AL-SL-AK
Member
- Jan 6, 2024
- 18
Hey,
I'm new to this forum. I found it after recently reading an article about the chef in Canada sending out CTB kits. I live in the UK so the "poison" wasn't named in the press and I assumed it to be N - found out from international articles it was SN.
I actually sourced N from a Chinese company around 10 years ago. I'd been scammed a few times before getting the real thing. Having it there if I wanted to reach for it brought some comfort, even if I did question how the hell I was going to swallow a cup of it. Testing 1g was still to this day, the worst thing I've ever tasted. Unfortunately tho, my bf and discarded it when he could tell my mental health was declining.
I managed to find another contact called D but judging from a recent post on here - it would seem he's now scamming people.
Without going into too much - after years of trying to find my place in the world, I discovered I am unable to have my own biological children. I already knew it was going to be hard for me but to find out it will never be a possibility has killed any hope I had. I've always been a naturally low mood person but the hope that one day I would have my own family was the only thing that kept me going.
Having had the N for so long I never looked into anything else. Finding out about SN but knowing all the restrictions, is making me so mad I didn't know about it when you could buy it on Amazon - and for £50
Anyone know of any countries it's easy to get it through post. I don't mind flying somewhere. I'm just worried I'd get a welfare check and arrested in a foreign country. I've tried reading through some threads but my mind isn't there at the minute.
I'm new to this forum. I found it after recently reading an article about the chef in Canada sending out CTB kits. I live in the UK so the "poison" wasn't named in the press and I assumed it to be N - found out from international articles it was SN.
I actually sourced N from a Chinese company around 10 years ago. I'd been scammed a few times before getting the real thing. Having it there if I wanted to reach for it brought some comfort, even if I did question how the hell I was going to swallow a cup of it. Testing 1g was still to this day, the worst thing I've ever tasted. Unfortunately tho, my bf and discarded it when he could tell my mental health was declining.
I managed to find another contact called D but judging from a recent post on here - it would seem he's now scamming people.
Without going into too much - after years of trying to find my place in the world, I discovered I am unable to have my own biological children. I already knew it was going to be hard for me but to find out it will never be a possibility has killed any hope I had. I've always been a naturally low mood person but the hope that one day I would have my own family was the only thing that kept me going.
Having had the N for so long I never looked into anything else. Finding out about SN but knowing all the restrictions, is making me so mad I didn't know about it when you could buy it on Amazon - and for £50
Anyone know of any countries it's easy to get it through post. I don't mind flying somewhere. I'm just worried I'd get a welfare check and arrested in a foreign country. I've tried reading through some threads but my mind isn't there at the minute.
