• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
P

PostMort

Member
Feb 22, 2026
8
This post is not a threat, I promise!
Suicidal people may yearn for death, but how would you feel if someone killed you?
Personally, compared to continuing to live, I would prefer being shot in the head, pushed off a cliff, hanged, or strangled, but I wouldn't want to be stabbed.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: need2exit and FadingSnowFake
buriedinmyhead

buriedinmyhead

If pain can purify the heart, mine will be pure
Mar 24, 2026
30
Sometimes I wish for it, but not through strangulation.
 
  • Like
Reactions: OnMyLast Legs and egyptian_baddie
W

wine is fine but

whiskey's quicker
Jul 26, 2025
150
would rather be executed, but two of these options work well for murdered too

ex chinese style - bullet to the back of the head
tied to a post and receive at least 6 bullets to the heart
lethal injection
 
breadliker123

breadliker123

The world's most marvelous girl
Mar 24, 2025
21
Absolutely! the more gruesome the better. I don't think i'd care about the pain then, and there is always sorrow for those who have been taken early
 
  • Aww..
Reactions: Zyntkalla
Asya

Asya

See you at the curtain call.
Mar 17, 2026
125
Hidden content
You need -1 more posts to view this content
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: chargirl
C

concrete

Member
Mar 14, 2026
9
I wouldn't care. They'd be doing me a favor. I've always felt like i would go by a firearm anyways 😭
 
GabenBeaver

GabenBeaver

Member
Mar 26, 2026
26
This post is not a threat, I promise!
Suicidal people may yearn for death, but how would you feel if someone killed you?
Personally, compared to continuing to live, I would prefer being shot in the head, pushed off a cliff, hanged, or strangled, but I wouldn't want to be stabbed.
honestly i think that it would be scary at first but once i accept it it will be fine. i wish my death would be quick and painless but since its someone else doing me a favour they probably wouldnt care much about my comfort lol. Being shot would be my go to. Strangulation sounds scary and hanging sounds stressful. Honestly i dont mind stabbing as long as someone slits my throat while i sleep so i dont have time to react to it
 
M

madmanbadman

Member
Mar 13, 2026
15
Not in a fetish sense calm down but yeah i want to be murdered by like 7 people
 
  • Like
Reactions: divinemistress87, mawsonia and chargirl
sashaisalone

sashaisalone

Shattered Angel
Mar 24, 2026
39
This post is not a threat, I promise!
Suicidal people may yearn for death, but how would you feel if someone killed you?
Personally, compared to continuing to live, I would prefer being shot in the head, pushed off a cliff, hanged, or strangled, but I wouldn't want to be stabbed.
I've often fantasized about falling in love with a serial killer and then he rapes me and kills me after we share a kiss and I don't have to die alone. He has to be cute though, obviously.
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: Zyntkalla, divinemistress87, abcezas and 2 others
Mr.Tristesse

Mr.Tristesse

Wish I had been normal
Jul 23, 2022
4,904
Murderers don't generally care what their victim experiences
 
  • Informative
Reactions: boddibo and U. A.
wannabeangel

wannabeangel

꒰ა Missing Wings ໒꒱
Mar 14, 2026
56
yesssss by someone who is into it and first lets me indulge in a ton of self harm, gets me all fucked up and kills me. i read too many fanfics and seen too much guro, and someone else killing me gets rid of the guilt of just killing myself, so killing two birds with one stone (lol)
 
  • Like
Reactions: need2exit
force_majeure

force_majeure

Felis ineptus
Jan 21, 2026
6
Every time I cross a street I fantasize about being hit by a car. I know it's far from the most pleasant way to go, but I can't help but get my hopes up.
 
  • Aww..
  • Like
Reactions: shikishiki and Zyntkalla
wannabeangel

wannabeangel

꒰ა Missing Wings ໒꒱
Mar 14, 2026
56
Murderers don't generally care what their victim experiences
not unless they also a freak and its some sorta cnc sorta deal to the extreme lol, if the cannibal cafe incident happened i wouldnt be surprised if it can or has been done in other non-eating people ways
 
D

dearlydeparted44

Experienced
May 21, 2025
289
No. That means someone takes my energy. Absolutely not. I'm the master of my destiny. I will kill someone to defend my life. My life is MINE to take. And MINE alone.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Echo, divinemistress87, mcrmybeloved and 1 other person
P

PostMort

Member
Feb 22, 2026
8
honestly i think that it would be scary at first but once i accept it it will be fine. i wish my death would be quick and painless but since its someone else doing me a favour they probably wouldnt care much about my comfort lol. Being shot would be my go to. Strangulation sounds scary and hanging sounds stressful. Honestly i dont mind stabbing as long as someone slits my throat while i sleep so i dont have time to react to it
By stabbing, I mean someone repeatedly stabbing your stomach, back, arms, and legs dozens of times. Can you even imagine that? It's not exactly pleasant.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Zyntkalla
GabenBeaver

