ZoloftSüchtig

ZoloftSüchtig

„We can olive together“
Apr 9, 2023
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If you could go back in time and undo certain mistakes you made, would this improve your life and make you not want to cbt anymore? Or is your reason for why you want to cbt not even solvable through being able to go back in time and redo some stuff?
 
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thinvy

thinvy

Woefully Yours, Luka
Aug 7, 2023
208
unfortunately, I can't change how I was treated by others from birth, so I am pretty much doomed to this sad sack existence. my ma is a dick and my dad had to work so we could live. I could certainly have been happier if I could keep him from dying, though. most of my issues are either health related or people suck ass related so...
 
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IHurtTheOneILove

IHurtTheOneILove

Experienced
Dec 16, 2023
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If you could go back in time and undo certain mistakes you made, would this improve your life and make you not want to cbt anymore? Or is your reason for why you want to cbt not even solvable through being able to go back in time and redo some stuff?
I've always had mental health issues but the last thing I did made me really want to CTB so I wish I could go back in time and never do what I did. I'd be living a relatively happy life without having done what i did.
 
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Sluggish_Slump

Sluggish_Slump

Specialist
Mar 29, 2023
300
Not entirely stop me from ever ctbing on my own terms because in each timeline I would ideologically seek a dignified death before I become too old and ill for any quality of life (I've always thought this way..) but maybe undoing some mistakes would make me want to stick around a little longer.
 
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R_N

-Memento Mori-
Dec 3, 2019
1,442
Of course but life would still be life. It would give me some satisfaction but feelings are dumb, it is short lived in the big picture.
 
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11April

11April

11.04.2015 ❤️
Jan 9, 2023
71
Going back in time would give me a chance to right the wrongs that have ruined my life. I'm not sure I could fix them, but I would definitely take advantage of the opportunity.
 
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Green_leaf

Member
Nov 5, 2022
60
Guess most we fall into the category "undo birth" to stop from ctb.
 
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Slow_Farewell

Slow_Farewell

Warlock
Dec 19, 2023
710
I guess it would depend.
If I could go back in time knowing what I knew now? Yep, would go back and change a couple of things.
If I could go back in time without knowing the things I knew now, then no. I know myself that much that I'd probably make the same decisions.
 
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notherenotnow

notherenotnow

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Oct 7, 2023
228
If I would succed in changing some things then sure, i wouldnt want to die anymore.
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
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I wish I could restart life as a neurotypical person.
 
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AInilam

AInilam

Student
Dec 17, 2023
173
No. If I were reborn on another planet with more fairer and merciful, kinder beings maybe.
 
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deletedsnake

deletedsnake

Cynic
Aug 6, 2023
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If you could go back in time and undo certain mistakes you made, would this improve your life and make you not want to cbt anymore? Or is your reason for why you want to cbt not even solvable through being able to go back in time and redo some stuff?
Absolutely, its hard to live when you regret so many life choices. If there was a way to fix my past decisions I would not be on here.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Yes, I do believe it would or atleast it could give me more years
 
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sad4dayz

Member
Dec 20, 2023
35
I wish I had a do-over button! Definitely yes, if I could go back to say about 14 years old with the knowledge I have now, I would be so much happier ❤️.
 
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Morte

Morte

Specialist
Nov 23, 2023
356
I've made a lot of mistakes in the past, some of which I regret horribly. I would make friends with certain people, invest in bitcoins, avoid many fights with my family. Even if I had died earlier at least people would remember me in a more positive light, so even my decision to keep living until now was a mistake.
 
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J&L383

Arcanist
Jul 18, 2023
459
I would do things differently, and see if it made a difference, and it would certainly change things but it's hard to know in the long run if it would make a difference. If that makes any sense. 🤷‍♂️. Unfortunately, we're stuck with our present.
 
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IWishToDie

IWishToDie

I check notifications once per week
Dec 31, 2023
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If you could go back in time and undo certain mistakes you made, would this improve your life and make you not want to cbt anymore? Or is your reason for why you want to cbt not even solvable through being able to go back in time and redo some stuff?
Yea. I would avoid those drugs, I would avoid that girl and I would avoid that physical confrontation. No injuries anymore, no heartbreak. Focus on exercise and saving money, maybe go back to school instead or take a holiday in 2019. My life would have been 100% different. Oh well.
 
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Antoine_Roquentin

Member
Dec 17, 2023
77
If you could go back in time and undo certain mistakes you made, would this improve your life and make you not want to cbt anymore? Or is your reason for why you want to cbt not even solvable through being able to go back in time and redo some stuff?
Yes, there were two extremly stupid decisions that changed everything and led me to wanting to ctb.
 
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waningmoth

waningmoth

Member
Aug 29, 2023
55
No, with mental health issues, upbringing etc ive wanted to ctb since i was a child. I cant think of anything a 5 year old could have done than alters their life course down this path. maybe if the goverment had followed through on their threat to commit me when i was little because i was too scared to take the drugs i would have got help i needed at an age where it might have helped but the mental health services here are so grossly incompetent i have no illusions that would have happened
 
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SMG08ABUSER

I got no iPhone
Dec 20, 2023
46
Not even going back in time would fix it for me. No matter how many friends I make or how strong of a support system I have, the intense desire to CTB will always be a part of my life. I had a decent childhood with a loving family and siblings, and I still have such a strong need to CTB. Unfortunately, my brain is broken and wired to CTB.

Even if I did get a girlfriend either in the past or sometime in the near future, I would still want to CTB. If I ever enter a relationship with a girl, it's definitely something I'm going to need to tell her about.

I've accepted the fact that I will inevitably CTB.
 
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baabbaabbaab

Student
Dec 12, 2023
196
Yes, it would 100% for me.

Just refuse to get on those psych drugs...
 
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