Would You Think heroin Is A Good Suicide Method? Has Anyone Here Did It Before? How Was It?

[Spitfire]

thank you for sharing your experience, its reassuring to know that it is 100 percent painless and just like falling asleep.

so what are f patches?

People who overdose on opioids and opiates sometimes take enough longer acting medications pills and patches, and some people even would eat whole patches, take pills, and shoot up at the same time, etc...

The problem is IV naloxone life saving effect can wear off quicker than the opioid medication without administering a continuous infusion.

While monitoring their level of consciousness might begin slipping away to the point when they start falling asleep, and become difficult to arouse, and not wake up.

It looked peaceful.

F patches = Fentanyl patches

 

[Weary Soul]

Awhile back there was a lot of information provided on H OD from someone very experienced with H use and who gave a lot of seemingly great advice about ctb'ing with it (the impact of tolerance, dose, how to prep it, ways to administer it, how to detect its purity, etc.). I think he was in the UK. (Well I thought it was great advice, but I have to say I do not know much about H).

I cannot remember his user ID (bit name and face blind due to the head injuries), and I cannot find the thread.

Maybe someone who has also been here for awhile will remember his user ID or the thread I am thinking of. If I find it, I will share the link. (This was around the time that Stan posted his guidelines on SN)

On another note, my friend's brother was addicted to H and he bought what he thought was H (and he was a very experienced user). It turned out that it was pure F. His last words were, "I am terrified."

I am not trying to scare anyone, just relating his story as I was told it - so I cannot say it was entirely true. This occurred around the time in the US when F was being mixed with H and there were many OD's because of this.

Alla that being said, if I had access to H and was experienced in its use, this would likely be my preferred method of ctb.

<3

 

[Pravesh]

Am seriously considering this one. It's amazingly easy to purchase online and would be peaceful. Will for sure report it on here if I go through with it.

online where please ?

Lol fentanyl.

thanks i will look into it, so id just use patches no injections? sounds easier.

People who overdose on opioids and opiates sometimes take enough longer acting medications pills and patches, and some people even would eat whole patches, take pills, and shoot up at the same time, etc...

The problem is IV naloxone life saving effect can wear off quicker than the opioid medication without administering a continuous infusion.

While monitoring their level of consciousness might begin slipping away to the point when they start falling asleep, and become difficult to arouse, and not wake up.

It looked peaceful.

F patches = Fentanyl patches

thanks i will look into it, seems easier than injecting.

Awhile back there was a lot of information provided on H OD from someone very experienced with H use and who gave a lot of seemingly great advice about ctb'ing with it (the impact of tolerance, dose, how to prep it, ways to administer it, how to detect its purity, etc.). I think he was in the UK. (Well I thought it was great advice, but I have to say I do not know much about H).

I cannot remember his user ID (bit name and face blind due to the head injuries), and I cannot find the thread.

Maybe someone who has also been here for awhile will remember his user ID or the thread I am thinking of. If I find it, I will share the link. (This was around the time that Stan posted his guidelines on SN)

On another note, my friend's brother was addicted to H and he bought what he thought was H (and he was a very experienced user). It turned out that it was pure F. His last words were, "I am terrified."

I am not trying to scare anyone, just relating his story as I was told it - so I cannot say it was entirely true. This occurred around the time in the US when F was being mixed with H and there were many OD's because of this.

Alla that being said, if I had access to H and was experienced in its use, this would likely be my preferred method of ctb.

<3

damn then F sounds scary !

Awhile back there was a lot of information provided on H OD from someone very experienced with H use and who gave a lot of seemingly great advice about ctb'ing with it (the impact of tolerance, dose, how to prep it, ways to administer it, how to detect its purity, etc.). I think he was in the UK. (Well I thought it was great advice, but I have to say I do not know much about H).

I cannot remember his user ID (bit name and face blind due to the head injuries), and I cannot find the thread.

Maybe someone who has also been here for awhile will remember his user ID or the thread I am thinking of. If I find it, I will share the link. (This was around the time that Stan posted his guidelines on SN)

On another note, my friend's brother was addicted to H and he bought what he thought was H (and he was a very experienced user). It turned out that it was pure F. His last words were, "I am terrified."

I am not trying to scare anyone, just relating his story as I was told it - so I cannot say it was entirely true. This occurred around the time in the US when F was being mixed with H and there were many OD's because of this.

Alla that being said, if I had access to H and was experienced in its use, this would likely be my preferred method of ctb.

<3

damn then F sounds scary !

 

[Weary Soul]

damn then F sounds scary !

