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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Warlock
Jul 3, 2025
712
Hi:)
I want to hang myself soon.
I'm very sad about how my life has turned out. I'm 26 years old and I'll be dead soon. It makes me very sad to know that I'll never have known the good things in life.
Since I'm very isolated and feel very uncomfortable at home, I wanted to ask if I could chat with someone here? :) I feel extremely lonely and, to be honest, I'm very angry about how life has screwed me over. I wish so much I'd never had this shitty existence.
I'm gradually running out of energy.
I finally want some peace.
I want to escape this nightmare which is is my life :(
 
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Eternal Disaster

Eternal Disaster

IHaveDemonsInMyHead
Aug 3, 2025
113
Hi:)
I want to hang myself soon.
I'm very sad about how my life has turned out. I'm 26 years old and I'll be dead soon. It makes me very sad to know that I'll never have known the good things in life.
Since I'm very isolated and feel very uncomfortable at home, I wanted to ask if I could chat with someone here? :) I feel extremely lonely and, to be honest, I'm very angry about how life has screwed me over. I wish so much I'd never had this shitty existence.
I'm gradually running out of energy.
I finally want some peace.
I want to escape this nightmare which is is my life :(
I would like to chat but I am a real mess I think you should have someone who can give you support and peace at this time. But if you want to chat you are welcome.
 
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kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
636
Hi I would like to chat. I'm so sorry you're feeling lonely and sad in your last days. Feel free to message me.
 
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ChocoPie

ChocoPie

Member
Aug 12, 2025
34
Hi, I'm planning to leave ASAP too, I wish to die this year at all costs I want to help others especially if it is something as small but important like an honest talk...I have felt like this all my life and wanted ppl to talk to but I barely got any, I would be happy if I can help u in any kind of way.
 
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hopelessgirl

hopelessgirl

Mage
Oct 12, 2021
550
Hey. Id like to chat. Im 32 and lonely and leaving by hanging too
 
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livefastdieyoung

Member
Aug 5, 2025
82
Hi, I'd love to chat and provide you with some comfort in these hard times. I'm sorry I'm really bad at talking about feelings or comforting people, and I'm not in the best headspace myself either. I'm happy to just listen and give you any support I can. Sending hugs !
 
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Djkicker

Member
Jul 22, 2024
16
I'm sorry you feel so down. I'm also not in a great place but very happy to talk. I'm 48 and from the UK. Life isn't easy and doesn't always make sense or work to any rationale sense.
Do you have a faith or a sense of what might be there in the next life?
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Warlock
Jul 3, 2025
712
I'm sorry you feel so down. I'm also not in a great place but very happy to talk. I'm 48 and from the UK. Life isn't easy and doesn't always make sense or work to any rationale sense.
Do you have a faith or a sense of what might be there in the next life?
I somehow think there will be nothing when I die:(
When I die all me un fulfilled desires will also disappear as well as my sadness , pain and emptyness
I think I gradually get ready for my hanging attempt. Its the sheer amount of pain i get every day after day after day in this terrible existence which motivates me so much to finally end this senseless sad tragic life :(
 
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Djkicker

Member
Jul 22, 2024
16
I somehow think there will be nothing when I die:(
When I die all me un fulfilled desires will also disappear as well as my sadness , pain and emptyness
I think I gradually get ready for my hanging attempt. Its the sheer amount of pain i get every day after day after day in this terrible existence which motivates me so much to finally end this senseless sad tragic life :(
I know it may seem awful but is there anything you can find to live for?
There is still time for you have some positive experiences. Do your family know how you feel? Could they help you?
 
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frayed

Student
Jun 6, 2025
113
i would like to talk, if the idea is amenable to you.
 
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