Discussion Would you want your ‘loved ones’ to read your comments on here or in pm?

[Despondent]

part of me doesn't because I tell all of you more things than I tell them. I'm more open about my feelings with you all, etc. Part of me does because I want them to know that I was really hurting, and I didn't do the things that I did to be attention seeking. I want them to know that I REALLY was hurting. all of these times I say to them "I('m) wanna/gonna kill myself" isn't always me actually wanting to go through with ctb even if I do. I want to ctb, but part of me is saying that because I'm hurt and I want help, even if I know the help won't help me

 

[Jumper Geo]

I think I would. I think I would want them to know what I am going through and that I found support here.

One thing this post shows us, people find it difficult to talk about what they are going through with family, I feel my family don't understand what I'm going through I do speak to them but they think I should order a happy pill and life will be great again, I think risperidon has given me brain damage, I'm not depressed or feel down I'm still a happy person something in my brain has switched off, I can't be bothered to do anything, but I wouldn't want them to read about it on here.

My final thoughts will be in my note, I won't be to critical because they don't understand, they are not therapists or medical professionals but I will say whats on my mind with a sympathetic approach, as we all know, it's the living who suffer after we've gone.

I know I'm a bit late to reply to @Lostnotfound as she CTB earlier this morning, RIP.

Cheers Geo

 

[Broken Chimera]

I would hope not. If "loved ones" ever found out I ctb they would know why without coming here. They would only use that info to have a reason to attack the site and pretend to care about me, wondering why didn't I come to them for support. It would only cause more problems for this place. And that's something I don't want.

 

[UpandDownPrincess]

No. It would devastate my husband, and nobody else could possibly understand.

 

[Sans]

What is this "loved one" you speak of?

 

[jamesthekiddo]

humans are nothing but troubles, not all of the people can understand ur feelings without opening ur mouth

 

[Swoods]

It does not matter one way or the other to me.