Anyone else just walk past a window on a high floor of a building and feel an overwhelming urge to leap from it? I work on the ninth floor and every so often it just pops into my head. I have to stop myself from standing up and marching over there.
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MourningFlower
existed.
- Jan 8, 2025
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Not buildings, but whenever I walk on a high bridge or near a cliff, absolutely.
hmnow
Experienced
- Jul 29, 2025
- 295
Yes. It's my second choice after hanging
I have a place I can get on the roof and look over the edge. 15 stories
When I go up I wonder if I will be taking the quick way down.Yes, anywhere high I always have an urge to jump.
It's not a suicidal urge in itself, it's like I'm drawn to the edge.
The term for that impulse is the Call of the Void and is, apparently, common and probably often bewildering.Similar threads
Method How to jump- CP3GH
- Suicide Discussion
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