Wrapping everything up by the end of the week.

[FallingFaintly]

I have the equivalent of 120 tablets of Amitriptyline, which should be sufficient as a lethal dose, coupled with some whiskey amplifying the toxicity by about 40% if I am not mistaken. Although I wholeheartedly wish that this would kill me, in the fair event of failure on Sunday I would head over to The Gap and bash my brains in. If everything goes well, ie. my will does not falter hopefully I would either end up slumped over my desk or impaled by the forlorn rocks of Watson's Bay.

This was perhaps the only place which I've felt I belonged. Thanks everyone and I hope that you will be successful in your own journeys.

 

[NoOneKnows]

how many mg tablets do you have ? Dont forget to use antiemetics. People survived 5g OD if they were found soon enough, if you survive severe OD, you wont be able to go jump next day, as you will most likely have fever,possibly hallucinating, and other complications.

I have the equivalent of 120 tablets of Amitriptyline, which should be sufficient as a lethal dose, coupled with some whiskey amplifying the toxicity by about 40% if I am not mistaken. Although I wholeheartedly wish that this would kill me, in the fair event of failure on Sunday I would head over to The Gap and bash my brains in. If everything goes well, ie. my will does not falter hopefully I would either end up slumped over my desk or impaled by the forlorn rocks of Watson's Bay.

This was perhaps the only place which I've felt I belonged. Thanks everyone and I hope that you will be successful in your own journeys.

 

[weedoge]

how many mg tablets do you have ? Dont forget to use antiemetics. People survived 5g OD if they were found soon enough, if you survive severe OD, you wont be able to go jump next day, as you will most likely have fever,possibly hallucinating, and other complications.

Good post. While its true amitriptyline is deadly as fuck the effects are awful which is why they say to mix it was a large benzo dose to sleep through the slowish death.

I'll second the question how much mg do you have? Needs like 7 grams right?

Also suggest drinking a tub of grapefruit juice beforehand to inhibit enzymes and further increase blood plasma levels. Please someone correct my if I'm wrong and best of luck op, we're here if you need anything.

 

[Pk95]

It makes up to how many grams? 7gr amit. Is suggested along with cimetidine (tagamet) to fasten the process. Amit. OD alone isn't peaceful as they say(it acts on heart, stops it). Add benzos in huge amount.

 

[Ashtar]

how many mg tablets do you have ? Dont forget to use antiemetics. People survived 5g OD if they were found soon enough, if you survive severe OD, you wont be able to go jump next day, as you will most likely have fever,possibly hallucinating, and other complications.

I tried this (more than one time) as I have prescribed amitriptyline... Believe in me, it's fucking painful and don't worth, permanent sequelae that can fuck you up
Look for partial hanging suspension, it's much more deadly and painless

 

[bbq1]

They come in many doses and more colours than skittles. I like the 100mg ones best from that line up.

 

[Ashtar]

They come in many doses and more colours than skittles. I like the 100mg ones best from that line up.

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Most commonly prescribed 25mg
The amount of pills is simply ridiculous, literally eating pills!

 

[FallingFaintly]

how many mg tablets do you have ? Dont forget to use antiemetics. People survived 5g OD if they were found soon enough, if you survive severe OD, you wont be able to go jump next day, as you will most likely have fever,possibly hallucinating, and other complications.

Hi thanks for the replies. I have about 5g which come in 50 and 25mg tablets, but I might be able to get a bit more. I know that surviving the OD is more likely than not but I'm desperately hoping that it would kill me because I've heard stories about how people are consumed with fear and regret once they jumped and that seriously frightens me. However, I live alone and will have all the time I need to give me a cardiac arrest.

The grapefruit juice sounds interesting. Do I drink it in large amounts before I down the pills? I don't know if I require anti-emetics as well as I have a high tolerance for bitter stuff and don't think the taste of ami is that bad having taken it before.

I tried partial and failed, my neck still has a bruise on the left side and fucking hurts. Sigh I just can't do anything right, not even to take my own life. I guess jumping is looking like the only surefire way to ctb.