I am not sure it is scary, my dad was on it when he was dying of cancer and he loved it. I think my friend's brother may have been scared because he new it would kill him - he was not actively seeking to ctb.

Although, again - I am not familiar with these types of meds/opiates, so please take what I write about them with a grain of salt
(Not SN - table salt )

 

[Pravesh]

I am not sure it is scary, my dad was on it when he was dying of cancer and he loved it. I think my friend's brother may have been scared because he new it would kill him - he was not actively seeking to ctb.

Although, again - I am not familiar with these types of meds/opiates, so please take what I write about them with a grain of salt
(Not SN - table salt )

id love to take Sn lol

 

[Pookie]

online where please ?

thanks i will look into it, so id just use patches no injections? sounds easier.

thanks i will look into it, seems easier than injecting.

damn then F sounds scary !

damn then F sounds scary !

Yes, I suppose patches are easier than injections.

 

[issyishere]

SS members getting excited when their H is cut with F thats kind of funny to think about. I wish I could get a hold of H or F as I'm pretty sure it's peaceful and at least in your last moments you'd probably have massive euphoria. Kind of like a cherry on top.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

thank you for sharing your experience, its reassuring to know that it is 100 percent painless and just like falling asleep.
i would do it alone locked up in my apartment so no will know .
May i ask how you are doing now? do you still do drugs? wh

so what are f patches? and why are people on this site afraid to say the full names of drugs and chemicals lol ive noticed they just say it like " H' "N" "SN" etc .
i tried googling f patches and i only found f alphabet temporary tattoos , now correct me if im wrong but im sure those arent lethal lol., Pravesh, F patches come in different strengths starting at 12mg upto 100mg and apparently it's the fastest growing way of OD'ing ever! Pravesh I've been clean from Heroin and Crack since 2005 and got on a Methadone Treatment Program, l got up to 120mls and am now down to 55mls, l smoke roll ups and occasionally indulge myself with a bottle of Irish cream(the ones without whisky in them which l can't stand) and a Splif now and then! I have a Council flat with a secure tenency! Compared to where l was all those years ago, And Thank You for inquiring as to my current health and situation that was very kind of you Pravesh, oh my Staffie Max sends You a furry hug and a friendly woof:-) l hope this post has helped you in some small way! Have a lovely new year

 

[PursuitofWonder]

online where please ?

Can't give specifics here but look in dm

 

[LONE WOLF.]

Thanks, what dosage should the patches be?

From 12mg up to 100mg!
Pravish, l've answered your question but for some reason my response has gone into your post above? Click on Expand on my 7:28pm post above and you should see my reply! if not let me know and l will write it again for you:-)

 

[Aap]

You mean mcg not mg.

 

[lost_soul83]

thank you for sharing your experience, its reassuring to know that it is 100 percent painless and just like falling asleep.
i would do it alone locked up in my apartment so no will know .
May i ask how you are doing now? do you still do drugs? wh

so what are f patches? and why are people on this site afraid to say the full names of drugs and chemicals lol ive noticed they just say it like " H' "N" "SN" etc .
i tried googling f patches and i only found f alphabet temporary tattoos , now correct me if im wrong but im sure those arent lethal lol.

Fentanyl patches

 

[lifeisbutadream]

Opioids in general sound like an appealing way to go. There's enough Tramadol and pain killers in my house to kill me a few times over and would be my method, but I can't allow myself to use up medication that's needed for family.

Does tramadol work? How much?

 

[Amumu]

His last words were, "I am terrified."

Most likely due to SI, I've never seen anyone on opiates "terrified" tbh. Often appeased, on the contrary.
S. Freud died due to an overdose of morphine btw, intentionally.

 

[the_final_countdown]

Sometimes I wonder how much gentler this world would be if there was a plant that gently put you to rest.

Like maybe you'd need 100 tea leaves, boil them, drink, then go into a gentle sleep and coma, then death.

I imagine there would be all sorts of regulation around it, but because it's a plant (and plants like to grow) you couldn't stop people from mailing seeds.

I don't know. Just trying to pleasantly daydream.

 

[Weary Soul]

Most likely due to SI, I've never seen anyone on opiates "terrified" tbh. Often appeased, on the contrary.
S. Freud died due to an overdose of morphine btw, intentionally.

Yes, his SI might have kicked in because he was very familiar with H (addicted to it), and might have suspected that he had actually injected F because it was different (likely much stronger) and new or suspected it would be fatal, ut was not thinking clearly enough to get help. So very sad. I don't really know though, this is only a guess on my part.

