Would snorting cocaine give me the courage to jump off a bridge?

[RainAndSadness]

Oh yes, fentanyl can make you ctb. There has been a few death from heroin users cause it was mixed with that.

Sorry about your friend, hope she didn't suffer when she.passed away. ,95% that's amazing!

Thanks. And well, I pay a hefty price for one gram of that stuff: ~110 bucks. But you get what you pay for.

 

[Sherri]

Thanks. And well, I pay a hefty price for one gram of that stuff: ~110 bucks. But you get what you pay for.

In South America, it was like 10 dollars. For a gram, pure rock.

 

[Gerard de Nerval]

Cocaine, from what I've experienced, is a solipsistic euphoria. I absolutely hate it. Cocaine is definitely something I would not take because the feeling would prevent suicidal ideation.

 

[NodusTollens]

I have tried coke, it won't make you suicidal, in fact it will make you feel happy and feel like the world is a wonderful place. Gives you a happiness feeling for most people.

I disagree. The first time I used coke I was struggling with my suicidal thoughts.

 

[Kramer]

Cocaine, from what I've experienced, is a solipsistic euphoria. I absolutely hate it. Cocaine is definitely something I would not take because the feeling would prevent suicidal ideation.

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Cocaine, from what I've experienced, is a solipsistic euphoria. I absolutely hate it. Cocaine is definitely something I would not take because the feeling would prevent suicidal ideation.

A euphoria disconnected from the external? Why is that bad?

I disagree. The first time I used coke I was struggling with my suicidal thoughts.

How did it affect those thoughts?

 

[pua]

Try bungee jumping or skydiving,it will give u a lot of courage and will weaken your survival instinct

 

[mirko]

At a party I had to stop a friend of mine cocaine-induced from jumping from the balcony to the pool, he thought he could have made it.

 

[Kramer]

Try bungee jumping or skydiving,it will give u a lot of courage and will weaken your survival instinct

I thought of that but with the lockdowns..

 

[hellonearth1]

I'll have to find a way to get some though.

What if you had a partner?

 

[Dead beat dad]

I'll have to find a way to get some though.

I honestly don't know. The high from this substance is amazing and the low makes you feel like junk, my logic has always been that I feel like junk pretty much all the time anyway, so may as well get high and at least have the good bit (this invariably never comes to fruition mind).
I plan to be loaded when I go, either high or happy drunk, my logic being at least I'll go happy
When I'm hungover I always feel so utterly miserable that I become inert... Any I'm rambling

Love and respect friend

DBD

 

[NodusTollens]

How did it affect those thoughts?

I found it calmed the bg noise that bogs down my mind. I often think about CTB & had attempted in the past, so the first time I used coke I started to clearly cycle through all the current readily accessible ways I could do it & the pros / cons to doing so right then.

I was interrupted by my roommate when they returned home, which distracted the train of thought. We were coming from the same party, I had to leave due to thought intensity.