Would snorting cocaine give me the courage to jump off a bridge?

[Kramer]

I'll have to find a way to get some though.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Possibly

 

[Aap]

I hear it's a hell of a drug...

most people do not become more suicidal after it's use.

 

[Sherri]

I have tried coke, it won't make you suicidal, in fact it will make you feel happy and feel like the world is a wonderful place. Gives you a happiness feeling for most people.

 

[Kramer]

Aww

 

[Sherri]

Aww

Give it a try you will see...

 

[Kramer]

Give it a try you will see...

It would be counterproductive

 

[Sherri]

It would be counterproductive

Very true, by the way, love your avatar, I love that movie, one of my favs.

 

[Aap]

Hey, that's my briefcase

 

[Kramer]

Very true, by the way, love your avatar, I love that movie, one of my favs.

Tom Cruise is a great villain.

 

[Sherri]

Tom Cruise is a great villain.

On that movies he sure was. Amazing!!

 

[Kramer]

Hey, that's my briefcase

Yo homie lol

 

[foxdie]

Only if you wear a beanie.

 

[Aap]

My other, more witty, response to this would be "no, but it might make you want to build a bridge, or at least ramble on for 30 minutes about wanting to."

 

[Kramer]

My other, more witty, response to this would be "no, but it might make you want to build a bridge, or at least ramble on for 30 minutes about wanting to."

I really wish I believed in an afterlife or divine realm. It would make this so fucking easy. I could delude myself into thinking the gods want me to die as a test of bravery. Jumping into nothing feels bizarre.

 

[Aap]

If it makes you feel any better, I promise you there is a bottom...

 

[Kramer]

If it makes you feel any better, I promise you there is a bottom...

Not for my conscious self.

 

[RainAndSadness]

I have tried coke, it won't make you suicidal, in fact it will make you feel happy and feel like the world is a wonderful place. Gives you a happiness feeling for most people.

Cocaine makes me so euphoric, even death seems great when I take it. So I think taking cocaine could maybe help, it depends on your mindset. The crash that follows after a coke binge will definitely help pushing you over the edge though, depending on the severity of the comewdown.

 

[Sherri]

Cocaine makes me so euphoric, even death seems great when I take it. So I think taking cocaine could maybe help, it depends on your mindset. The crash that follows after a coke binge will definitely help pushing you over the edge though, depending on the severity of the comewdown.

Absolutely agree, the comedown is horrible. That's completely changes from euphoric to depressed really quick with a sense of emptiness.

 

[Kramer]

Cocaine makes me so euphoric, even death seems great when I take it. So I think taking cocaine could maybe help, it depends on your mindset. The crash that follows after a coke binge will definitely help pushing you over the edge though, depending on the severity of the comewdown.

How long does the high last? Would the crash be worse than how I feel now?

 

[RainAndSadness]

How long does the high last? Would the crash be worse than how I feel now?

Yes, it would. The high lasts as long as your cocaine lasts. Depending on the purity of your cocaine and the sizes of your lines, one line would maybe you around 20-45 minutes of good time? The crash gets obviously worse the more cocaine you take. There are people that binge through the whole night and feel like a bag of garbage the day after.

 

[DockoftheBay]

I'll have to find a way to get some though.

Is there no way for you to CTB at home or in a place you feel safe?

 

[Sherri]

I mean, I even build this component into my exit plan. Take coke before, wait for the comedown, drink N. That way you'll go out with a bang, win/win.

My dream N. Wish it was easy to get.

Yes, it would. The high lasts as long as your cocaine lasts. Depending on the purity of your cocaine and the sizes of your lines, one line would maybe you around 20-45 minutes of good time? The crash gets obviously worse the more cocaine you take. There are people that binge through the whole night and feel like a bag of garbage the day after.

The comedown from E and mdma are also really bad. And it used to take me 2 days to recover the feeling of emptiness.

 

[Sherri]

Yeah I'm extremely relieved to have N. And cocaine. And benzos... and all my other drugs. Drugs keep me going.

Oh I'm so lucky to have N. Same as me, benzos keep me going all day. And my suboxone.

 

[Aap]

Meh, the high lasts for 20-30 minutes. The crash isn't nearly as bad or prolonged as something long acting, like methamphetamine.

the cocaine comedown is 30 minutes of trying to vacuum up any that might have fallen on the carpet followed by 60 minutes of being sad you don't have anymore.

 

[Kramer]

Yes, it would. The high lasts as long as your cocaine lasts. Depending on the purity of your cocaine and the sizes of your lines, one line would maybe you around 20-45 minutes of good time? The crash gets obviously worse the more cocaine you take. There are people that binge through the whole night and feel like a bag of garbage the day after.

There wouldn't be time to wait for the comedown then. I would snort and then climb the barrier. Hopefully no ones around. It's sparsely populated. Imagine getting arrested on drug charges before ctb lol

Is there no way for you to CTB at home or in a place you feel safe?

I don't own my own home and I don't live with my parents. I don't feel safe outside even when I'm not planning to ctb lol

 

[Sherri]

Meh, the high lasts for 20-30 minutes. The crash isn't nearly as bad or prolonged as something long acting, like methamphetamine.

the cocaine comedown is 30 minutes of trying to vacuum up any that might have fallen on the carpet followed by 60 minutes of being sad you don't have anymore.

If it's pure it lasts longer, I ve been to South America, not gonna mention the country but one gram was so cheap, and very pure, so it didn't leave me very anxious or very speedy, more like mellow and the comedown wasn't as bad as the coke we have in our countries, cause those ones have been tampered with many things like speed and other stuff. The ones that aren't pure are the ones you want more and more and even lick the bag.

 

[Kramer]

If it's pure it lasts longer, I ve been to South America, not gonna mention the country but one gram was so cheap, and very pure, so it didn't leave me very anxious or very speedy, more like mellow and the comedown wasn't as bad as the coke we have in our countries, cause those ones have been tampered with many things like speed and other stuff. The ones that aren't pure are the ones you want more and more and even lick the bag.

It'd be ironic if I snorted the coke and died because it had fentanyl in it hahaha

 

[RainAndSadness]

It'd be ironic if I snorted the coke and died because it had fentanyl in it hahaha

It can happen. A friend of mine, which I knew from the forum, died on a coke overdose recently. There is too much garbage in those drugs nowadays. I am lucky enough to know a decent plug with a good reputation, it's always +95%.

 

[Sherri]

It'd be ironic if I snorted the coke and died because it had fentanyl in it hahaha

Oh yes, fentanyl can make you ctb. There has been a few death from heroin users cause it was mixed with that.

It can happen. A friend of mine, which I knew from the forum, died on a coke overdose recently. There is too much garbage in those drugs nowadays. I am lucky enough to know a decent plug with a good reputation, it's always +95%.

Sorry about your friend, hope she didn't suffered when she.passed away. ,95% that's amazing!