Venting I'm such a loser

[GEIPPLaf]

I'm a total failure, and I want to die because of it.
Every time I think about the future, I can't picture myself going to college, working, or doing anything other than rotting away in my room. Doing anything is just stressful for me, I feel pathetic bc plp my age are already doing things that I can't even bring myself to think about. I'm so jealous of everyone, they're good at something, while I'm a good-for-nothing parasite to those around me.
I just want to die, but I can't even do that. I don't try to improve either because I guess that's too much work for me, and besides, I think I actually want to stay pathetic anyway

 

[bagel12]

i feel this way too. my adhd meds help, but not enough to fully fix it.

living this way sucks :( i'm sorry you're going through this too.

 

[Manfrotto99]

But it sounds like you might be good at being a good for nothing parasite - may be you could study parasites and learn to become an even better one