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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
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Well I would hope my girlfriend is my best friend so they'd technically be cheating on me for themself? Which isn't that bad? Idk. If the scenario plays out with an actual friend of mine then I would CTB for sure.

Would you CTB if you were constantly reminded of your greatest failure and you couldn't do anything about it?
 
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ExhaustedExistence

Life is just waiting for death
Mar 26, 2021
693
Absolutely, but it kinda happens to me now. My greatest failure is probably not being able to have a relationship, so whenever I see some happy couples it reminds me that I will be forever alone.

Would you ctb if you could read and control minds of others?
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,207
No. Unless there are limits to my power. Otherwise I'd gladly dominate the world and shape it as I see fit even if the rest of humanity goes down with me.

Would you CTB if you could be second best in the world at any skill/sport/game of your choice?
 
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Life is just waiting for death
Mar 26, 2021
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Not immediately. I would enjoy the success and money for some time. But I would be still suicidal, so I would ctb in the end.

Would you ctb if you had entomophobia (extreme fear of insects) and everybody thought you are a maniac because of your obvious behavior?
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
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I...already have that fear and people already do treat me as insane or at least as less of a man for it...I don't quite see it as a reason to CTB even so though.

Woukd you CTB if you began to see everyone in the world as a horrifyingly disfigured demon trying to kill you?
 
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ExhaustedExistence

Life is just waiting for death
Mar 26, 2021
693
No, I love horrors (especially with demons), so I wouldn't mind. And if they were trying to kill me, I would let them.

Would you ctb if you had another head connected to your body and the head with its own mind was the absolutely opposite of you?


I...already have that fear and people already do treat me as insane or at least as less of a man for it...I don't quite see it as a reason to CTB even so though.
Btw I'm truly sorry you have that too :(
 
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Would you ctb if you had another head connected to your body and the head with its own mind was the absolutely opposite of you?
Funny enough, this is also how I feel most of the time except this opposite mind lies within my own head. I suppose if my other self had his own tangible head I'd have more reason to want to kill him, I mean myself.

Would you CTB if it became impossible for you to fall asleep at nighttime?
 
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ExhaustedExistence

Life is just waiting for death
Mar 26, 2021
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No, unless I could fall asleep at daytime easily. But I can't sleep well no matter what daytime it is. Anyway I'm a night owl, so I wouldn't mind propably.

Would you ctb if you could choose any movie in which you could live?
 
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No, unless I ended up regretting my choice because I realized there could have been a better one. I'd have to think long and hard about which movie universe I would want too assuming I'd be a normal civilian and not a main character.

Would you CTB if a fortune teller told you that the best movie you'll ever see that you actually would truly consider to be the best has yet to come in your life and that you'll know it when you see it?
 
Ringo

Ringo

Rabbits on the Moon
Dec 3, 2020
1,699
No, my reasons for considering suicide are heavier than a little merriment. I have never been very into movies either, something similar happens to me with OP, since although there should not be more than 4 arcs left at the most for it to end, they will take a long time to come out, so I simply enjoy what I have on hand before to say goodbye to this world, after seeing Stampede I felt very happy but at the same time I was saddened a bit as it made me realize the emptiness that OP will leave in me when it ends, but I think it's for the best, many times I I have worried a lot about the future and looking back it scares me to know all the time I wasted overwhelming myself.

Would you cbt if you could only have nightmares when you sleep?
 
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Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Yup. I'm sick of having nightmares just about every night already

Would you ctb if you only had to sleep 3 hours a night to survive?
 
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No, I might be able to get a lot more done and as long as I don't feel the effects I would learn to cherish the moments I'm asleep that much more.

Would you CTB if you were at one point the best smash player in the world but even long after you've retired and switched to using YouTube content for your entire career, you became canceled on Twitter from the entire smash community for a mistake you made years ago? You have no chance of getting any other career because you're so famous that no job would hire you because they recognize you. You dropped out of middle school because you were already getting bullied for being fat and ugly so you have no chance of going to college. You have no other skills. Worst of all your girlfriend who was the only light of your life and who truly loved you for who you are was basically pressured by social media to break up with you and start an OnlyFans for her own sanity?
 
