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Would you rather get murdered or ctb?

  • get murdered

    Votes: 46 52.3%
  • ctb

    Votes: 42 47.7%

  • Total voters
    88
grungy自殺

grungy自殺

Better to cease
Jan 9, 2024
152
I would rather give myself honor to take myself away from this terrible world than to have someone take it away from me without my consent
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,328
I would rather give myself honor to take myself away from this terrible world than to have someone take it away from me without my consent
oooo~ seppuku? :3
 
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ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
624
Getting murdered would save me a bunch of anxiety and stress leading up to it, and I wouldn't even feel guilty... because I wouldn't have time to be because I'd be getting murdered.

But since I haven't fucked with any mafia, CTB seems to be my only option rn.
 
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BecomingTired

BecomingTired

Lov3rBoy<3
Feb 23, 2024
142
Murder, it's easier on every level.
 
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madscotsman

madscotsman

Member
Nov 11, 2024
52
Depends, stabbed to death? No. Sniped in the head, sure.
 
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scottchy

scottchy

The sad wise old man
Dec 20, 2024
61
Wow, I'm surprised the results are tied 😳
I personally would much rather be murdered than self inflict.
I think about this often actually. I wonder what I would do if confronted with a situation that could potentially result in my murder.
Example would be an armed robery. I could attempt to "stop" the robery and go down as a somebody other than a nobody
 
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Wezzy777

Wezzy777

Member
Dec 5, 2024
59
Murdered I could end up on a true crime podcast, that'd be cool
 
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vercabow

vercabow

watching all the stars burn out
Nov 22, 2024
99
i can't listen to my music for the last time before getting murdered, so definitely ctb.
 
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landmine

landmine

lovesickness
Mar 12, 2023
98
i rather be killed by someone i really love, my partner.
 
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grungy自殺

grungy自殺

Better to cease
Jan 9, 2024
152
oooo~ seppuku? :3
Nah

but actually Tbh, that's what i've originally considered doing a while ago.

And thought it would be a interesting way to end myself, but then i've look more deep into it and realized that, it's way more painful than it actually is

I've seen shit of it in movies and a few anime, but never did i thought that the process is extremely agonizing and requires aton of strength

Strength that you would likely just not be able to make it all the way through and run the risk of being physically disabled (if those that caught you in the midst of doing would it would send you the hospital)


So it's not viable for me lol
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,328
I think about this often actually. I wonder what I would do if confronted with a situation that could potentially result in my murder.
Example would be an armed robery. I could attempt to "stop" the robery and go down as a somebody other than a nobody
hmmm~ That'd be pretty neat actually~ :) I just dislike the idea of possibly getting shot in the leg or something, and getting it amputated yet still being alive, making my quality of life even worse than it already is~ >_<

I've seen shit of it in movies and a few anime, but never did i thought that the process is extremely agonizing and requires aton of strength
oh geez~ >_< I guess samurai must've been super strong and stuff under all that armor! would not have guessed either~ >_< oh well!
 
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ForeverCaHa

ForeverCaHa

Heartbroken Welshman
Feb 16, 2025
443
I would absolutely rather be murdered. It takes the responsibility out of my hands, would make it easier (in theory) for my loved ones. Of course, I don't necessarily want to be tortured to death or anything, but to be wiped out at someone else's hands would be my preferred option
 
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YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
723
Murder, like I always think if I don't make it in time taking my own life I'm sure to die in some silly way like falling off the ferry into a angry pod of starved killer whales or sea lions or getting mauled by a bear or dying by a high voltage telephone line mabye not to common but common enough that people do die from em, getting frost bite and dying to hypothermia mabye even go a little crazy and strip myself before I eventually die, or someone who doesn't like to be brutal when killing ppl but someone who just kills you as fast and as easiest as possible, no nothing but I quick bullet to the back of my head.
 
FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotional unstable like and IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
555
Lol Ain't gonna let anybody take me out. I rather do it by my own hands my game my rules.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
2,205
CTB. I do not trust anyone to murder me in a way that would not be gruesome/painful.
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,435
It's would be easier for me to pay someone to shoot me in the head 10 times than for me to have to attempt to blow my own head off with a shotgun or rifle. that takes a lot of courage to stare down the barrel of a shotgun that's going to blow your head apart , not cowardly nor easy nor guaranteed as the evil lying pro-lifers say it is

But the monsters made it a crime to pay someone to kill you
 
dead dav

dead dav

Student
Feb 27, 2025
173
Murdered would take the choice off me shot through the head or heart or stabbed to death would be my first choice but beaten or strangled would be good way out