 

[weedoge]

I tried this (more than one time) as I have prescribed amitriptyline... Believe in me, it's fucking painful and don't worth, permanent sequelae that can fuck you up
Look for partial hanging suspension, it's much more deadly and painless

Yes. The method is only good if you can have a large doze of benzos but if you CAN get hold of them then its not a method that I'd write off.

A good overdose, in my opinion, is going to be far preferred over any sort of physical/mechanical method

 

[Ashtar]

Hi thanks for the replies. I have about 5g which come in 50 and 25mg tablets, but I might be able to get a bit more. I know that surviving the OD is more likely than not but I'm desperately hoping that it would kill me because I've heard stories about how people are consumed with fear and regret once they jumped and that seriously frightens me. However, I live alone and will have all the time I need to give me a cardiac arrest.

The grapefruit juice sounds interesting. Do I drink it in large amounts before I down the pills? I don't know if I require anti-emetics as well as I have a high tolerance for bitter stuff and don't think the taste of ami is that bad having taken it before.

I tried partial and failed, my neck still has a bruise on the left side and fucking hurts. Sigh I just can't do anything right, not even to take my own life. I guess jumping is looking like the only surefire way to ctb.

Dude, can I give a clue? Add loperamide 100mg on the cocktail and use the max dose of benzos that u can

 

[Ashtar]

Amitriptyline 7g
Cimetidine 5g
Clonazepam 300mg
Midazolam 200mg
Loperamide 100mg

That kill u

 

[weedoge]

Hi thanks for the replies. I have about 5g which come in 50 and 25mg tablets, but I might be able to get a bit more. I know that surviving the OD is more likely than not but I'm desperately hoping that it would kill me because I've heard stories about how people are consumed with fear and regret once they jumped and that seriously frightens me. However, I live alone and will have all the time I need to give me a cardiac arrest.

The grapefruit juice sounds interesting. Do I drink it in large amounts before I down the pills? I don't know if I require anti-emetics as well as I have a high tolerance for bitter stuff and don't think the taste of ami is that bad having taken it before.

I tried partial and failed, my neck still has a bruise on the left side and fucking hurts. Sigh I just can't do anything right, not even to take my own life. I guess jumping is looking like the only surefire way to ctb.

Anti emetics and benzos are 100% recommended for this I think. Anti emetics are for drug induced vomiting due to your body trying to cleanse the toxic material, nothing about the bitter taste. You really need a dopamine blocker anti e. Benzos are to avoid the suffering.

Grapefruit juice and alcohol are good to increase potency, I would search a bit more about grapefruit juice but I'd guess a large quantity shortly before or during ingestion. Cimetidine too if you can.. I don't know how reliable 5g would be though. Its still a very high dose but idk

 

[weedoge]

Amitriptyline 7g
Cimetidine 5g
Clonazepam 300mg
Midazolam 200mg
Loperamide 100mg

That kill u

Do you really need that much cimetidine just to increase potency? But yeah this is pretty spot on.

If you wanna read more OP check this out and follow the sources https://en.m.wikibooks.org/wiki/Suicide/Amitriptyline_cocktail

 

[Ashtar]

Do you really need that much cimetidine just to increase potency? But yeah this is pretty spot on.

If you wanna read more OP check this out and follow the sources https://en.m.wikibooks.org/wiki/Suicide/Amitriptyline_cocktail

Well, cimetidine is OTC so I think there's no problem to get... The cimetidine potentiate amitriptyline and loperamide, so is indispensable... Can seems useless take 5g, but if you're going to die there's no problem take too much ;)

 

[weedoge]

Well, cimetidine is OTC so I think there's no problem to get... The cimetidine potentiate amitriptyline and loperamide, so is indispensable... Can seems useless take 5g, but if you're going to die there's no problem take too much ;)

Yeah absolutely, hope OP waits to get a little more amitriptyline

 

[Ashtar]

One more tip: If you can, add orphenadrine and promethazine, both is OTC in my area
(look to Nick Drake death)
Amy, prometh, orphen, lope will gives u arrhythmia and then stop your heart
Benzos (with alcohol if u can) will depress your mind and heart too much
Cimetidine just boost all the shit

 

[weedoge]

One more tip: If you can, add orphenadrine and promethazine, both is OTC in my area
(look to Nick Drake death)

Canadian? I don't know anywhere else promethazine is OTC

 

[Ashtar]

Canadian? I don't know anywhere else promethazine is OTC

Brazilian here :) and you?

