Sadly, only my parents. They will spend the rest of their lives thinking did we love her enough, is there something we could have done? Yes, they love me enough, but they're obligated to love because I'm a half replication of both of them. Parents are wired to protect genes living in their offspring. To answer the second, there is nothing you can do for terminal illness, physical or mental, they could understand and be with me in my last moments but thats' wishful thinking, and I wouldn't want to put them at risk with the law--those apathetic bastards that think they should control everyone's life. And when I'm dead, people that abandoned me will come out of the woodwork. They'll pretend to be sad and say how my life ended in tragedy and all those other bullshit platitudes. They can go fuck themselves and eat fish heads. In my will, they are barred from my funeral. I only want my family there.