I never knew that about Freud!!!! I did hear he used cocaine a lot, but had no idea he killed himself. O.O

<3

 

[Amumu]

Yes, his SI might have kicked in because he was very familiar with H (addicted to it), and might have suspected that he had actually injected F because it was different (likely much stronger) and new or suspected it would be fatal, ut was not thinking clearly enough to get help. So very sad. I don't really know though, this is only a guess on my part.

I never knew that about Freud!!!! I did hear he used cocaine a lot, but had no idea he killed himself. O.O

<3

Condolences for your friend.

Basically for Freud it was euthanasia since his doctor injected it. He had been suffering from jaw cancer for a very long time.

 

[Weary Soul]

Condolences for your friend...

Thank you.

 

[the_final_countdown]

Condolences for your friend.

Basically for Freud it was euthanasia since his doctor injected it. He had been suffering from jaw cancer for a very long time.

I remember reading Freud asking for mercy from his doctor friend.

and his doctor friend giving it to him.

Funny how the laws have changed. And how much more people suffer now because of it.

 

[Deleted member 22624]

Most likely due to SI, I've never seen anyone on opiates "terrified" tbh. Often appeased, on the contrary.
S. Freud died due to an overdose of morphine btw, intentionally.

I imagine he needed a hell of a dose. I really want to know how much he took

 

[LiesAndLigatures]

Does tramadol work? How much?

Tramadol is generally considered to be 1/10th the strength of morphine (0.1 MME). That means about 2g-8g would be the expected lethal dose (not accounting for built up tolerance). Of course, it is better to take more if you want a higher chance of CTB.

 

[Spitfire]

The American Journal of Forensic Medicine and Pathology has a review of literature and autopsy case studies article on tramadol fatalities.

I do not think there is much out there about fatal outcomes attributable to tramadol alone though.

It exerts its analgesic effect by inhibiting the re-uptake of norepinephrine and serotonin, and only also by slightly weaker opioid receptor agonism.. mechanisms of tramadol and its active metabolite O-desmethyltramadol.

I would not advise intentionally overdosing on tramadol. It sounds like an uncomfortable thing to go through to me.

 

[Gadget_333]

Am seriously considering this one. It's amazingly easy to purchase online and would be peaceful. Will for sure report it on here if I go through with it.

Have been looking for reliable online source for a while and general searches are rubbish so still struggling to find anything. Thinking of holiday in Mexico but posted would be better ???

 

[Deleted member 22624]

Am seriously considering this one. It's amazingly easy to purchase online and would be peaceful. Will for sure report it on here if I go through with it.

Other than having to inject, isn't morphine etc a better idea since tablets are less likely to have been cut?

 

[PursuitofWonder]

Other than having to inject, isn't morphine etc a better idea since tablets are less likely to have been cut?

Morphine is probably a better option it's just quite costly. If anything the H is gonna be cut with F which will only make it more deadly.

 

[Sherri]

If it was pure H, prob a smooth way out. About grams dunno for sure, but since you not addicted to it it could vary. I take opioids for pain, and it's quite addicting.

 

[Deleted member 22624]

Morphine is probably a better option it's just quite costly. If anything the H is gonna be cut with F which will only make it more deadly.

I must be lucky then, it's cheaper than h where I am, £50 for 1g or so if zomorph slow release, the question is how much to take. Figures suggested for unspecified oral morphine I've found range from 200mg to 10g, and I'm banking on using a lower dose because the only tolerance I'd have is from maybe testing it once. That brings the cost to the same ballpark as SN for me, I'm hoping 2g would be enough but I'll probably take closer to 5g to be safe. It's cheaper than H for certain I should think, given current rumours on purity, and cheaper than N too

 

[Anonymous_A]

Just lol if you think a non drug user can get hold of fent.

Unless your lucky, live in USA/can where it's more so accessible.

The popular DN markets don't even sell fent, the creators/mods don't allow sales of fent since it attracts too much attention etc.

Inb4 comments like "my dads, dads, uncle on wickr sells fent by the kilo boyo"

 

[Aap]

@Milo S , for reliability, 2g would be the floor based on dosages used in morphine only anesthesia, and 5g would be better. Any pills you take would need to be crushed and suspended in water (I.e., a handful of pills should not be taken)

 

[Deleted member 22624]

@Milo S , for reliability, 2g would be the floor based on dosages used in morphine only anesthesia, and 5g would be better. Any pills you take would need to be crushed and suspended in water (I.e., a handful of pills should not be taken)

Hugely appreciate your reply Aap, thank you, that's a big weight off my mind.