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I love how specific the scenario you describe is, I woke up the neighbor from laughing so hard, thank you for that. But getting back to the subject, obviously yes, the situation is fucking fateful, although I don't have much sympathy for most smash pro-players and their communities -because most of them are disgusting-, I felt quite sorry for someone like that, since It isn't fair that they judge you for a minimum mistake or comment from previous years knowing that both we and our morale changes over the years. Imagine the free time you have to have to search the 2013 tweets of a smash pro-player.

Would you cbt if life regressed to a primal state and yes or yes you had to eat other humans to survive? since if you did not do it you would become a beast without any kind of rationality
 
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I think even in our primal state, we would still be discouraged from eating each other because eating other humans takes way too much energy when there's still tons of livestock and other food lying around out there for the dominant ones to go hunt for. That said, I'd probably not even have to CTB I'd just die due to my sheer incompetence.

Would you CTB if you managed to actually get a fancy university degree like a Masters or PhD only for the field you studied in to somehow become completely obsolete and have no available jobs in the market?


I love how specific the scenario you describe is, I woke up the neighbor from laughing so hard, thank you for that. But getting back to the subject, obviously yes, the situation is fucking fateful, although I don't have much sympathy for most smash pro-players and their communities -because they are disgusting-, I felt quite sorry for someone like that, since It isn't fair that they judge you for a minimum mistake or comment from previous years knowing that both we and our morale changes over the years. Imagine the free time you have to have to search the 2013 tweets of a smash pro-player.
The situation I put really happened to someone I quite looked up to so to hear people so callously dismiss his actual suicide attempts and continue to condemn him to this day broke my heart even more. Sorry for the tangent but I too would definitely CTB in his situation and part of it is making me want to CTB too knowing something similar could happen to me. I'm truly glad you got a laugh out of how specific I was though. :pfff:
 
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Rabbits on the Moon
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Perhaps not, leaving aside that this happens more often than you might think at first, I have not worked on anything related to what I study, I have gathered good experience and if I do not get a job once I graduate, in my hometown I worked as a private music teacher once they gave me the go-ahead and as a bartender. Obviously I was pursuing more, but I would have ways to continue living well, btw I find it funny that both in my hometown and now in another country the best paying job I've had is that of a bartender lol.

Although if I did not have any work experience and suddenly the career to which I dedicated 6-7 years of my life would be obsolete ... In that case I would be screwed and also frustrated, it would be a definite yes.

Would you cbt if you know for sure that the afterlife exists but you do not know which of its different visions through history is the real one? You will know that you will fall in some plane once dead, but not exactly which.


The situation I put really happened to someone I quite looked up to so to hear people so callously dismiss his actual suicide attempts and continue to condemn him to this day broke my heart even more. Sorry for the tangent but I too would definitely CTB in his situation and part of it is making me want to CTB too knowing something similar could happen to me. I'm truly glad you got a laugh out of how specific I was though. :pfff:
Neh, don't worry about it. Poor guy, I hope that if he can't cope with that at least he could have left this world peacefully and I hope it never happens to you, although it can be coped depending on what environments you move in, it can even be innocuous despite the media shriek .
 
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Neh, don't worry about it. Poor guy, I hope that if he can't cope with that at least he could have left this world peacefully and I hope it never happens to you, although it can be coped depending on what environments you move in, it can even be innocuous despite the media shriek .
True there might yet still be hope for him yet since a lot of his fans are quietly supporting him like me so there's that. Whatever he does I just want him to be happy even if he never returns to content creating or the community.

Anyway.


Would you cbt if you know for sure that the afterlife exists but you do not know which of its different visions through history is the real one? You will know that you will fall in some plane once dead, but not exactly which.
The afterlife doesn't concern me enough especially if I don't know for sure what's in it. I will CTB due to other factors though and as I've said numerous times on this site I'm hoping for the afterlife from the final two episodes of The Good Place where literally everybody has a shot at heaven and can leave it whenever they're ready to die for real in a peaceful way.

Would you CTB if dogs and cats became the most popular forms of meat instead of chicken, beef, and pork?
 
nightnightnitrite

nightnightnitrite

baby blues
Apr 17, 2021
483
True there might yet still be hope for him yet since a lot of his fans are quietly supporting him like me so there's that. Whatever he does I just want him to be happy even if he never returns to content creating or the community.

Anyway.