 

[weedoge]

Brazilian here :) and you?

UK haha, sorry for derailing a bit :p

 

[Ashtar]

UK haha, sorry for derailing a bit :p

No problem man

 

[Ashtar]

I don't know what u all think about overdose/poisoning but it can't kill me and in fact had fuck me up neurologically
I think I'm immortal, at least about drugs, so I'll try partial hanging suspension, seems to be right for me
I would like to explode my head if I can but I got no gun :(
But if u will OD anyway, try to do that with a plastic bag in your head

 

[NoOneKnows]

I dont see how is it realistic to ingest such a massive amount of pills at once, I dont find Loperamide helping in fatality at all. Be careful with benzos, you might pass out before you took all the AMT pills,and they dont really help with negative effects of AMT overall, and benzo dont add to fatality from AMT OD.

I don't know what u all think about overdose/poisoning but it can't kill me and in fact had fuck me up neurologically
I think I'm immortal, at least about drugs, so I'll try partial hanging suspension, seems to be right for me
I would like to explode my head if I can but I got no gun :(
But if u will OD anyway, try to do that with a plastic bag in your head

 

[Ashtar]

What? Loperamide is an opioid, usually don't cross the bbb in common doses, but it does work at very large doses and can depress the CNS and heart rate like all opioids, and the cimetidine besides potentiate amitriptyline help loperamide to stay in brain for a longer time. Loperamide is cardiotoxic like amitriptyline, I think more than TCA's, many opiate users take lope to help with opiate withdrawal and some die with high dosages. And is OTC in most countrys. About benzos, although can't kill anyone alone, they really add lethality to Amy: bradycardia, slow breathing and coma. The intention of benzos in the cocktail is mainly to keep u sleeping, because amitriptyline is lethal but isn't a pacific death, your body will fight for life. Do your homework before talk bullshit.

 

[Sayo]

I dont see how is it realistic to ingest such a massive amount of pills at once, I dont find Loperamide helping in fatality at all. Be careful with benzos, you might pass out before you took all the AMT pills,and they dont really help with negative effects of AMT overall, and benzo dont add to fatality from AMT OD.

It's very unlikely you'll take benzos and immediately pass out. The bit after is just wrong. No clue about taking all the pills, some people repack them into capsules to try to speed up the intake but you still can't compromise on the antiemetics to have a hope of ingestion.

 

[Ashtar]

@Sayo what kind of antiemetic u get? Any anticholinergic drug will work, take my advice and use promethazine if u want, is very sedative too... But amitriptyline have anti nausea properties itself, is an potent anticholinergic. A good alternative too is leafs (or the flowers, more lovely) of datura or brugmansia. If u think u could feel potent nausea (every body is different) add ginger tea or chew raw ginger (the same for datura/brugamansia). I read in some place that diphenhydramine couldn't be taken with the cocktail, but I never understand why, doesn't make sense. A list of anticholinergics are OTC in my country (maybe in most countrys):
Diphenhydramine
Dimenhydrinate
Promethazine
Hydroxyzine
Orphenadrine
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Plants (legal or illegal):
Datura
Brugmansia
Belladonna
Ginger
Peppermint
Cannabis (Sativa or Indica works, Indica is best in my opinion)

I read muscimol is an antiemetic but Amanita Muscaria induced nausea in my experience.

 

[Ashtar]

If anyone have limited access to benzos, drink alcohol is very important (even if u have too benzos, is a good point). In my country u can buy carisoprodol OTC, is near an barbiturate drug! I mentioned loperamide because is OTC and cardiotoxic but if u have access to any opiates I recommend put it on cocktail, even illegal.

