I don't care about experiencing cool shit, food, sex (ace), family, love (aro), friendship, fun, happiness, hobbies, skills, jobs, events, etc. Blah blah blah you get it, I don't want any of it, why would these things help ME? ME and not my brain that can be influenced by outside factors and chemicals, why would they help ME and why should I accept the brain as myself? I am my brain but I DID NOT WANT IT TO BE SO, I DIDN'T ASK FOR ANY OF THIS, YET ALL OF THEM ENJOY IT AND THEY WANT ME TO ENJOY IT TO OR I'M A DEFECT, THEY GASLIGHTED ME INTO FUCKING LIVING FOR ALL THESE YEARS AND NOW TELL ME THAT IT'S MY FAULT.
Sorry, got a little worked up
Sorry, got a little worked up
