Would it be dangerous if I go to the woods and ctb there with hanging ?

[Terrible_Life]

Could it be dangerous if I go to the woods at let's say 3 or 4am and search for a good tree and then do partial hanging there ?
My concern is that a forest is open to everyone so every random person could have a bad day and maybe he can't sleep well so he goes for a walk there. I also fear someone could hear the noises I'd make.
Those who had an attempt in the woods at night : was it safe? Was there absolutely no one ? Did it feel peaceful the whole atmosphere? Evelyn lane described it like an adventure or something to go to the woods and ctb there if I remember correctly .

 

[myattempt]

These are all the same questions I've had - if I had no fear of being discovered too early I would have ctb long ago as a tree is the only fsh spot I can think of

 

[I_go_in]

Could it be dangerous if I go to the woods at let's say 3 or 4am and search for a good tree and then do partial hanging there ?
My concern is that a forest is open to everyone so every random person could have a bad day and maybe he can't sleep well so he goes for a walk there. I also fear someone could hear the noises I'd make.
Those who had an attempt in the woods at night : was it safe? Was there absolutely no one ? Did it feel peaceful the whole atmosphere? Evelyn lane described it like an adventure or something to go to the woods and ctb there if I remember correctly .

You'd just be creating more possibility of being spotted and saved. Unless you live with parents or roommates in which case it's probably better to go somewhere else.

 

[myattempt]

You'd just be creating more possibility of being spotted and saved. Unless you live with parents or roommates in which case it's probably better to go somewhere else.

Yes probably best to use a different method if you want to be sure you won't be found and don't have a private fsh anchor point - you are lucky if you're not in the uk like me sn is very hard if not impossible to import now

 

[I_go_in]

Yes probably best to use a different method if you want to be sure you won't be found and don't have a private fsh anchor point - you are lucky if you're not in the uk like me sn is very hard if not impossible to import now

You can get that and way more deadly drugs on the Internet just not the clear web.

 

[myattempt]

Yes I know for me atm it's easier to get stuff on the DNM than importing sn from the clear net - I'm unsure on the whole injecting situation although

 

[I_go_in]

Those drugs are so powerful you don't need to IV (inject) them. When you're taking 50x a lethal dose of fentanyl and it's the size of an Advil capsule it doesn't matter if the method of ingesting it is shooting it into your veins or if you swallow it. It's so absurdly overkill that some double the efficiency doesn't matter. Think of it like this. You have a grain of rice and it's enough to kill one person and if you eat it it's half as powerful as if you injected it. Okay that might matter. Now imagine 50 grains of rice. You're injecting 50 or eating 25. Lethal dose is 1. Both are 25x at least the amount to kill.

Yes I know for me atm it's easier to get stuff on the DNM than importing sn from the clear net - I'm unsure on the whole injecting situation although.

 

[myattempt]

Fentanyl is banned from most markets - heroin would be my best bet - I tried snorting a gram and just passed out before I could finish it all

 

[Terrible_Life]

no I can only ctb by hanging . Other methods are either too scary or impossible to get I can't get sn or drugs .

You'd just be creating more possibility of being spotted and saved. Unless you live with parents or roommates in which case it's probably better to go somewhere else.

What do you mean by that? Do you think I would be dumb and mark my road or what ?

 

[Exhausted546]

Could it be dangerous if I go to the woods at let's say 3 or 4am and search for a good tree and then do partial hanging there ?
My concern is that a forest is open to everyone so every random person could have a bad day and maybe he can't sleep well so he goes for a walk there. I also fear someone could hear the noises I'd make.
Those who had an attempt in the woods at night : was it safe? Was there absolutely no one ? Did it feel peaceful the whole atmosphere? Evelyn lane described it like an adventure or something to go to the woods and ctb there if I remember correctly .

I went to the regional park, at midnight on the open trails in came across someone every 5-10 mins I'd say.

On the closed trail i didn't see anybody and barely saw any suitable tree either. I believe it wouldn't have been found for at least an hour minimum

The best trees i found so far are in my neighborhood, in the passage towards the neighborhood park, it's not exactly ideal either as it's like 1-2 meters away from fences and backyards of other houses.

Shouldn't be a problem at 3-4am unless a neighbor goes for a late night month.

I'm still hesitating between the regional park's closed trail or a neighborhood tree

 

[myattempt]

no I can only ctb by hanging . Other methods are either too scary or impossible to get I can't get sn or drugs .

What do you mean by that? Do you think I would be dumb and mark my road or what ?

By scary do you mean PSH ? I'd agree thats why I've not attempted by psh yet

I went to the regional park, at midnight on the open trails in came across someone every 5-10 mins I'd say.

On the closed trail i didn't see anybody and barely saw any suitable tree either. I believe it wouldn't have been found for at least an hour minimum

The best trees i found so far are in my neighborhood, in the passage towards the neighborhood park, it's not exactly ideal either as it's like 1-2 meters away from fences and backyards of other houses.

Shouldn't be a problem at 3-4am unless a neighbor goes for a late night month.

