Would you like to be murdered?

[madmanbadman]

Same, ha... It would be a satisfying externalization of my self-loathing, like, to be brutalized by multiple people as if they hate me as much as I hate myself (•_•)

LIKE FOR ME ITS LIKE I WANT IT TO BE 7 EX FRIENDS ACTUALLY MAKE IT 8
ALL DESPISE ME OR WANTED ME DEAD
I WANT THEM TO GET JUSTICE FOR MY BS
LIKE FR MAN

 

[Topaz111]

I would love to be shot. Firearm is my preffered method, but I don't have access to it sadly so having someone else do it for me would be very convienient lol
I wouldn't want to get stabbed or strangled, too slow, painful and scary

 

[Heidi48]

min

mine too

 

[SoLowHollow48]

This post is not a threat, I promise!
Suicidal people may yearn for death, but how would you feel if someone killed you?
Personally, compared to continuing to live, I would prefer being shot in the head, pushed off a cliff, hanged, or strangled, but I wouldn't want to be stabbed.

Being murdered is to accept death without our consent so... no. I don't want to get murdered.

It's always going to be bloody. Stabbing, shooting, maybe even torture/r*pe. So, no.

I'll die eventually. In my own terms. Or through an accident which no one premeditated.

Now that I think about it, I don't even want to die in an accident as much as I crave to disappear and set aside all of this weight on my shoulders.

 

[Shadows From Hell]

Not me, I want to go on my own terms.

 

[SleeplessDreamer]

Yeah, either that or some sort of accident, that way it'd be an excuse that I wouldn't have to feel as guilty for the pain my passing brings. Maybe even a heroic act, yeah.. totally...

 

[burninghill]

Yeah. Sometimes I deliberately put myself in situations where something like that could happen, one in a million chance but… you know, maybe.

Having to decide to kill yourself is one of the hardest parts, sometimes I want that decision taken away.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Being assasinated by gunshot by a professional would be good but, I tend to think murderers usually have sadistic motives. They're effectively bullies. I wouldn't want a bully to have power over me again. I'd hope I'd be angry enough to fight back. Especially if they were a serial killer.

 

[chudpolonais]

yes because at least my grandparents and parents wouldn't blame me

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I wish it were legal to pay someone to shoot me in the head with a powerful gun. It's painless because u go unconscious instantly

But they made that a crime as they made all assisting suicide into crimes

 

[FadingSnowFake]

When I became suicidal, just before I found SaSu, I considered walking into a dangerous area where getting killed may be likely. Thankfully I discovered this site.

 

[dreaming]

I don't like the idea of potentially some creep being the one responsible for the end of my life so no.

 

[U. A.]

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Being murdered is to accept death without our consent so... no. I don't want to get murdered.

Shockingly, people seem to forget this one simple fact every single fucking time.

Murderers don't generally care what their victim experiences

Same goes for this one.

 

[UserFromNowhere]

Shockingly, people seem to forget this one simple fact every single fucking time.​

Same goes for this one.

There is a quote, I cannot remember the exact quote or source (and I've spent the past hour looking), which roughly says "the suicidal has imagined every form of pain: burning, throwing oneself into a volcano, etc." This is why, for me, I'm not particularly concerned about it removing my control or the murderer harming, even torturing me if it results in my death, as the question implies it would. If I were saved and recovered from it, it would be a different story, but suicidal ideation is not a binary between choosing death and being forced to live against your consent.

 

[LonelyPrince]

A quick shot to the head would be ideal.

 

[shikishiki]

This post is not a threat, I promise!
Suicidal people may yearn for death, but how would you feel if someone killed you?
Personally, compared to continuing to live, I would prefer being shot in the head, pushed off a cliff, hanged, or strangled, but I wouldn't want to be stabbed.

yes! during my whole life I wished this would happen, I already feel so much guilt, I didn't want to be the one who's at fault of my dead too, but I don't get that option

Every time I cross a street I fantasize about being hit by a car. I know it's far from the most pleasant way to go, but I can't help but get my hopes up.

I do the same, even stopping looking to both sides hoping something happens lol

 

[raikko]

This post is not a threat, I promise!
Suicidal people may yearn for death, but how would you feel if someone killed you?
Personally, compared to continuing to live, I would prefer being shot in the head, pushed off a cliff, hanged, or strangled, but I wouldn't want to be stabbed.

Perhaps not strangulation, but yes. I do sometimes wish someone would go up and shoot me in the head, or stab me and let me bleed myself out all lonely and pathetic like I deserve

 

[d4isy]

Sometimes I wish for it, but not through strangulation.

haha i'm the opposite i wish someone would strangle me while i'm under the influence. or that they'd assassinate me/shoot me in the head.

 

[neverexistedd]

no, CTB for me would be a form of control over my body and a person killing me would take that control away

 

[fightclub17]

Bullet to the brain. I would love to be murdered and have my passing mourned as that rather than a suicide.

 

[Echo]

Absolutely not. Want to go out on my own terms, as peacefully as possible

 

[meatballlover]

In a way it's the one case where you dont really have a choice to back out of it which surely is a thing i would need. On the other hand it really depends on the method of murder, how frightening it would be and how painful.