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HopeIess

HopeIess

a few months left
Apr 5, 2026
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would you rather die and have the news, funeral, and all the attention that comes with it, or just vanish like you never existed?

one of the reasons I haven't CTBed is because, even if i'll be dead, I don't want people thinking about me, attending my funeral, finding my body, or dealing with anything related to it... i'd just want to vanish completely, without anybody noticing...
 
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endboss

endboss

Member
Apr 8, 2026
52
I would like to vanish rather than have my family arrange a funeral and deal with all the stress that comes with it.
 
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annointed_towers

annointed_towers

I’ll cross my heart, I’ll hope to die
Dec 9, 2022
415
I disappeared 4 years ago. AMA.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,173
I just want to disappear. When you die, everybody speaks about it and I hate it. Police and doctors will look at your corpse, take photos, do an autopsy.
Sometimes I just wish I could die where nobody can find my corpse.
 
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