The afterlife doesn't concern me enough especially if I don't know for sure what's in it. I will CTB due to other factors though and as I've said numerous times on this site I'm hoping for the afterlife from the final two episodes of The Good Place where literally everybody has a shot at heaven and can leave it whenever they're ready to die for real in a peaceful way.

Would you CTB if dogs and cats became the most popular forms of meat instead of chicken, beef, and pork?
No, I probably wouldn't partake in that and become a pescatarian because I think of cats and dogs as pets but it wouldn't be a complete dealbreaker.

Would you CTB if you found out you were pregnant/ had a kid on the way?
 
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Depends on how or who it's with because it's highly improbably anyone would willingly bear my child but most likely no. I'd try to raise them as best I can.

Would you CTB if your saliva was acidic?
 
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ReflectionOfTrauma

Soon dead. Goodbye.
Feb 23, 2021
50
No, until my teeth weren't painful so much, that I couldn't even drink a cup of cold water.

Would you CTB, if you were stuck on the always repeated day, especially some really bad?
 
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Would you CTB if your saliva was acidic?
If I remember correctly, there is a disease or condition that caused the saliva you produce to be acidic


Would you CTB, if you were stuck on the always repeated day, especially some really bad?
Monotony is something that can drain your soul, now imagine if you are stuck living the same day always, obviously yes, many things would lose meaning.

Would you cbt if you were constantly haunted by intense guilt because of something you did?
 
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Passersby

Passersby

Trapped in space and time
Aug 29, 2019
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Maybe, it just depends on what it was and how much it would affect my life.

Would you CTB if you struggled with every minor aspect of life?
 
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Rabbits on the Moon
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Back in my hometown I was going through something similar, I did not have to struggle for absolutely everything but I did have to go through many hardships, to ensure things that are basic where I live now. That situation made me cling more to life knowing that I had a real chance of having a better life ... But now that I lost all motivation, that situation you describe would be one more reason to commit suicide, so yes.

Would you cbt if you woke up in someone else's body?
 
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GrumpyFrog

Exhausted
Aug 23, 2020
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It really, really depends on whos body that is.

Would you CTB if you found out someone has an intimate video of you? (not necesserily a sex tape, just anything you wouldn't want shown to the world, like you naked in the shower)
 
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Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
If they post it, yes, if not, no

Would you ctb if the only way you could would be eating an apple from the Manchineel tree? (The deadliest tree ever and ingestion can produce severe gastroenteritis with bleeding, shock, and bacterial superinfection, as well as the potential for airway compromise)
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
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Maybe. It would have to be super impulsive though and I'd probably also shove a bunch of painkillers down my throat whether or not that would help.

Would you CTB if you automatically threw a horrible, loud, and childish tantrum everytime anything even remotely negative happened to you and it was impossible to get you to stop until the tantrum runs its course?
 
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ReflectionOfTrauma

Soon dead. Goodbye.
Feb 23, 2021
50
Probably yes, I am so anxious about everything in my life and that would be the final blow to my mind.
Also, I don't want to hurt other people except me anymore.

Could you CTB, if your parents randomly called to you with tears on their faces and told you, that they love you and they are sorry for every single fault they did to you?
 
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nightnightnitrite

baby blues
Apr 17, 2021
483
Probably yes, I am so anxious about everything in my life and that would be the final blow to my mind.
Also, I don't want to hurt other people except me anymore.

Could you CTB, if your parents randomly called to you with tears on their faces and told you, that they love you and they are sorry for every single fault they did to you?
Yes, my father always says he loves me but words are words, I need a father not kind words and money.

Would you CTB if superhero's exsisted? They would have marvel superhero level influence on the world!
 
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Ringo

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It all depends on how much they do with their influence, if we put it in a context like that of The Boys would not be a reason to cbt, not for me, since at least there would be effective institutions when it comes to controlling any outburst of idiocy they may have.

Would you cbt if you knew that something will possess your body if you commit suicide and will do dire things with it?
 
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Perhaps not, though if I'm dead I probably wouldn't care enough anymore so maybe I still would.

Would you CTB if you accidentally burned your own house down in a drunken stupor which leads to insurance not wanting to cover it at all?
 
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Exhausted
Aug 23, 2020
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Probably, although the prerequisites of me owning a house and having insurance require quite a stretch of imagination,

Would you CTB if your family decided they want nothing to do with you, so they wouldn't let you live with them, wouldn't support you in any way and generally would pretend you don't exist?
 
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