Venting Working an awful job

[ShortBaldAndUgly]

I have worked in an Amazon warehouse for the last several years. I cannot quit because I need the benefits for my medical conditions and I have no other support system. I feel trapped. Lots of people at work make friends and even have relationships, but I have been ignored and people react poorly if I approach them. I go there and I work in silence alone for 10 hours. Because it is prime week we are having 55 hour weeks this whole month and I am too exhausted to do anything on my days off except think about dying. At work I can't think about anything except killing myself, but I'm too tired to even do anything about it. I'm stuck in this awful existence and I can't see any way out.

 

[Csmith8827]

Be happy you work with adults. Working with high school kids is trasssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

 

[tiredoflife2]

These jobs are torture you're not alone, I dont know what to suggest but dont worry about other people. I find it difficult to talk to other people too and have often felt like an outcast in jobs. Do some self care on your days off, be kind to yourself, big hug from me.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Be happy you work with adults. Working with high school kids is trasssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

With the way kids are today, I can envision what it must be like. My heart-felt condolences to you.

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

I understand you.
Working in a toxic workplace is toruture. I lately quit my job that made me turn to opioids to cope. Well now I've found they were not wrong, it was me that is toxic.
I'm sorry you are trapped due to your basic needs. Do you have any employee mental health programs in your workplace? Mostly these are free. While it is possible that they provide only judgemental or dismissive lectures or platitudes, it might help you to cope with this situations and solve the bullying that you may be getting. Whatever you choose, I hope you find the way out you are looking for.