I'm still hesitating between the regional park's closed trail or a neighborhood tree

If you have the money usually old cabin buils have strong wooden beams that'd be perfect for fsh and it's much more private

 

[Terrible_Life]

Does anyone maybe have an idea what could be used at home for hanging? I have a strong wood beam in the attics but unfortunately there are 2 giant and with giant I mean giant windows . When I ctb I want it all happen fast I don't want to waste time at first to hide the windows with something then build set up then this and that and tadada it will be the same like last time and my time will already be nearly gone and the family is already on their way home . I want something inside the house where there's no window nothing not even the concern that any sound could be heard outside . The damn doors are weak and shit and I didn't find anything else reliable so I struggle .
Then there is the option of buying those beams that can be attached to the door frame for sport exercise

By scary do you mean PSH ? I'd agree thats why I've not attempted by psh yet

If you have the money usually old cabin buils have strong wooden beams that'd be perfect for fsh and it's much more private

No the more I think about it partial seems much easier than full. Fsh is scary as hell especially the part where you have to kick the chair away .
For me the scariest methods are train and jumping I could never do that doesn't matter how horrible my situation would be. Just thinking about how a train is right in front of me with full speed is just absolutely scary

 

[Exhausted546]

By scary do you mean PSH ? I'd agree thats why I've not attempted by psh yet

If you have the money usually old cabin buils have strong wooden beams that'd be perfect for fsh and it's much more private

Have 0$ in my bank account. 6k in credit debt

 

[Terrible_Life]

Does anyone maybe have an idea what could be used at home for hanging?

Anyone ?? Please it's impossible I must die the situation is hell on earth. Right now I wonder what suffering will happen tomorrow.

 

[I_go_in]

Fentanyl is banned from most markets - heroin would be my best bet - I tried snorting a gram and just passed out before I could finish it all

You can get things stronger than fent on those markets.

 

[myattempt]

You can get things stronger than fent on those markets.

Such as ? Id like to look into it - I've just been messing around with ket and 2cb and THC for fun

Anyone ?? Please it's impossible I must die the situation is hell on earth. Right now I wonder what suffering will happen tomorrow.

You shouldn't rush into an attempt - take some time to think and research ligatures or night night method if you can't find a private anchor point for psh and fsh

 

[Exhausted546]

Anyone ?? Please it's impossible I must die the situation is hell on earth. Right now I wonder what suffering will happen tomorrow.

Is there anything that's supposed to happen tomorrow?

 

[Terrible_Life]

Is there anything that's supposed to happen tomorrow?

Yes and it is called having a horrible family who do not understand you and your pain + a mental pain that I endured now for too long and I have enough from it ,

 

[I_go_in]

What do you mean by that? Do you think I would be dumb and mark my road or what ?

Some dude on the forum was saved just the other day in remote mountains. Just do it where least likely to be caught.

Such as ? Id like to look into it - I've just been messing around with ket and 2cb and THC for fun

Search zene RC starts with "promo."

 

[Terrible_Life]

Some dude on the forum was saved just the other day in remote mountains. Just do it where least likely to be caught.

Then I guess at home is better. Nobody will be there for 3 hours

 

[eggsausagerice]

My concern is that a forest is open to everyone so every random person could have a bad day and maybe he can't sleep well so he goes for a walk there. I also fear someone could hear the noises I'd make.

realistically i don't think anyone would want to be in the woods at 4 am when it's dark and cold lol. at night time i think it's really hard to get caught by anyone, even if you're still close to town. but if you're able to do it at home and are sure that no one will interrupt you then that's the most private place to ctb, even if you'll be found later.

 

[Exhausted546]

Some dude on the forum was saved just the other day in remote mountains. Just do it where least likely to be caught.

Search zene RC starts with "promo."

Wait no fucking way? And here is thought my plan of doing outside on a tree in the suburbs is l live in would be safe as long as it did it around 2-4am and had 30 mins to myself........ Shit

 

[I_go_in]

Wait no fucking way? And here is thought my plan of doing outside on a tree in the suburbs is l live in would be safe as long as it did it around 2-4am and had 30 mins to myself........ Shit

I mean, it might be safe. You just want to do it in a spot you won't be caught. Only you know your local area.

 

[Terrible_Life]

Hanging at home is the safest way I guess

 

[Terrible_Life]

realistically i don't think anyone would want to be in the woods at 4 am when it's dark and cold lol. at night time i think it's really hard to get caught by anyone, even if you're still close to town. but if you're able to do it at home and are sure that no one will interrupt you then that's the most private place to ctb, even if you'll be found later.

I am too afraid that I will be found too early and then I end as a cripple :(
This is so sad given the fact that my situation is horrible I wanna die asap but tomorrow it is impossible to do it at home. I could try because for 1 the house will be empty but in that 1 hour I must find a good anchor point then build the set up then test everything……why can't we all have a Nembutal pill ? If I had one I'd use it right now and prevent another horrible day :(

 

[eggsausagerice]

I must find a good anchor point then build the set up then test everything

why can't you look for anchor points at night when everyone's asleep?

 

[Exhausted546]

I mean, it might be safe. You just want to do it in a spot you won't be caught. Only you know your local area.

Imy not sure myself but during the day is often see people passing there. Sometimes at night too but more rarely. Never been there at 2-3am but it's freezing at night,is sure hope nobody passes there.

Arghhh...my have to reconsider and go for the woods just in case.

The spot could be seen from people's bedroom windows very clearly. I just expect nobody to be looking out their window at 2-3 am......

Unless they hear some strange noises.....shit actually....maybe it's not the best idea

 

[I_go_in]

Imy not sure myself but during the day is often see people passing there. Sometimes at night too but more rarely. Never been there at 2-3am but it's freezing at night,is sure hope nobody passes there.

Arghhh...my have to reconsider and go for the woods just in case.

The spot could be seen from people's bedroom windows very clearly. I just expect nobody to be looking out their window at 2-3 am......

Unless they hear some strange noises.....shit actually....maybe it's not the best idea

Do you live with other people? The safest place is if you live alone to do it inside. If not then the woods during the dead of night would be better. I don't know your situation.