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CP3GH

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May 3, 2026
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Hi all!

I have been lurking for a while and finally made an account.

I am extremely suicidal and that lead to completely destroying my life and my parents. My parents love me in their own way but they too have pushed me to the moment even without actively trying to.

I plan to jump of a building, I have access to 8 and 9 stories one. I have read that one loses conscious when they hit the ground and the body blocks the pain.
I have read a lot of news about people dying by jumping from the 9th or 8th floor, so I guess it is a matter of just doing it. Any other "success" stories would be appreciated.

This is a complete rational decision yet I am having a hard time pushing through. I always knew I'd by suicide, but it has proven pretty difficult to make the final leap.

Are there any practical advise or setup I could do in order to boost my courage and take the leap?

Many thanks.
 
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tooafraidtodiez

Member
Apr 29, 2026
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Hi all!

I have been lurking for a while and finally made an account.

I am extremely suicidal and that lead to completely destroying my life and my parents. My parents love me in their own way but they too have pushed me to the moment even without actively trying to.

I plan to jump of a building, I have access to 8 and 9 stories one. I have read that one loses conscious when they hit the ground and the body blocks the pain.
I have read a lot of news about people dying by jumping from the 9th or 8th floor, so I guess it is a matter of just doing it.

This is a complete rational decision yet I am having a hard time pushing through. I always knew I'd by suicide, but it has proven pretty difficult to make the final leap.

Are there any practical advise or setup I could do in order to boost my courage and take the leap.

Many thanks.
I tried doing it once from 23rd story I couldn't. Maybe have sedatives or anti anxiety medication or something to have the courage to do it. Although IDK if 9th floor is high enough for the body to completely block the pain since there's a small chance your brain is still active unlike from higher floors.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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While that sounds like it's probably high enough, there was a member here… I'm trying to remember her username. She CTB'd recently with SN after being confined to a wheelchair bc she jumped from what I think she said was the 8th floor. They wanted to amputate her leg & so she wanted to CTB before things got even worse. Sorry, just something to consider… is it really high enough.
 
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CP3GH

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May 3, 2026
4
From what I have read landing on concrete should cause immediate death. Those who survived seem to had landed on cars or encountered trees that broke their fall. 9 floors seems high. A classmate of mine jumped 10 floors and died instantly some years ago.
 
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