GabenBeaver

Member
Mar 26, 2026
26
By stabbing, I mean someone repeatedly stabbing your stomach, back, arms, and legs dozens of times. Can you even imagine that? It's not exactly pleasant.
ohhhh im sorry ;-; this definitely sounds a LOT less pleasant. i thought that you meant someone attacking me with a knife in general. Also being pushed off a cliff doesnt sound too bad (i think it woukd be way better if it was a surprise attack)
 
krsm98

krsm98

bweh
Feb 14, 2026
76
whenever i go out i usually fantasize about it or think of it. Usually my ideal is a gunshot and just dying out there, always thinking of it as something peaceful but yeah. Its weirdly calming. Also id say a stab to an organ like the heart would be nice lol (not rlly it would probably be painful af if they stab multiple times all over the body, but regardless lmao)
 
  • Like
Reactions: shikishiki and need2exit
UserFromNowhere

UserFromNowhere

Experienced
May 4, 2025
258
I think it'd certainly be easier on others to accept that you were killed rather than you killed yourself, even if it would still hurt. But I wouldn't have to make the decision in that case. Considering I've always had passive suicidal ideation where I'd be fine if something outside of my control killed me, I believe I'd be fine with someone killing me, even if it does take away some self-agency.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: divinemistress87, bakenohana, wine is fine but and 1 other person
chargirl

chargirl

I want to be on the receiving end of revenge
Mar 24, 2026
9
[Hidden content]
Yesyesyes, I daydream all the time about my sweet bf beating or strangling me to death, possibly as a punishment for wasting his time or something — what a relief it would be to look up at his pretty face in my final moments, wow (*_*) but sadly it's unlikely he'll suddenly develop homicidal intent... I'm not that lucky :S
 
  • Love
Reactions: shikishiki and Asya
Malfunction

Malfunction

Experienced
Jul 27, 2024
204
If it would happen, I'd hope it to be quick.

My goal is to find as quick and painless a method as possible. Being murdered typically doesn't match that, so it doesn't really interest me.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Zyntkalla
chargirl

chargirl

I want to be on the receiving end of revenge
Mar 24, 2026
9
Not in a fetish sense calm down but yeah i want to be murdered by like 7 people
Same, ha... It would be a satisfying externalization of my self-loathing, like, to be brutalized by multiple people as if they hate me as much as I hate myself (•_•)
 
sleepyllama81

sleepyllama81

sleepy llama 🦙
Mar 30, 2024
7
thats the goal every time i walk alone in dangerous areas at night with my overhead headphones on. or maybe at least something bad enough to happen to me that would allow me to have a break from my life or maybe even give me the courage to just get the job done myself
 
monotine

monotine

New Member
Jan 7, 2026
3
This post is not a threat, I promise!
Suicidal people may yearn for death, but how would you feel if someone killed you?
Personally, compared to continuing to live, I would prefer being shot in the head, pushed off a cliff, hanged, or strangled, but I wouldn't want to be stabbed.
i think about this all the time. i believe i'm too scared to push through with CTB myself. i'd probably thank the person if they offed me instantly
 
Asya

Asya

See you at the curtain call.
Mar 17, 2026
125
Yesyesyes, I daydream all the time about my sweet bf beating or strangling me to death, possibly as a punishment for wasting his time or something — what a relief it would be to look up at his pretty face in my final moments, wow (*_*) but sadly it's unlikely he'll suddenly develop homicidal intent... I'm not that lucky :S
Hidden content
You need -1 more posts to view this content
 
  • Aww..
  • Love
Reactions: boddibo and chargirl
bakenohana

bakenohana

ah...I want to disappear.
Feb 12, 2026
107
I wouldn't mind being killed aslong as the method isn't downright torturous. though..either way I'd die so I suppose I dont mind even if it's painful. For someone to even be kind enough to set me free id be eternally grateful lmao
 
  • Love
Reactions: dreaming
Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
6,643
56a0f4fff02fdff2d47acfacf0e521e7.jpg
 
  • Yay!
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: Zyntkalla, gunmetalblue, divinemistress87 and 2 others
halfstay

halfstay

Member
Feb 4, 2026
39
when I was younger I was actively looking for someone to do it. but I'm too unlucky for that to happen. I'm fine with whatever torture as long as it doesn't go on for months. I wanna be gone sooner rather than later
 
  • Like
Reactions: shikishiki and abcezas
G

gardenhouse

Member
Mar 26, 2026
36
Be shot yeah as it's quick and instant death but not stabbed or strangulation.

I would rather be executed with lethal injection like the death row prisoner, how come they have an easier death.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Zyntkalla, pthnrdnojvsc and geepeedee