Xisalittletired
Knee-deep in the poacher's dream
- Feb 17, 2023
- 25
wow, i haven't posted here in a very long time. hello!
long story short, i tried recovery for the past year; tried changing my mindset and even gave college another shot for the umpteenth time.
it didn't work. everything still sucks. and i also think i might be becoming agoraphobic.
my anxiety has sky rocketed, it is AWFUL. i can not do a single thing without severe anxiety ruining it for me. can't see friends, family, go out to the store, walk my dog, etc. even just staying home, i'll get a random anxiety attack out of nowhere and feel sick for the rest of the day. it's ruined my life, basically.
depression on top of all that is also just... annoying. lmao
i've come to terms with the fact that i've given up again, but i'm willing to ask a question or two before i start researching methods — will most likely ctb to partial or full suspension hanging. or sn if i'm lucky.
is it possible to gain a consistent income where no kind of human interaction is possible? i will not do calls either.
and also, is anyone up to adding each other on discord? :) have a little group chat or smth where we can share these thoughts freely?? my user is noxxistired.
long story short, i tried recovery for the past year; tried changing my mindset and even gave college another shot for the umpteenth time.
it didn't work. everything still sucks. and i also think i might be becoming agoraphobic.
my anxiety has sky rocketed, it is AWFUL. i can not do a single thing without severe anxiety ruining it for me. can't see friends, family, go out to the store, walk my dog, etc. even just staying home, i'll get a random anxiety attack out of nowhere and feel sick for the rest of the day. it's ruined my life, basically.
depression on top of all that is also just... annoying. lmao
i've come to terms with the fact that i've given up again, but i'm willing to ask a question or two before i start researching methods — will most likely ctb to partial or full suspension hanging. or sn if i'm lucky.
is it possible to gain a consistent income where no kind of human interaction is possible? i will not do calls either.
and also, is anyone up to adding each other on discord? :) have a little group chat or smth where we can share these thoughts freely?? my user is noxxistired.
