have that strength now, because my mom is super worried and is trying to figure out the best psych hospital or anywhere and asked for my help and I just said i have no idea what to do, because I 100% see why he has no reason to live (if that isnt mean idk) I dont have a reason too.
 
  • Like
Reactions: dano6533 and Caerula
El Topo

El Topo

(---)
Apr 21, 2018
477
I am glad i have that strength now, because my mom is super worried and is trying to figure out the best psych hospital or anywhere and asked for my help and I just said i have no idea what to do, because I 100% see why he has no reason to live (if that isnt mean idk) I dont have a reason too.

Just curious, does the fact that your dad is suicidal make you want to commit suicide any less? Like imagining if both you and your dad committed suicide and the impact it would have on your mom.
 
  • Like
Reactions: dano6533 and Caerula
D

deadSS

Member
Apr 30, 2018
13
Just curious, does the fact that your dad is suicidal make you want to commit suicide any less? Like imagining if both you and your dad committed suicide and the impact it would have on your mom.
A little bit. But it also makes me realize that I also don't plan my future(like he said he hasnt been) and I just need to kill myself soon and get it out of the way instead of telling them, and go through hospitals that make us lose all our money for no reason.
 
  • Like
Reactions: dano6533, Caerula and El Topo
Tomasnil

Tomasnil

Mage
Apr 24, 2018
519
One could argue that hiding severe mental illness requires more strength than letting people notice.
Yay im superman
 
  • Like
Reactions: dano6533, Tiburcio, Caerula and 1 other person

Similar threads

crimsonsflower
Replies
3
Views
117
Suicide Discussion
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
masquerade
Replies
8
Views
311
Recovery
onlyway96
O
strawberrydino
Replies
0
Views
75
Suicide Discussion
strawberrydino
strawberrydino
MoonBat
Replies
1
Views
135
Recovery
timf
T
heisenberg
Replies
8
Views
366
Suicide Discussion
cme-dme
cme-dme