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ifihadnever

Experienced
Sep 20, 2025
213
Hi,

So, I personally haven't looked into OD-ing just because I know I've got more chance of ending up in hospital with organ failure than death. And I want to ensure (as much as possible that I die). But looking up the stats 22% of suicides in the UK are from overdose. So, I'm wondering what are people overdosing on? I wouldn't touch over the counter or perscription drugs (due to low success rate) so must be something harder. Fent isn't really available here so doubt its that. I know I couldn't take anything I had to inject into a vein either.

I'm just wondering.....am I missing something. If I can get on the dark Web and access more potent drugs are there ones that are more reliable in terms of success rate?

Like I say, until I saw the 22% of suicides in this country being overdose I wouldn't have thought about it. But I'm not really getting anywhere with other methods so just wondering...

Do people have much knowledge of successful overdose on potentially class A drugs?

Thanks for any advice & guidance.
 
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persepexa

Specialist
Feb 7, 2025
360
Also in the UK and wondering the same. No idea how I'd get my hands on anything tho lol.
 
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ifihadnever

Experienced
Sep 20, 2025
213
I feel like I go around in circles with different methods. I guess we all want an 'easy' way out but there isn't really. Although I keep seeing stories of people killing themselves (I guess I'm hyper alert to it now) and think how are they doing it. Taking your life isn't as 'simple' (for want of a better term) as I thought. But I'm a massive overthinker so think that acts as a unwanted barrier for many methods.
 
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deathisneeded

Member
Sep 11, 2025
53
I wish I knew what people were overdosing on. I have mix of antipsychotics, anti depressants, sleeping pills, diazepam and I'm going to get some Benadryl and promethezanine.
 
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Kopfsalat

Kopfsalat

Member
Oct 4, 2025
8
Also in the UK and wondering the same. No idea how I'd get my hands on anything tho lol.
may I ask you how do you do to be here if you are from the UK? I have a friend who is really needing this forum but he does not have access =S
 
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autisticbrain13

Member
Aug 21, 2025
32
wondering the same, seeing as SN isn't available to us i was thinking of CO in a tent. but i also have propanolol, and mirtzapine & sertraline. i just dont know what mixture (if any) to take and how much.

is it worth the risk?
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
701
wondering the same, seeing as SN isn't available to us i was thinking of CO in a tent. but i also have propanolol, and mirtzapine & sertraline. i just dont know what mixture (if any) to take and how much.

is it worth the risk?
I don't think it's worth the risk. The reason why 22% of suicides are OD is simply so many people attempting it. The success rate of OD on prescriptions is 12.3%. And there is no established protocol about mixture of medications. Interactions are unpredictable. It'll end up in failure and organ failure.
 
nullandvoid

nullandvoid

Member
Apr 13, 2023
39
I've almost died from dxm tablets and Wellbutrin. didn't die and had nasty seizures. think if i did more and wasn't found it could've been successful. im getting desperate.
 
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autisticbrain13

Member
Aug 21, 2025
32
I don't think it's worth the risk. The reason why 22% of suicides are OD is simply so many people attempting it. The success rate of OD on prescriptions is 12.3%. And there is no established protocol about mixture of medications. Interactions are unpredictable. It'll end up in failure and organ failure.
damn, thanks šŸ˜” I wish i could buy SN without fear of a welfare check. i know they want to make it difficult, i get why. but just feel stuck.

guess i'll stick with CO then.
 
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