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Willitpass’ Residential Diary

willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
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stilhavinightmares said:
Fuck that shit, omfg. I'm so sorry.

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Awful. I haven't made a centimeter of progress. I am ready to go. I gave my one last shot and it didn't work. I just don't know how to fake my way out. It's like I let down all the walls I had up telling everyone I was fine when I came into the hospital in October and now I don't have it in me to lie anymore. But if I don't lie I'll never be able to carry out CTB. I don't even need to discharge to be able to do it, I just need to work up to where they trust me enough to have an outing by myself.
 
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