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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,913
The title makes it seems that I need to have millions in my bank account but what I mean would you ctb if you were financially covered? Like I can´t work because of physical conditions and also my mental state so if I had "just" 1.5 million USD it certainly would buy me more time I am sure I would kms but I am sure that would be years from now since with that kind of money I would be completely rid of financial stress and therefor could try and work on my problems.

When I said 1.5 millions that is what I have calculated that would be enough money to live a good life for the next 40 years until retirement but even if I had just 100.000 USD that would give me several years to relax and sort all of my things out or at least try. It´s really hard trying to work on problems when you constantly have to think about money to pay bills and food and since I have a problem with my throat (due to unknown reasons and allergies) then I would be able to try all kinds of foods while maybe figuring things out with my allergy doctor but now I don´t have any money so I can´t progress in that area.

Money is everything I don´t care what anyone says but money takes ALL the stress of how to pay the bills, food etc. and it also gives one the ability to cope like say with alcohol, drugs, exquisite food, vacations, buying things like a hot tub (my number one materialistic dream item) without money and suicidal thought there are literally no way to cope with these negative thoughts.
 
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Voldmort

Experienced
Sep 23, 2018
287
I believe not, with money would give to perform several things that I need and would be left at least one thing that does not solve with money.
the depression would not go away, but I could treat it properly along with an efficient medical staff.
 
TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,913
I know money doesn´t mean instant happiness and a lot of rich people ctb but it would provide means to cope and take away financial stress I also don´t have depression and if i somehow was lucky enough to fix my throat problem my future would look a lot brighter.

Also to add salt to the wound my father dad (my grandfather) could´ve won 2 million dollars a year ago because he have played the lottery every week for many years always using the same numbers but somehow he didn´t one week or he use different numbers I can´t remember the exact reason what went wrong but he could´ve won those money if it wasn´t for a stupid mistake and I would for sure have gotten at least a 100.000 or more since he told my dad that, I just can´t win in life..
 
TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,626
I think I still would, due to health problems, life long conditions (social anxiety and Aspergers - which can only be coped with but not cured.). Not to mention the constant shit that I don't agree with in society, the injustices and just overall bullshit from day to day life. I would however, try to enjoy my life with said money and then ctb when it runs out or I've fulfilled my dreams.
 
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xonnia

Member
Sep 23, 2018
26
depends on how rich i guess? I have good income now but not "Rich" and it doesn't really help. however like really rich.. i think i could be ok, personal trainer , cooks/maids etc... I've been through periods of money buying happiness and shit does work, i just ran out of time money.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
If I were a multimillionaire and never had to work again, I'd try to stay alive. This way I'd be able to buy a house in the country, surrounded by nature, and avoid 99% of human interaction. I'd keep my N, though. I'm not sure huge wealth would be enough.
 
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Aaron Josef

Student
Oct 6, 2018
101
My friend commit suicide in 2017 and he was rich some type of trust fund, when he 1st died I couldn't understand my brain couldn't comprehend why until I realized money doesn't mean shit it can make your life a little easier but rich or poor you still going to have problems
 
Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
My friend commit suicide in 2017 and he was rich some type of trust fund, when he 1st died I couldn't understand my brain couldn't comprehend why until I realized money doesn't mean shit it can make your life a little easier but rich or poor you still going to have problems
When you have your health...money doesn't matter. Same as when you don't have it.
 
Jai

Jai

Specialist
Sep 23, 2018
384
All money does is take away the day to day problems no bills groceries no worries holidays for sure no work but what would you do I've an idea what I would do but would I be happy? I can't answer to be honest because I don't have that wealth I'm sure I'd have different problems
 
sumbumedguy

sumbumedguy

some princes don't become kings
Oct 9, 2018
26
"the 2 most miserable people are the rich man and the poor man" the rich guy is bored with the world he can do anything and there's nothing left 2 do and the poor guy can't do much. it's why aloto celebs do drugs 2
Idk tho 4 me i feel like if was happy /motivated enough to have earned 1. 5 m I would be really bored. but if I got it rn I would totally just buy a really nice death like pay a night walker to pretend to love me and die on a mountain with like really high end peacefull shots
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
All money does is take away the day to day problems no bills groceries no worries holidays for sure no work but what would you do I've an idea what I would do but would I be happy? I can't answer to be honest because I don't have that wealth I'm sure I'd have different problems

If I were filthy rich, I'd be able to play games, watch movies and tv shows and read books all day. These activities still make me happy. I'm fairly healthy, so that's not an issue thus far. I'd probably still want to die before I'm 60, though. Physical and cognitive decline is not something I want to go through.
 
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CJM

Experienced
Jul 13, 2018
246
Not having financial issues is a good feeling, money can bring happiness.
 
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iiii5555

Student
Sep 12, 2018
121
Money could help treat maladaptations and such, aid you in some hedonistic quest for immediet happiness, bring more luxurie to your life, etc. But i still think i would end up heading towards ctb anyway; considering that, on the long run, money would just be another monotonous commodity, as everything else is when you suffer from depression. For me, experience itself is flawed and there's nothing in this world capable of chaging that.

I would stay a little longer without killing myself, tho.
 
ignominia

ignominia

O Rose thou art sick.
Oct 6, 2018
91
Yes. If i would never need to be worry about money i could travel and live wherever i want, read and watch films all the time, go to concerts, i could do many things freely, but still the world will be in pain and i don't think that my person can resist all the suffering and evil of the world.
 
jaemus12

jaemus12

Earth’s Parasite
May 11, 2018
562
I think money for me is more just a temporary pain killer. Will it make my life a little easier? Yeah for a while, but not for long. I'll probably stay alive for a while longer to go to do different things I want, travel, and save the rest for my family and then CTB.

Oh and spend money on some nembutal.
 
DarkTear

DarkTear

Member
Aug 1, 2018
63
I don't care about money, all I wanted was to live a normal life without all the problems I experience(d). And money can't change anything about it. My income is very low at the moment but I don't have to fear homelessness or something like that thanks to my rather 'rich' parents. But I still want to CTB, simply because money plays no role in the reasons for wanting to do so. Therefore having more money wouldn't stop me or solve any of my problems.

You can't buy happiness / healthiness, that's an illusion. I mean look at all the celebrities who CTB. They could buy whatever they want, yet some of them choose to end their lives.
 
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millefeui

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2018
1,035
Yes. I don't care about money, or anything in this world/reality.
 
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Jai

Jai

Specialist
Sep 23, 2018
384
But yes money takes most of the stress away I agree but plenty of rich and wealthy people are sad and miserable and have committed suicide
Robin Williams couldn't spend his money I've drove past his house in SF and he hunt himself he had it all so who are we?
 
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Gainax

Gainax

Experienced
Oct 8, 2018
265
if money wasn't that important we all would work for the joy of working for free or low ages...don't lie to yourselves
rich people have their own problems
the average kid from rich parents end up fucked up because their parents expect too much from them, how to behave , excellent gpa's in school etc..
people would want to be their friends only because they are rich
unless you marry another rich person, the other person will be goldigger

it only worth to be rich or even poor if you learn and accept to live alone, most people will disappoint you eventually
 
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Dean

Member
Sep 10, 2018
48
Money doesn't buy happiness unless maybe your giving a homeless or poor person a completely new life. Odds are if you are reading this from a computer of smartphone you aren't living in complete poverty. I think money= happiness is what capitalism tries to brainwash us into believing so we work harder and buy into the system.
 
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