 

[NoOneKnows]

speaking from my own experience, it happenned to me, not saying eveyrone react the same

It's very unlikely you'll take benzos and immediately pass out. The bit after is just wrong. No clue about taking all the pills, some people repack them into capsules to try to speed up the intake but you still can't compromise on the antiemetics to have a hope of ingestion.

 

[NoOneKnows]

I googled Loperamide ,and it says its a medication for diarrhea-Loperamide is a substrate of P-glycoprotein; therefore, the concentration of loperamide will increase when given with a P-glycoprotein inhibitor." not an opiod, thats why i replied i see no reason to add it

What? Loperamide is an opioid, usually don't cross the bbb in common doses, but it does work at very large doses and can depress the CNS and heart rate like all opioids, and the cimetidine besides potentiate amitriptyline help loperamide to stay in brain for a longer time. Loperamide is cardiotoxic like amitriptyline, I think more than TCA's, many opiate users take lope to help with opiate withdrawal and some die with high dosages. And is OTC in most countrys. About benzos, although can't kill anyone alone, they really add lethality to Amy: bradycardia, slow breathing and coma. The intention of benzos in the cocktail is mainly to keep u sleeping, because amitriptyline is lethal but isn't a pacific death, your body will fight for life. Do your homework before talk bullshit.

 

[Sayo]

@Sayo what kind of antiemetic u get? Any anticholinergic drug will work, take my advice and use promethazine if u want, is very sedative too... But amitriptyline have anti nausea properties itself, is an potent anticholinergic. A good alternative too is leafs (or the flowers, more lovely) of datura or brugmansia. If u think u could feel potent nausea (every body is different) add ginger tea or chew raw ginger (the same for datura/brugamansia). I read in some place that diphenhydramine couldn't be taken with the cocktail, but I never understand why, doesn't make sense. A list of anticholinergics are OTC in my country (maybe in most countrys):
Diphenhydramine
Dimenhydrinate
Promethazine
Hydroxyzine
Orphenadrine
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Plants (legal or illegal):
Datura
Brugmansia
Belladonna
Ginger
Peppermint
Cannabis (Sativa or Indica works, Indica is best in my opinion)

I read muscimol is an antiemetic but Amanita Muscaria induced nausea in my experience.

To be clear this isn't my method, I was just agreeing with you before. I used amitriptyline for a long time and now have no real reason to go with this cocktail. The ideal antiemetic is a dopamine-antagonist antiemetic like metoclopramide due to its double efficacy at higher doses. More effective at stopping the actual mechanism of vomiting induced by ingestion of drugs or other agents as opposed to, say, motion sickness.

 

[Ashtar]

I googled Loperamide ,and it says its a medication for diarrhea-Loperamide is a substrate of P-glycoprotein; therefore, the concentration of loperamide will increase when given with a P-glycoprotein inhibitor." not an opiod, thats why i replied i see no reason to add it

Dude, is an opioid, it comes from pethidine. And yes, it's sold as antidiarrhea drug (all opioids make u constipated) but it's sold in 2mg dosage. I'm telling that if u take 100mg (yes, 50 tablets) will work. Imagine that blood-brain barrier isn't a invincible wall, so if u saturate this some quantity will pass. Loperamide is an P-glycoprotein substrate, yes, it means that loperamide in fact enter the brain but is immediately hurled to out of brain by p-gp, so IN THE THERAPEUTIC DOSAGE can't give mental effects and act only on intestine opioid receptors. If u take like 30x or more the therapeutic dosage some will stay on brain, and cimetidine is an p-gp inhibitor too, so mix all that drugs will make loperamide an effective opioid (in dosage I mentioned). Loperamide is an calcium channel blocker like amitriptyline, is the mainly mechanism of death from amitriptyline, so add loperamide in the cocktail WILL contribute to death.
Also amitriptyline act as a delta-opioid agonist, and delta-opioid agonists boosts a lot of any mu-opioid agonist receptors (like loperamide).